A small update for you all.

Not much has been going on. Losing quite a few friends lately, so I've been keeping to myself a lot. starting to become a true geek by not leaving the house. honestly, I don't mind too much. the friends I've been losing were apparently not very good for my life. I'm actually quite happier now, and my emotions seem to be going back to normal. The way they were a few years ago. Calm and complacent. Now all I have to do is get my lazy butt up to start up my tai chi again, and I'll be as right as rain. Finding motivation is a bit tough lately, but I think I'm starting to find it again.

Been watching a lot of Star Trek. We just started Deep Space 9, and it's feeding my longing for The Next Gen, since it's in the same timeline and has a few character cross-overs. Makes me happy! I do miss Jean Luc and the gang, though. But DS9 helps....I'm also missing The Original Series, with Spock and Bones and Kirk. sadface

Hoping to do another set with Kraven soon! She a busy lady though, so it won't be for a bit. I take it we did something right the last time, since it's doing pretty well in MR! Thanks for all the love you been giving it I really appreciate it!

Don't forget to check out my Etsy Shop where I'm selling my prints! Still working on other items to sell, but for now it's just prints. I'm trying to save up for a shootfest later this summer, since I don't have any money. So if you would like to help out, all the proceeds from my prints go to that!

no photo dump this time :/ my phone seems to not want to function properly lately.

I do, however, have Vine now! Since they made them for Android. find me, because apparently the app for android won't let you search for people....annnd sometimes the video-making doesn't load....I hope they run updates on it soon -.-

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Happy River Song day!!!



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Hey all!

First of all, i want you all to go to Fische's newest set Belle de Jour and give her ALL of the lovins! She needs to go pink before i lose my mind!

In other news, Aerie is doing much better! And if any of you read this blog, a big thanks to the people who have been sending her gifts. Its really made a difference

Speaking of buying things, i want to thank whoever it was that sent me the instax! But they didnt say who they were, so i cant send them a boobie stax so if any of you send me instax off my wishlist, or anything else for that matter, PLEASE send me your address so i can send you something back! If its instax, itll be a boobie stax. If its something else, itll be a postcard, or whatever i decide

Anyway, the weather has been gloomy and rainy lately, but today its warm and sunny! Im excited to maybe take a trip down to the park with my instax and take pictures of flowers! Its my favorite thing to do lately. Other than that i havnt been doing much, ive been picking up Aerie's shifts at work, so i havnt had time for much. But today is a day off!

Heres a photo dump!







My first print shipment!





Please be sure to check out my Etsy Shop! I will be posting crafts there soon! For now, just prints.

Keep in touch everyone! and feel free to talk about nerd stuff with me

Hey everyone! Please be sure to check out Kraven and QueenMabb's set WoodChucks

This set is PHENOMENAL and deserves ALL of the love you can manage to give! Mabb is super sexy, and the set does complete justice to the sexiness that was going on when this was shot! Hottness x a million.

Thats really all i came to say :3 reminders: dont forget to check out my set by the lovely Kraven as well, Caffeine Fixation. Also my Etsy Shop has prints for sale! And i just got them all in stock :3 so i will be sending them out shortly!!

Thanks everyone for all the support. I truly appreciate all the kind words and help that has been sent my way. It really makes me second guess my negativity towards...well...the world!


(Currently, me while writing this blog)

And what would a blog be without baby girl??

Thank you all so much for all the love on my new set! I can now allow myself to hope youre all too sweet, and im so happy to be a part of such a loving community.

If you havnt yet: be sure to check out my newest set, "Caffeine Fixation" by Kraven!

I went to see the new Star Trek movie last night! I went to the cheap theatre thinking i would save money, but it still ended up costing me almost $25 for just two tickets. Then a small drink is fuckin $5!? Wtf is up with movies now!? Anyway, i of course dressed up, but my hubny an i were two of 6 people in the movie theatre. Opening night! My hometown makes me sick sometimes. It was still a kickass movie, and i wish i had more money to see it this weekend. But i was only able to set aside $30 for seeing star trek....annnnd its gone in one foul swoop -.- i highly recommend you see it!!!

Anyway...update. still poor as fuck. Stressed, money isnt flowing very well. The usual. Worked some morenon my back.

I got my etsy shop up now! Be sure to check it out!! Any sales i get from prints will help to either pay for bills to credit collectors....or food, seeing as how i havnt bought food in almost 2 months... anything is appriciated!

My PO Box has been pretty empty lately! If you havnt been writing me, you should!
RiverSong
PO Box 5863
Springfield, IL
62705-5863

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Hey all! My new set is up by the gorgeous Kraven! Be sure to send lots of love for it!

Recently ive been complaining a little too much about my money problems. So much so that a few of you have been so incredibly generous to send me money!!! And a few of you have sent gifts. I appreciate this so much!! But im very serious when i say you really dont have to. I refuse to take money for nothing, so ill be sending out prints to the two who donated money, and of course ill be sending postcards and instax (if you sent me instax film...or just something really awesome) to you all that send me stuff off my wishlist. You are all so incredibly sweet, and are actually restoring my faith in humanity. I guess the world isnt such a cruel place after all

Now, dont you all forget about QueenMabb's set that comes out on the 19th! I was there for this one, and i promise its SMOKIN hott!!! I got a little hot and bothered just watching

Also be sure to check out Aldine's new set that just came out today as well!!! This girls is so awesome and i miss her soo much!!!

Heres a short photodump!











Oh! Also: i just ordered prints last night! Ill be getting them up on my etsy store here in the next day in case you would like to preorder. My shop is set up, just doesnt have anything in it. So check it out after this weekend! Ill also be selling crafts on there as well. Please let me know if you would like to see other prints than what i have available.

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Hey everyone! Im so sorry for all my late replies and non-blogging. Ever since i quit my state job, ive been taking it easy and not doing a lot of work. Its like a mini vacation. Working at the Candy shop with Aerie is awesome!! I love being around candy, and everyone is always so happy to come in to the store! We get some creepers, but oh well.

Ive also been working at the tattoo shop more! Ive got new machines, new supplies, my own little station. AND my boss is a really great friend things are looking up!

Currently in the RiverSong household we are trying to get our yard functionable for the summer. Im also borrowing a bike to ride to and from work, to save on gas (since my paychecks are sorely slim).

Speaking of money...thats the major stress right now. Im late on 3 credit cards, and still have over 10,000 $ in student loans to pay off. I try not to think about it so much, because when i do my stress levels skyrocket

Well, enough of that, heres a photodump!

Worked on Aerie's back a tad more.




Been trying to do yoga every day. So far so good. Im horrible though. Look at that pathetic plank!



Trying to tone more..so heres a before...and will post with updates!


Also been playing a lot of magic lately.







Planted some lilac bushes yesterday. Hopefully they grow alright!


And this saturday "Caffeine Fixation" comes out! By Kraven! Be sure to leave me some love!


Oh, and this month marks me being on the site for a year now (if my memory serves me right). So if you wiuld like, feel free to send me stuff from my wishlist! If you send me instax film, ill send you a special instax picture if its another gift, ill send you a hand-stamped postcard in return :3 Wishlist

also be sure to find me on Zivity, and ig: riversongsuicide or twitter: RiverSongSG.

Hey everyone!

Its been a long past few weeks. Currently im laying in bed too lazy to get up, and i dont have anywhere to be that i dont wanna go to! Even though im so entirely broke, its nice to have some peace for once.

So Hell City was certainly an experience! I rode with SoBelle, Toxic, and Amerena and stayed with them in a nice apartment that we rented out for the weekend. I had so much fun meeting everyone, and getting boobie instax! (I had to break down and buy myself some with my credit card which is now maxed out and im super stressed about that). I was too shy to go up to Lass or Radeo, but i did get a chance to go up to Damsel :3 i would have loved to have hung out with her, but im not really as high caliber, so i just got a signature and called it a day. I got to meet Patton too!!! That was so awesome. And also Luscious! But im gunna stop there because i met way too many awesome girls and this would be a long ass post.

So im sure you wanna see pictures!!











Sorry there arent more. It was kind of a busy weekend and i didnt take my phone out a lot. I got a crap ton of instax though! I even gave Aerie some!

So then the last few days:



I got some "wicked jars" from Sunshine! I got this lightbulb one, and three little colored ones. One for Aerie, one for me, and then i cant figure out who to give the other one to. Maybe my dad.

Then last night!!


Yes those are my boobies!! I got them pierced!!! They fuckin hurt like a bitch. I blacked out after the first one, but i think that was because my piercer was trying to show me a pressure point to relieve the pain, and probably held it too long :/ but hes seriously the most informed and prepared piercer in the whole universe! Hes actually Aerie's future brother in law. And he was totally prepared for me passing out too. I wont trust anyone else with shoving needles through my skin.

I think i scared Aerie though lol. She was weary about it before and now shes determined she will never do it :/ poor thing lol.

Well, until next time!
Be sure to check me out on Zivity, instagram, and twitter. And if you feel like buying me stuff, you can send me stuff from my wishlist or even sg merch! I seriously want that fuckin hoodie!!

Hey pervies! Hope you all had a good Holiday.

so last time i left you, i had gotten my teefers pulled. They're healing up ok. I ended up getting a dry socket in one,
and that sucked major balls. Now i've just got big dumb holes in my mouth.

some awesome news i have from today: I GET TO QUIT MY JOB NOW!!! I went to an interview at the candy shop that Aerie works at, and they told me they could work me asap! i still have to give my old job a two weeks notice, but maybe, by some random grace of god, they'll let me go early? Maybe not. but i'm so excited to not have to be there anymore!!! I'll get to tattoo on the side, also, and that'll be loads of fun. Tattooing and making candy!

I'm also looking into getting some prints made to sell. Would anyone be interested in them?? I finally found a place that will print off nudies, so if anyone is interested, let me know. i'll be setting up shop soon, however, and trying to also set up my craft shop. I'm working on figuring out running businesses and whatnot. My Fiance's grandma has her own Trophy shop that she is going to be handing over to us. So i'm having to learn how to run a business, still have a job to make money, make time for modeling, and try and get my crafts under way. any advice?

i've gotten a few books i've got to read up on it. But i'm really into Scar TIssue, Autobiography by Anthony Keidis. It SOoooooo good!! i really wanna finish it up. so far he's just covering the highlights of his childhood, and it's so incredibly interesting. i had no idea he had ancestry in Lithuania! (i'm 1/4 lithuanian).

a few weekends ago i went to Comic Con in St Louis! that was soooo much fun! my fiance dressed up as Scotty, and i was a nurse (a geeky Star Trek nurse, of course!). we bought a few posters and some new Magic the Gathering Decks. we've played eachother quite a few times already. i got a Return to Ravnika deck, green and white. sooo awesome. and since we were down in st louis, we went to Schlauflys!

THen Last weekend i went to Las Vegas with my mom and step dad, because my mom got married there!!! that being the highlight, i also got to see family that lives in AZ, they came up to attend the wedding. and then i also got to meet Jaxy!! i think we're pretty much instant best friends. we are so much alike, its crazy! we're both Dog Mamas, and we love food, haha. she's so sweet, she gave me a bunch of clothing that was too small for her, and i'll model them off for you all on my next blog! (I still have to do laundry....). I had so much fun meeting her and walking around the strip with her. i really hope we can do it again soon!

well, anyway, here's a photo dump for you all!!

also: thank you for the presents!!! i love getting things in the mail :3

Just so everyone is aware, you can feel free to send me postcards or letters! i love getting things in the mail! and now i have a PO Box! here's the addy:
RiverSong
PO Box 5863
Springfield, IL
62705-5863

i always respond back if you give me a return address!!

i also went out to celebrate Aerie turning pink with her and Queen_Mabb



Here's what my night before Comic Con consisted of!



then comic con!






Zombie Redshirt!

AND TRIGUN!!! (my favorite anime/manga series EVER....besides Tsubasa and Chobits).


and here's one of the posters we got! (this pic is from tonight, finally bought a frame for it, 27x40!!)


Then, when i got home, THIS happened:


So after cleaning off my car, i layed around all night and had a snow day the next day from work!!




Then Aerie came over a few days later and we made spring cupcakes to chase the snow away!



And she gave me the cutest little beanie baby lamb!! @_@

Then, my dad finally retired last friday!! (did it while he still could. good ol IL is going to fuck us all over).

and i got him this as a present!

My dad has been my Sci Fy inspiration and mentor for my entire life, and our root stems from the Alien series. so this means a lot getting him this. it's a Megan Lara print. she makes tshirts, but sells prints as well. i also got a Amy Pond one too! that was for myself, of course. but i also got a David Tennant one for my fiance. because i like to spoil him!

Now for my Vegas trip!!

Before vegas

In vegas!








And here's my mommy!!! she was so pretty :3 and full of smiles. i've never seen her this happy in my entire life!




And my beautiful AZ cousin! i love her so much. we've been so close ever since birth.

and Jaxy!!! i didn't get a lot of camera pics of her, but i did make sure to get LOTS of instax pictures of her!!!

and these are the presents i got my fiance from Vegas

Then when i came home, i came home to a few packages i ordered, and also some lovely letters, and a surprise print from Fische!! i can't think of any better way to come home.

my TeeFury shirt!

and new BAIT shoes!!



well, that's all of my photo dump!!

Please be sure to check out my sets on Zivity!! And also, let me know if any of you are interested in prints, i want to know if it would be worth it to get them ordered. Don't wanna spend all that money just to have one or two people maybe buy them. I'll do a few from my SG sets to start off, and maybe a few nerdie ones too!

Oh, and also, if any of you get a wild hair up your butts to send me something: PLEASE SEND INSTAX FILM! i'm completely out and broke so if any of you feel generous enough, i would love you forever and ever and ever!! i promise to send you one of the instax of me, as an incentive to buy one

Please send me post cards or letters, too! i absolutley LOVE getting things in my mailbox!!! Already gotten a few letters :3

Smell ya all laters! Live long and prosper!

Hey!! sorry it's been a while since i posted. i've been a busy bee. I have lots of photodumps for you

So as a quick update: the weekend of the 9-10 i went up to Chicago with SoBelle to shoot in a shootfest for Zivity.com (i'm RiverSong over there, if you havn't already checked out the awesomeness!). i shot three sets, one with Sobelle, of course, and two with new photographers!

Speaking of Zivity, i won 2nd place in the Whovian Who contest!!! That made me so happy would have loved to have placed 1st, but i think that's not too shabby for only my 2nd photo set on the website! here's a peak:


Then on Sunday, SoBelle shot with Dimples AND Modest. and Auburn came to hang out!!! i couldn't believe i actually got to see Dimples and Modest naked, and get to (at least ) meet Auburn! these ladies are so lovely, and are soooo sweet! i felt a little fangirlish, and i was trying soooo hard to keep it under control haha! i had them sign a bunch of stuff, and made sure to get lots of instax!! and of course i gave one to Aerie, as Dimples is her hugest crush she hopes to do a multi with her someday...wouldn't that be the most adorable thing ever!?

THen this past weekend i got my wisdom teeth taken out i've already developed a dry socket, but went in today and they filled in the socket with some nasty tasting gauze. it takes like how potpourri smells and i keep getting tastes of it occasionally. gross. friday i go in and they'll take them out though. But i get hydrocodine and another refill on it too! SCORE!

i love to save it for tattoos makes me less complain-y. so now that i have crap tons (half a bottle from my ovary problem, still half of this one, and then another refill!) i'll be getting more tattoos touched up and finished!!!! yayyy!! horray for pill-popping! haha.

As far as my job goes: i've decided finally i'm GOING to quit! i'm on the hunt now for a better job, and it's just a matter of time before i can throw my two weeks notice in my supervisors face! i really cannot wait to do that. the surprise on his face will give me so much joy

well, that's about it for an update. here's a photodump!!


Guns taught me how to do makeup:

Delia sent me a cheer-up gift!


My adventures getting to chicago:




The Fish at the house we were staying at:



Aren't they adorable!! i just wanted to take them ALL home!!
And this was the kids room that was at the place we stayed at. Sobelle kicked me out of the adult room and made me stay in there....which was awesome! because the trees had lights!


Then i didn't take too many phone pics of the zivity shootfest because i was so busy running around and modeling! so we're skipping ahead to Dimples' shoot!




Now Modest!


Then being so exhausted after a long weekend.

And me sending Boobie Texts to Delia and QueenMabb and the others


And after such a high weekend, i crashed back into my weekly battle with depression


But then my hubby got me stoned and took me out to eat so i was all better





Some more boobie texts! NSFW!


Then comes the wisdom teeth


Swollen face recovery boobies!



Once i got home saturday morning, i lounged around in my wolfie pjs!



Then today i found out i have a dry socket


and some bruising


SO that's it for my photodump! here's a couple of previews from my two sets. THe first is "Caffeine Fixation" by Kraven for Suicide Girls

And this one is "Windowsill Romance" by SoBelle for Zivity contest Gibson Girls


and also: Marchese536 Ordered my Tricorder to complete my Star Trek costume!! I can't wait! i'm going to the St Louis Wizard World this weekend with my tattoo artist and friends, and i'm gunna go all out with star trek costume! So excited, and i'll be sure to post lots of pictures!!

Keep in touch y'all!