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FEBRUARY 16, 2013 @ 12:20 PM | 21 COMMENTS


Hey all you pervies wink i know it's been a while since i posted (a few weeks!) i have a major photo dump for you all <3

So Feb 2nd was my birthday! i'm a whole wopping 23 years old now tongue So here's some pictures from my birthday and the days surrounding.
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Represent SG on my bday party with SG logo undies smile
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Went to the bar with QueenMabb and Aerie and mother nature decided to make it snow!
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The next morning (feb 2nd) i woke up and found out BRENT SPINER (commander data) shares a birthday with me smile We have an early spring! (you're welcome wink )
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Bought my mommy some flowers (Aerie does that for her mommy, so i stole the idea).
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the following monday i got a package from some really awesome people off my wishlist! (brent and krypto wink ).
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A Timelord Bathrobe!
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A million and a half Bath Bombs (which i can't use just yet because i worked on a new tattoo...pics in a minute wink )
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And ZOMBIES!! board game. smile can't wait til game night so i can use it! (hopefully this weekend).
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(Baby Girl break!)
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Then i finally was able to get an instax camera!!
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Then last weekend my 16 year old brother went into the hospital with Ketoacidosis (i think i spelled that right). He was then diagnosed with Type One Diabetes. It was a real blow to my whole family because he has moderate functioning Autism (diagnosed when he was 2 year old), so it's very hard on my parents to now have to add this to their constantly growing list of worries for my brother.
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He's a trooper. Deathly afraid of needles, but after a few days in the hospital, he over came it and was taking insulin shots! He won't be able to do them himself for a long time, but right now they're trying to get his levels constant.

Then, as if to cheer me up, i found out that Shipwreck was to be in town!
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Then that same day i got my back worked on!
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Then the next day i went with QueenMabb to watch her shoot for some magazines!
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Then the SAME day i went shopping with Aerie!
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And then came valentines day!
We stayed at the place i shot The Masters Chamber on wednesday night smile
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Then the next morning!
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And that's my past couple of weeks!

Now for the future!

Tomorrow my set comes out! are you all prepared!?
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Right now i'm watching x-men, so i'm gunna go! Hope you dirty birdies have a good time! wink smell ya laters!
JANUARY 31, 2013 @ 04:34 PM | 27 COMMENTS


Waddap Beetches!!!?

So, a few things have happened, and, as per usual, i will update with a photo dump~

Um, i can't remember if i posted any pics or not, but i went wedding dress shopping a couple weeks ago! (my seasonal depression has made my days run together a bit). Of course, all of these pictures were taken by my lovely Maid of Honor: Aerie! (how'd you guess? wink ). This first one is my favorite and what i was looking for in a wedding dress, but the others i love equally as much, but for different reasons:
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enough of wedding stuff for now (it's not happening until mid 2014!). But i just HAD to get one Dress shopping experience out of the way before i EXPLODED with anxiety!

Got some new shoes :3 from Bait Footwear, vintage styled shoes for the Vintage Chic.
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Adventures with Aerie
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Now some Sickie Selfies
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I had to go in for my first ever MRI the other day for them to take a look at my ovaries. I have an "abnormality" on one, which is most likely a very common-place syst. I took some advice from a friend and told them that i wanted the pictures, and got a whole disc of the pictures smile including the sonogram they did of my ovary last week too! I did NOT like, however, the fact that i had to have an IV in my arm the entire time of the MRI and then at the VERY end they injected dye into me frown

i'm not sure if i've ever mentioned this before, but i REALLY hate things under my skin. i'm ok with stuff protuding outwardly, piercing (aka, in one end and out the other), or opening my body for me to see inside (which, granted, all that stuff still makes me woozy, it's nothing compared to the phobia i have of needles and things being underneath my skin). but NOT underneath my skin. everytime i think about it my arm hurts and i can remember the feeling of the dye going in my veins...BLECH! pukepukepuke

Well, at any rate, the pictures are bomb, and they slide along like a video! i'll have to see if i can post some sometime.

Some more sick news: i went into the doctor to talk about maybe getting on anti-depressants. My whole entire family (mom AND dad's families) is on anti depressants for depression, well, at least a very healthy majority. My dad isn't, but he self medicates, and actually i learned that the doctor is making him go to a shrink to see about getting on meds too! My doc didn't make me go to a shrink, she just took down my symptoms and heard my whole family is on them, and that was good enough for her! lol!

it's only been about two days i've been on these meds, and i already feel better! I'm not sure if it has anything to do with getting a good nights sleep, or maybe combined with my birthday being saturday, but oh well. I feel so much better smile i've had several down moments today where i almost spiral back to my gloomyness that i experienced this whole winter, but for some reason i bounced right back up. It's such a great feeling, this being happy! I hope it stays for a while lovebiggrin

Woah, wait, someone say something about a BIRTHDAY!? Hell YES i did!! My Birthday is this Saturday on the 2nd :3 i turn a whole 23 years old. i already have plans for tomorrow (which, btw, i get to have off from work, free PTO!) and also saturday! Tomorrow i'm having dinner with my dad and then going out later with QueenMabb and Aerie and a few others to hit the bars. Then Saturday i'm going to go see my mom to give her some flowers, and then my Fiance' is taking me out to my favorite resteraunt. It's a whole food, local, and organic resteraunt. they drive around and get all of their food locally (seafood they still have to drive, but not locally, of course). So it's expensive, and i've been a whole 3 times, but it's my absolute FAVORITE! :3 i'm SO EXCITED!!!! I'll be sure to post lots of pictures too!

well, that's pretty much it. here's a few happy selfies and some of baby girl (what would my blog posts be without her?).
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And here's my early bday present from my Aunt! Yay homemade cookies!
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PS: I have a not-so-secret floral obsession. In case there was any doubt
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JANUARY 16, 2013 @ 09:18 PM | 16 COMMENTS


um...first i wanna say this:

OMFG WTF Bambu!!! Holy shit i think that i may need some new panties after that...

anywhooo....

Speaking of Who: my new set for Zivity "Amy's Choice" for the Whovian Who contest is going to be up here pretty soon! (me and Sobelle have submitted it, just waiting for it to be approved) here's a preview:
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And, that same weekend, shot another set for SG! "Now for something completely different!"
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I tried something new (instead of girly and vintage) with black. Hope you guys end up liking it wink

Got a matchie matchie tattoo with Sobelle!! (can't remember if i posted that or not)
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annnd, here's my face!
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then me and Aerie havin' fun times. and by fun, i mean stoned.
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then more of me:
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Also, been doing a lot of thinking about my job path lately. The way i see it: i have two paths i can take. the first is to stay with this state job, make my money, pay my taxes, and hopefully be able to retire later and have my farm like i know i want. which i reeeally really want, with all the alpacas i can handle! However, i'm very depressed each morning i wake up and have to go to work.

the second option would be to tattoo full time at my friends' shop like i've been wanting to (and maybe work a part time job on the side). I've been regretting not being able to expand in the tattoo field, and i've been itching to work in a shop full time. The way i see it is that i have the ability to be able to take that kind of risk, since i don't have any kids, or major financial obligations.

I find it hard because i can really justify both, so it's really a hard decision....i think maybe i'm going to make some decisions after a few more months...maybe see how i feel after spring is within eye sight. And also maybe after a doctors appointment, maybe see if there's anything i can do for my Seasonal Depression. or just find out if i have some type of depression...who knows.

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JANUARY 3, 2013 @ 05:53 PM | 21 COMMENTS


Hello Pervies! Happy new year! Hope your New Years Eve was safely irresponsible. mine was a little low-key...but thats ok. I don't mind low key.

Been a while since i've posted!! Quite a number of things have happened....so i'll story-tell through pictures wink it helps to jogg my memory.

So last time, on The Life of RiverSong SG:
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i got a sweet-ass star trek shirt!..

then, after that...I GOT A FUCKIN STAR TREK DRESS!
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whoever sent this: I LOVE YOU! i havn't been able to get any pictures in it yet, but hopefully i can convince Sobelle to take a couple while i'm with her this weekend :3 (i know i promised a set in it...it'll come soon! probably to Zivity, not SG).

Made a christmas scarf:
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how exciting, right??

and watched the christmas special for Doctor Who!
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and also got the fuckin MOTHERLOAD of Tom Baker dvds from my step mom!
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and my first doctor who thirt from Queen Mabb!! <3
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annd....

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I GOT ENGAGED!!!!
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Then, last weekend i went up to Sobelle's neck of the woods with QueenMabb to help her with the photo shoot, and ended up doing one for SG myself! We had the ENTIRE B and B to ourselves! it was awesome...except for the breaking one of Sobelle's lamp bulbs and then having to clean that up so the owners didn't find out....woops. Sobelle also took some pictures of us with her Instax! i really want to get me one

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This is the coat i found at a vintage shop Sobelle took us to smile
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And here's QueenMabb having funny-time! ain't she gorgeous!? wink
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And here's a preview of my set (unedited) that we did last weekend.
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I'm so EXCITED!!!


Then, this weekend the three of us are going to do yet ANOTHER shoot. this time at a nice-lookin hotel. i'll be sure to post pictures wink if you follow me on instagram, you'll get current updates.

and since it's been so long, here's all of my Baby Girl pictures to make up for it!!



then your daily dose of my face:



alright....i think that might be it....I'll hopefully get to post this weekend!

Until next time! kisssmile

DECEMBER 17, 2012 @ 04:10 PM | 12 COMMENTS


i missed FP yesterday! Vodevil is simply STUNNING! ugh! that set makes me wanna be blindfolded....

anywayyy. i'd like to give a thank you to a Richard Leonard (please come forward!) for the command gold star trek shirt :3 i absolutely love it! i wore it to Aerie's belated b-day celebration to show of my nerdiness (that and half my clothes are burried in my closet).
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Thankyouthankyouthankyou! kiss

I was thinking the other day about how happy i am that i've found my nerdy side. i feel like i'm truly being myself lately. i know i'm a bit late in all of this, but i guess it's better late than never i suppose? if any of you wanna talk nerdy to me, feel free to send me a message! i love nerd-talks :3 it helps me to expand my geekiness into other realms of nerdism (too much "geek" and "nerd"? ok, gotcha). so if you have any suggestions, too, please feel free to suggest! chances are i don't already know of it smile

We also got a new King Size SleepNumber bed!! Aerie was originally going to have it, but she didn't want such a big bed, so she traded us our Queen size mattress...and box spring for a kind size :3 i'm so happy! i've always wanted to be spoiled with a king size bed for the longest time. and now my dream has finally come true!! i don't think i'll ever be able to go back. even if i become single! THE BED IS MIIINNNEEE!!! bahaha.

Well, i hope everyone is going to have a good christmas! Aerie, QueenMabb and i will all be getting together on thursday for a christmas party for just us fwends (and significant others, of course...cause, y'know, we're grown-ups 'n all >.>).

I went a little crazy with the gift buying this year and now i'm broke frown and the worst thing is i bought my boyfriend and friends things before i bought my family anything. i feel kinda like an ass. i got my dad a SG shirt, and my mom and step mom $25 gift cards :/ ugh how lame of me!! i didn't even think about my step dad OR my grandma!!

Oh well, learned my lesson for next year, that's for sure! i guess that's just how life goes. you fuck up: learn your life lesson and move the fuck forward. Amen.

Well, hope you all have a happy holiday (and i say this because i know not everyone celebrates christmas, but rather other holidays), and don't go broke!

Here's a Photo Dump:

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My boyfriends gifts:
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Stuff for Meee!
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Spot-Stealer!!
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OH! also, my new set "The Master's Chamber" is qued for MR March 26th! don't miss it wink i won't let you forget!
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DECEMBER 12, 2012 @ 01:18 PM | 15 COMMENTS


W33k in G33k:

Star Trek movie: excited

Doctor Who christmas special: forgotten frown

Discuss!!surreal

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My new autism sweater!
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DECEMBER 9, 2012 @ 08:52 PM | 8 COMMENTS


Just a quick update. i noticed some comments about my address on my wishlist. woops! it's updated now. Thanks for letting me know about it (i'm not very good with computers, as you can tell).

and i made a t-shirt scarf for one of my cousins today! i think i'm gunna like making these a lot :3 i'll post a few pics of my crafts, just so you guys can have a look-see into my hobbies.

My T-shirt scarf:
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My entrelac cowl i'm working on:
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and i printed off Cards Against Humanity and then Aeire and i got Contact paper and sort-of Lamenated them. Then i took them to Queen Mabb's house and we all had dinners and card games :3
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And here is how my day went:
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pretty awesome, right?

well, i'll see you all next time!! kiss
DECEMBER 6, 2012 @ 08:00 AM | 8 COMMENTS


Hey sg land! Long time no see! Ive been keeping busy.

Thanksgiving was fun, got to see a lot of family, and thats always great! I love my family, and am very fortunate to have awesome parents. If i believed in a god, id say i was blessed wink the cranberry sauce was a success! I think ill be doing it more often.

Been hanging out with Aerie and QueenMabb smile Mabb is such a sweetheart! I feel like an ass because my schedule is always so relative and changing that i dont get to hang out with her as much as Id like to frown

My life is currently filled with christmas projects and trying to make work not so dull. Switching my hours up, but that means ill be working until 5, when it gets dark frown i hate working late..but i get to go in a half hour later, which is nice. Especially since getting my ass out of bed is becoming impossible. I think i might be going through another small bout of depression. Yoga with mabb helps though smile and also a couple extra days spent at home helps too.

Well, instead of trying to remember my events, heres a photo dump:
And what would my blog be w/out baby girl pictures?
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Our ghetto tree:
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Yoga with Mabb:
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My attempts at sockbun curls:
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Aerie's bday :3
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My early x-mas presents to myself:
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And ending with more baby girl!
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And i dont mean to beg, but my wishlist is up now :3 it consists mostly of dr who and star trek (go figure!). If you buy me something, ill send you and thank you picture wink especially if its that star trek dress...i promised someone if i got that dress, i would do a set in it wink also, sg mech would rawk too!

Anyway, if i dont do another blog before then: have a merry x-mas everyone! kiss
NOVEMBER 21, 2012 @ 07:30 PM | 14 COMMENTS


Hey everyone! i'm having a good start to my 4 day weekend so far! My boyfriend made me a fire before he left for work, and i enjoyed it for two hours or so.
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Then i made my first Cranberry Sauce for tomorrow!
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Then i took a nice bath and i've been having some New Castle! (No Bullocks!)
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I was looking through MR and i thought i'd give a shoutout to some very recent sets that caught my eye. this first one and second one caught my eye for really great photography:
Einnis: Happiness Tea
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(i also have a slight obsession over sweaters, borderline fetish)
elodyKat: abc DF
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These next two are just so awesome in coloring and also in style, i just want to absorb their looks!
Whisper_:Fatum
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_Mermaid_:The Last Unicorn
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And then last, but certainly not least: Aerie! her new set X Amount of words is now in MR after a long wait! Be sure to give her some love, she's an absolute goddess of ass and hips eeeklove
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and here's another random one of her, just because i wish i had her ass whatever
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I'll see you all after this weekend, and after gaining 10 lbs! (cross your fingers! tongue )kiss

[Edit]
Oh, by the way, here's a REALLY old pic of me that Aerie posted, when i first started modeling for her way back in the day...
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NOVEMBER 19, 2012 @ 01:32 PM | 8 COMMENTS


Negativity: its whats for dinner!!
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Not doing the greatest this week. Work blows balls majorly and it doesnt look any better to be honest.

This weekend was good. Went with Aerie to help her model with Writeboy. He's so awesome! Such a great photographer, and very easy to work with (from what i could tell) got some great booty shots of Aerie, so you ass lovers will love what's comin up wink writeboy and i both agree she looks like a greek statue in all the shots. Get ready for some BABENESS!

Well, other than life sucking hairy monkey nuts, heres a small photodump

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Baby girl sammich!
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Alright. Ill catch you guys when im in a better mood..frownmad
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