Waddap Beetches!!!?

So, a few things have happened, and, as per usual, i will update with a photo dump~

Um, i can't remember if i posted any pics or not, but i went wedding dress shopping a couple weeks ago! (my seasonal depression has made my days run together a bit). Of course, all of these pictures were taken by my lovely Maid of Honor: Aerie! (how'd you guess? ). This first one is my favorite and what i was looking for in a wedding dress, but the others i love equally as much, but for different reasons:





enough of wedding stuff for now (it's not happening until mid 2014!). But i just HAD to get one Dress shopping experience out of the way before i EXPLODED with anxiety!

Got some new shoes :3 from Bait Footwear, vintage styled shoes for the Vintage Chic.


Adventures with Aerie





Now some Sickie Selfies



I had to go in for my first ever MRI the other day for them to take a look at my ovaries. I have an "abnormality" on one, which is most likely a very common-place syst. I took some advice from a friend and told them that i wanted the pictures, and got a whole disc of the pictures including the sonogram they did of my ovary last week too! I did NOT like, however, the fact that i had to have an IV in my arm the entire time of the MRI and then at the VERY end they injected dye into me

i'm not sure if i've ever mentioned this before, but i REALLY hate things under my skin. i'm ok with stuff protuding outwardly, piercing (aka, in one end and out the other), or opening my body for me to see inside (which, granted, all that stuff still makes me woozy, it's nothing compared to the phobia i have of needles and things being underneath my skin). but NOT underneath my skin. everytime i think about it my arm hurts and i can remember the feeling of the dye going in my veins...BLECH!

Well, at any rate, the pictures are bomb, and they slide along like a video! i'll have to see if i can post some sometime.

Some more sick news: i went into the doctor to talk about maybe getting on anti-depressants. My whole entire family (mom AND dad's families) is on anti depressants for depression, well, at least a very healthy majority. My dad isn't, but he self medicates, and actually i learned that the doctor is making him go to a shrink to see about getting on meds too! My doc didn't make me go to a shrink, she just took down my symptoms and heard my whole family is on them, and that was good enough for her! lol!

it's only been about two days i've been on these meds, and i already feel better! I'm not sure if it has anything to do with getting a good nights sleep, or maybe combined with my birthday being saturday, but oh well. I feel so much better i've had several down moments today where i almost spiral back to my gloomyness that i experienced this whole winter, but for some reason i bounced right back up. It's such a great feeling, this being happy! I hope it stays for a while

Woah, wait, someone say something about a BIRTHDAY!? Hell YES i did!! My Birthday is this Saturday on the 2nd :3 i turn a whole 23 years old. i already have plans for tomorrow (which, btw, i get to have off from work, free PTO!) and also saturday! Tomorrow i'm having dinner with my dad and then going out later with QueenMabb and Aerie and a few others to hit the bars. Then Saturday i'm going to go see my mom to give her some flowers, and then my Fiance' is taking me out to my favorite resteraunt. It's a whole food, local, and organic resteraunt. they drive around and get all of their food locally (seafood they still have to drive, but not locally, of course). So it's expensive, and i've been a whole 3 times, but it's my absolute FAVORITE! :3 i'm SO EXCITED!!!! I'll be sure to post lots of pictures too!

well, that's pretty much it. here's a few happy selfies and some of baby girl (what would my blog posts be without her?).




And here's my early bday present from my Aunt! Yay homemade cookies!




PS: I have a not-so-secret floral obsession. In case there was any doubt