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JANUARY 16, 2013 @ 09:18 PM


um...first i wanna say this:

OMFG WTF Bambu!!! Holy shit i think that i may need some new panties after that...

anywhooo....

Speaking of Who: my new set for Zivity "Amy's Choice" for the Whovian Who contest is going to be up here pretty soon! (me and Sobelle have submitted it, just waiting for it to be approved) here's a preview:
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And, that same weekend, shot another set for SG! "Now for something completely different!"
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I tried something new (instead of girly and vintage) with black. Hope you guys end up liking it wink

Got a matchie matchie tattoo with Sobelle!! (can't remember if i posted that or not)
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annnd, here's my face!
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then me and Aerie havin' fun times. and by fun, i mean stoned.
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then more of me:
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Also, been doing a lot of thinking about my job path lately. The way i see it: i have two paths i can take. the first is to stay with this state job, make my money, pay my taxes, and hopefully be able to retire later and have my farm like i know i want. which i reeeally really want, with all the alpacas i can handle! However, i'm very depressed each morning i wake up and have to go to work.

the second option would be to tattoo full time at my friends' shop like i've been wanting to (and maybe work a part time job on the side). I've been regretting not being able to expand in the tattoo field, and i've been itching to work in a shop full time. The way i see it is that i have the ability to be able to take that kind of risk, since i don't have any kids, or major financial obligations.

I find it hard because i can really justify both, so it's really a hard decision....i think maybe i'm going to make some decisions after a few more months...maybe see how i feel after spring is within eye sight. And also maybe after a doctors appointment, maybe see if there's anything i can do for my Seasonal Depression. or just find out if i have some type of depression...who knows.

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suicideljoe

suicideljoe

Canada
May 2007

JAN 16, 2013 09:29 PM

Tough decision , I usually go with what the heart tells me, it doesn't always work about but I feel good about it even if doesn't go my way. That probably doesn't help you but to make you feel better I will say I love your face! Your one of my absolute favourite SG! Good luck

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

JAN 16, 2013 09:44 PM

You'll make the right choice. Believe that.

BrenneFleisch

BrenneFleisch

Killeen, TX
January 2011

JAN 16, 2013 10:50 PM

Life's too short to be unhappy. I've made all the "Smart" decisions and sacrificed years of life for it. Go with the one that makes your life feel more fulfilling. You are absolutely gorgeous, btw. Great pics and I can't wait to see a Dr Who themes set.

jaruki

jaruki

HOPEFUL

Spain

JAN 17, 2013 03:09 AM

cute pics!!

legman

legman

Portland, OR
February 2006

JAN 17, 2013 03:14 AM

lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove

" i'm very depressed each morning i wake up and have to go to work"

that was me at my FORMER job. ugh!

Cendres

Cendres

HOPEFUL

France

JAN 17, 2013 04:03 AM

beautiful and funny smile

Fische

Fische

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

JAN 17, 2013 04:13 AM

I love your new tattoo. Since excited to see thee new set.

HowlingWolf

HowlingWolf

Mexico
July 2011

JAN 17, 2013 05:08 AM

Love the previews of both sets, congratulations. And hope you find the right decision to your work dilema. Take it calm, relax and then decide what would be better for you smile

Civil

Civil

HOPEFUL

Kansas City, MO

JAN 17, 2013 06:01 AM

I want to have fun stoney times you and Aerie!!!

deltronzero

deltronzero

USA
September 2011

JAN 17, 2013 07:08 AM

It is never easy making big decisions like this so don't feel bad that you well, feel bad. One thing I do believe in is that life is too short to be unhappy. (As Fleisch said) If your state job really makes you miserable, in my opinion it isn't worth it. That doesn't mean there isn't something else entirely different out there that you would enjoy. You're young, smart, and lovely so you have a lot of options! smile

Luxlee

Luxlee

SUICIDEGIRL

Pennsylvania, USA

JAN 17, 2013 07:12 AM

It's soooo hard to make these decisions and I'm struggling with this as well. I think it's normal for people of our generation/subculture to not be able to accept the standard 9-5, and want something more. at the end of the day, it's your life! I think you should take the road that makes you happiest over the one that's steady and potentially less enriching. biggrin I am trying to do the same myself!

I'm so voting for you in the Who contest tongue you're a babe!

Also, BAMBU IS FUCKING HOT YO.

nimhPip

nimhPip

USA
November 2012

JAN 17, 2013 02:29 PM

Work shouldn't make you miserable frown



Looking forward to the Dr. Who set.

Ositobonbon

Ositobonbon

El Paso, TX
June 2012

JAN 17, 2013 03:42 PM

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triplegold

triplegold

Burbank, CA
August 2005

JAN 17, 2013 08:16 PM

lovekiss

Jeckyl

Jeckyl

SUICIDEGIRL

South Africa

JAN 20, 2013 10:03 AM

Definitely! A match made in foodie heaven!!biggrin

Of course, then we'd both get insanely fat but it's only a small price to pay for a life of good foodlove

You're super pretty, btwblush

Also, I get the end part of your blog.
I've been wrestling with a similar decision. It's hard to take risks sometimes, especially when you're terrified of failing and have no safety netwhatever

I hope whatever decision you finally make really works out for youkiss

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