Thank you for the Happy Birthday wishes everyone!!!! Today is my day to be greedy, so keep 'em comin!!!
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see everyone tomorrow night!! for more info, the thread is posted in SGAZ

I wanted to catch you all up on my week....

First and foremost, I want to give a HUGE thank you to knappster, _ANT_, aldremech, darkram, Bitten, Padre, merlowe, and _Interrobang_. You guys all left really awesome, positive comments and I really appreciate it So thank you for having faith in me, cause I really didn't when I wrote that blog.
A LOT has turned around for me this week!! I got news a few days ago that I will be getting the money to get my car back!! In order to get it, I have to pay off the rest of my loan, so on the plus side, I will flat-out own my car. I won't have to worry about this ever again!!
One of the people who owes me money is going to start paying me $500 a month till it's all paid off. Thanks dad!! That will lift a big weight off my shoulders too.
I woke up yesterday morning with an email from Sash and Rigel, asking me to be part of the San Diego Comic Con in July!! So I will be out there in 1 of the 2 booths SG will have at the convention. The closer it gets, you guys should let me know if any of you plan on going!!
I also went house hunting yesterday with Sarah and we found 10 houses for rent in my area! I know there's a lot more, but I'm gonna call on all of them right now n see what we can find At least then I'll be out of my brothers hair....
That's all.... I wanted to update you on my week

I don't know what to do anymore... Everything is crumbling around me, except for mine and Will's relationship
Work is sooooo slow, the whole bar closes whenever the Diamondbacks go out of town. Right now I'm on my 7th day off in a row. I have 4 more. I really don't think we're gonna be open too much longer...
My car got repo'd (sp) yesterday morning. I was 2 months behind! AND apparently I was uninsured... I have ZERO money to get my car back. They won't let me reinstate my loan, so I have to pay the rest of it off, which is roughly $8,000. And I have 9 more days to do it before they sell it at auction. So........ I don't know what to do.
And my lease is up on June 1st. My brother and roommates r renewing the lease, but want me off it and for me n my sister to move out. Well, I told my brother yesterday I wasn't gonna be able to move out right on the 1st, and I don't even think he cares. One of HIS friends is supposed to be moving in on the 1st, so he's concerned about him being homeless, instead of his 2 SISTERS being homeless.
The $7,000 two people owe me isn't able to be paid back right now... And I don't know what I can do about it because they're close family of mine
Will is the only thing I have right now that is keeping me somewhat happy! Yesterday I was sobbing all day, and as soon as he got here, everything just kind of faded into the background. He held me so tight, and reassured me we would get through this. WE would get through this. And promised to help me with whatever he can. How can everything else be going so wrong when I am blessed with such an amazing person in my life?

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so Prom was....... AWESOME!!!!!!

My "best friend" offered to make my dress last month, so we went and got the materials and everything she'd need. Well, I was supposed to get the dress this past Tuesday. Then it changed to Weds, then Thursday night. The fighting back and forth started Thursday because I still didn't have my dress! So Friday she was gonna drop it off at work since I had to be there till 4. 1/2 an hour before I was due to leave work, she tells me she washed it and it fell apart WHATtheFUUCCCKKKKKK. So i'm stressin, crying, running around the stoopid Paradise Valley Mall trying to find a dress. I settled on a cute black one from Wet Seal.
I was already over an hour late to Will's house by now, so when I got there, his sister n friend were leaving, and he was all ready. He calmed me down, got me a drink, and sent me upstairs to get ready. He picked out my shoes for me, and my hair came out amazing, as well as my make-up!! So the night only got better from there!
Prom was held at The Hard Rock Cafe in downtown phoenix, so we parked across the street and went inside. I was asked for my ID, but I said I didn't have it in case I got hassled about my age
We ate some, danced some, and I got introduced to all his teachers and friends. Unfortunately, the only pics we got were the actual Prom pics, so as soon as we get them back, I'll post 1 for you all
We left the dance around 10 so we could go prepare Rick's house for the after-party. (Rick is the best friend) So me and Rick's mom went and bought all the booze ($100 worth!!) and got the partay started!! Man, we played quarters, flip-cup, and some weed game. Got super fucked up, had a fuckin BLAST, and ended up sleeping in my car with the seats folded down!! lol don't ask..... And we got attacked by a clan of vampires

I'm so scared that one of these phone calls from my dad is going to be bad news. He is still recovering from his SECOND open heart surgery and just called to tell me he has a decent sized blood clot that has formed in his leg. So my step-mom is taking him to the Heart Institute of Arizona so they can "fix" it. Whether that means operating or giving him blood thinners, I don't know. As soon as I said 'I love you' and hung up I started crying. I'm sososososo scared that one of these days its going to be a phone call I hope I never have to get.
This hits me pretty hard. I have a tendency to pass out and fall, which i guess is a symptom of 1 of my dad's 2 heart conditions. I went to his doctor a couple weeks ago and had a test done. So as soon as I get approved for AHCCCS (Arizona Health Care Cost Containment System) I have to go back and get an echo-cardiogram done, a stress test, and I have to wear an event monitor for a whole MONTH. I guess its better to find out NOW than when its too late huh?

I just needed to vent. Thanks

UUUGGGGHHHHHHH i don't know if i can ever eat at Dunkin Donuts AGAIN. I got some nasty food poisoning yesterday, and that was the only thing i ate!! I had a ham n cheddar flatbread thingy, a bagel n cream cheese and a large iced coffee..... And had the worst case of bubble-gut for the rest of the day! then when i got home from work, I started throwing up. I feel like crap and need to eat and drink some gatorade but i keep getting dizzy

help

my lease is up in June. The 3 roommates I have now are going to renew it and keep the house, so I have to find somewhere to live for my sister and I. If anybody knows of any chill people looking for roommates or looking for a place to live, let me know.... We don't necessarily need 2 rooms, we've been sharing mine for the past few months.

So let me know. please.

Ok so here are a few pics from SGAZ's night out on Friday March 13th


me and Dejah

AmstelLight, Dejah, Frankus, Blanch, and meeeeeee!!

It was soooo much fun!! Can't wait for Dave and Busters on April 11th......

On another note, I had an amazing day with some equally amazing girls yesterday!! Faithful, Ally, Drusylla, Bitten, and of course, the wonderful Lorelei!
So you know what that means right? Some fucking AWESOME sets to look forward to!!!!!!!
We all met at the Valley Ho in Scottsdale, did our shoots, AND got an hour long full-body massage!! Then we all had a nice dinner at the hotels restaurant After dinner we went back to the room and did a lil smokin..... well, a few of us did
All in all, it was a fantastic way to tie up the weekend.

k bye

OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!

Ok so tonight was the best night ever with SGAZ!! we had soooooooo much fun!! It was so amazing to actually get to hang out with everyone!! We started at Denny's with some shenanigans then went to Fat Tuesdays on Mill Ave and then to Cherry Lounge... had a blast!!!!!

Thank you to Jorge, my bartender extraordinaire!!

Pics to be posted soon, so look out!!!