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Thank you so much for all the love everyone has been leaving me on Stand Up Tall!! And if you haven't had a chance to look, go doooooooooooo ittttttttttttt!!!
Keep your eyes peeled you guys, my new set "Stand Up Tall" shot by Lorelei is up for MR on June 19th!!
Today has been a sad day for me 
Last year I found out my ex-boyfriend Jason has terminal cancer. It started in his colon, and by the time they found it, it was too late and had spread through his body. He is 30 years old. I got a phone call last night that told me he was in a hospice and was expected to pass on in the next couple days. Today I was updated that he is now at his Mom's house, and she was accepting visitors all day if friends wanted to say goodbye. I didn't go. I DID go visit him in the hospital a couple months ago, and said my goodbyes. It's the KNOWING that he's going to go any minute that's killing me!! I'm ok for now, but I'm sure in another couple of minutes I'll stare off and start crying again.
Ok, so Jason is THE ex of ex's for me. We dated about 4 or 5 years ago, for 6-7 months. But it was one of the best relationships! We had so much fun together
I was right on the verge of telling him I was falling for him, and he OUT OF NOWHERE broke up with me I was pretty surprised. It was so he could focus on all the shit he had going on in his life, or something retarded like that. So, we didn't talk for a loooonngggg time, and then ran into eachother one day. So we were cool. No bad blood.
Jason Montoya and his son Payton, circa 2006
On a
HAPPIER note, I think I might have found the man I'm going to marry. lol Oh how my heart swooooons.... He is older than me (barely). He is a tattoo artist. He rides a motorcycle. He is SUCH a sweetheart!! We both have a small black brass knuckles tat on our knuckle. This morning, I woke up with a video message from him saying he hopes I have a good day!! Seriously amazing. He is the best friend of the husband of 1 of the girls I work with. They all moved here from Chicago.. He came and saw me at work the other night and I caught him staring at me allllll night!! He drives me wild!!
OK. phew lol.. Now that I've let my inner schoolgirl escape, I'm gonna gggggggoooooooo.................. yeah
love you guys
Last year I found out my ex-boyfriend Jason has terminal cancer. It started in his colon, and by the time they found it, it was too late and had spread through his body. He is 30 years old. I got a phone call last night that told me he was in a hospice and was expected to pass on in the next couple days. Today I was updated that he is now at his Mom's house, and she was accepting visitors all day if friends wanted to say goodbye. I didn't go. I DID go visit him in the hospital a couple months ago, and said my goodbyes. It's the KNOWING that he's going to go any minute that's killing me!! I'm ok for now, but I'm sure in another couple of minutes I'll stare off and start crying again.
Ok, so Jason is THE ex of ex's for me. We dated about 4 or 5 years ago, for 6-7 months. But it was one of the best relationships! We had so much fun together
I was right on the verge of telling him I was falling for him, and he OUT OF NOWHERE broke up with me I was pretty surprised. It was so he could focus on all the shit he had going on in his life, or something retarded like that. So, we didn't talk for a loooonngggg time, and then ran into eachother one day. So we were cool. No bad blood. Jason Montoya and his son Payton, circa 2006
On a
HAPPIER note, I think I might have found the man I'm going to marry. lol Oh how my heart swooooons.... He is older than me (barely). He is a tattoo artist. He rides a motorcycle. He is SUCH a sweetheart!! We both have a small black brass knuckles tat on our knuckle. This morning, I woke up with a video message from him saying he hopes I have a good day!! Seriously amazing. He is the best friend of the husband of 1 of the girls I work with. They all moved here from Chicago.. He came and saw me at work the other night and I caught him staring at me allllll night!! He drives me wild!! OK. phew lol.. Now that I've let my inner schoolgirl escape, I'm gonna gggggggoooooooo.................. yeah
love you guys
I'm kinda excited.... I should be shooting with Lorelei on Wednesday!! Last time we shot together, this is what we got.....
Well hello!! Happy almost halloween? 
A lot has been going on with this girl right here!!
See? I cut my hair! and......
Flipper is getting cuter every day!!
Cosmo likes sleeping in purses....
I have been doing a LOT of cupcakes baking.. These are vanilla-cinnamon cupcakes w/ a strawberry swirl, vanilla cream cheese frosting, topped w/ more strawberry & graham crackers! I actually started a little business, which is exactly what I want to do! I have had a couple orders already, and am baking another order tomorrow and saturday!! My goal is to eventually open my very own cupcakery someday
You can actually find my cupcake page on FB.... Search for "Kelli's Cupcakes"
I also recently became single... Will and I were together for a year and a half! I'm not gonna go into why I broke up with him, just know we are still friends Trying to slowly work on things so maybe one day we can get back together!
Anywho, time to get going.... I just wanted to say hi!! I hope everyone has an amazing weekend, and to all my locals out here, I'm so sorry I couldn't plan an SG party for this weekend.... There has been way too much going on for me to be able to focus on that!
A lot has been going on with this girl right here!!See? I cut my hair!
and......Flipper is getting cuter every day!!
Cosmo likes sleeping in purses....
I have been doing a LOT of cupcakes baking.. These are vanilla-cinnamon cupcakes w/ a strawberry swirl, vanilla cream cheese frosting, topped w/ more strawberry & graham crackers! I actually started a little business, which is exactly what I want to do! I have had a couple orders already, and am baking another order tomorrow and saturday!! My goal is to eventually open my very own cupcakery someday
You can actually find my cupcake page on FB.... Search for "Kelli's Cupcakes"I also recently became single... Will and I were together for a year and a half! I'm not gonna go into why I broke up with him, just know we are still friends
Trying to slowly work on things so maybe one day we can get back together! Anywho, time to get going.... I just wanted to say hi!! I hope everyone has an amazing weekend, and to all my locals out here, I'm so sorry I couldn't plan an SG party for this weekend.... There has been way too much going on for me to be able to focus on that!
Alright so this month there will be no local SG party.... We're gonna kick it off with a Halloween party hopefully held at The Rogue!! I'm gonna start getting it in the works this week
How was everyone's weekend?
How was everyone's weekend?
I haven't written in a week or so......
Hell City was amazing!! There are some pics in my album on Facebook....
How does 1 get happy again? I feel like I have been in such a nasty, horrible funk lately. I can't remember the last time I felt truly HAPPY! Even the bf hasn't been making me happy And THAT doesn't make ME happy!! I think a huge part of it is the fact that I've been suspended from work, as well as the fact that I haven't had my license for almost 6 months now... That shit sucks so bad! It feels like my freedom was just ripped out of my hands, and it's really not cool. I think thats why I have been so depressed. I can't just go hang out with friends, or take a random roadtrip to Payson....
I dunno. I just really needed to vent.
Hell City was amazing!! There are some pics in my album on Facebook....
How does 1 get happy again? I feel like I have been in such a nasty, horrible funk lately. I can't remember the last time I felt truly HAPPY! Even the bf hasn't been making me happy
And THAT doesn't make ME happy!! I think a huge part of it is the fact that I've been suspended from work, as well as the fact that I haven't had my license for almost 6 months now... That shit sucks so bad! It feels like my freedom was just ripped out of my hands, and it's really not cool. I think thats why I have been so depressed. I can't just go hang out with friends, or take a random roadtrip to Payson....I dunno. I just really needed to vent.
Um, I can not WAIT to be at Hell City tomorrow for the WHOLE weekend!! Frank and I are sharing a room, so make sure u say whattttupppp!!
Hey everyone!! My girl Twiitch just had her 1st set go into Member Review today so pppllleeeeaaaasssseeeee go check it out and show her some love for meeeeee!! Her set is called Bad Girl 101.. She is another local AZ girl, and a very good friend of mine!! Thanks for all the support guys, and hey, show my sets some love too while you're at it!!
