SuicideGirl: Ringo
suicidegirl

Ringo drowning in my sleep.

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MARCH 4, 2010 @ 12:54 PM


In october i was diagnosed with melignant melanoma. It was on my left calf and it was a growth and not one of me pre existing moles. I am only 21 years old and i think it is extreamly importanat to get the word out. Although i grew up in a beach city and baked in baby oil all day when i was a young teen i was no worse than my friends. In fact i have never been sunburnt a day in my life (we at least the obvious lobster looking kind). I am italian and have olive skin so i would just get darker. I have many friends who would have to literally 'burn off' their pale skin to get their tan, we called this shedding. Anyways my point is i think it is important to share that skin cancer is a very real thing and extreamly dangerous. You should get checked at least once a year and make sure the Dermatologist checks your scalp and uner your feet. Its never being paranoid to check on somthing that looks weird. I didnt have health insurance and my growth had been there for 8 months. It was a small bump almost wart looking, but it was skin colored. Many people think for it tobe cancer it has to be oozing and black/pink/red. Because i waited so long the grown became a stage 4 melanoma and most doctors agree stage 5 is terminal. They had to go into my lymph nodes to make sure the cancer had not spread there and suprisingly all they found was tattoo ink. Yes thats right they opened my lymph near my groin, na dmy surgon had to remove 4 black lymps he though was cancer to find that they were covered in ink. For a surgon who had already been giving me shit for my tattoos (lovingly) you can imagine my suprise when the first thing i saw/ heard when i woke up from surgery was, "You see this is why you dont get tattoos." But there is a happy ending. All of the cancer is out and i am doing really great!!

Pictures. The scar is about 5 inches long and mis shapes my calf now.



But thankfully i have amazing friends! And never have been better!!



And in case you didnt know... i really like to dance...



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Kissy_Krissie

Kissy_Krissie

USA
January 2009

MAR 05, 2010 10:32 AM

Im so glad things are looking up. Also glad you have loving family and friends for support. Im happy for you. Take care!

dznrboy

dznrboy

Toronto, ON
December 2005

MAR 05, 2010 10:35 AM

Wow! Happy to see you are doing well!

Stay golden Ponyboy, stay golden.

ToriBell

ToriBell

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

MAR 05, 2010 11:06 AM

woah.... ink can get into your lymph nodes.... what???

Smythe

Smythe

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

MAR 05, 2010 01:32 PM

I had cancer found on the back of my right calf at 14, and on my back at 21. I totally understand your feelings of, "i'm too young!" I'm glad you're doing alright. Stay strong.

bluH2OBoy

bluH2OBoy

Wellfleet, MA
August 2009

MAR 05, 2010 03:06 PM

You're lucky they caught it in time; stage four is very scary, esp. since stage five is terminal. Who would have known that laying in the sun as kids would pose a threat to our lives so soon thereafter; we we're just getting our dose of Vitamin D. I've had several Stage 1 moles and basal cell carcinomas removed recently and I know that checking my skin every week is as important as a woman doing a breast self-exam. Remember, Cancer Is Cancer no matter what it is called. Don't take chances. See a dermatologist regularly.

78walk

78walk

Oklahoma City, OK
July 2005

MAR 05, 2010 08:35 PM

Glad to hear you're going to be OK - kudos for getting your story out. You never know who you might cause to think twice before putting themselves at risk.

introvertido01

introvertido01

Santa Fe, NM
February 2010

MAR 05, 2010 08:40 PM

best wishes ! and the bes of all to your health Is so importent to take care from teeths to toes
thanks and best to you

melissabird

melissabird

Pawtucket, RI
December 2009

MAR 06, 2010 07:53 AM

glad you are ok. Same thing happened to my Dad a few yrs back...had a huge melanoma on his back and they did the lymph node thing and everything....thank goodness he's ok...but it was scary.

MacHeath777

MacHeath777

Pittsburgh, PA
August 2009

MAR 06, 2010 11:50 AM

It's a good thing you caught it in a nick of time. I've always been somewhat suspicious of the effects of the sun, and try to put on sunscreen even when I'm just going for a walk.

Toxic

Toxic

SUICIDEGIRL

Oregon, USA

MAR 06, 2010 02:42 PM

It's good to hear everything worked out for you. Your a very strong and beautiful woman

HandSolo

HandSolo

Zimbabwe
November 2005

MAR 08, 2010 10:14 AM

dang.

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