i have found that my mind has perminatly taken to a new level.

it feels good to know that your mind is growing but to know that you will perminently look at things in a specific view that is so positive and meaningful is something i cannot put into words.

I love my house and i love my bed and i love that at night when i sleep with the window wide open all i can see is the sky the stars palm trees and the ocean. people pay millions of dollars for a view like mine and i have it for such a low cost. I love that i am greatful and acknowledge what an amazing situation i am in.

i love that i have never had to be 'in love'. i love that i have never been that girl who always needs a boy.
i love that i have learned from my mistakes and have moved forward.

i love that i share my life with people instead of trying to front another exsistence, or feel shame for what i have gone through.

i am sooo excited to start school. I cant even explaine how anxious i am to get my degree and start changing so many things that demand having a degree for credability.




i saw this on post secret and it stood out to me a lot. I think its because i would like to think that someone sent this for me to see.



i saw bruce springsteen in april and i love him. and i love what he has done for me through his lyrics. i would also like to clearify that "Born in the USA" is not a patriotic song. Please go and read the lyrics and if you have any sense you will see that it is just the opposite of patriatism. In fact Buce Springsteen is in general a very strong voice for the people wanting truth from government and others in power. He also asks for donations at every show for the local food bank in whatever are he is in. Just some bruce funfo. ha.



And tonight i saw strung out. I love them. and if i could i would get at least 7 of their songs tattooed on my body because i feel the messages are so important. But i think i will find another way to the get the word out. There comming out with a new album so im excited.

Well alright that is enough for me now. I lost my camera so i do not have any photo updates but i can find an old one i like for you to have something to look at.
OH WAIT...
i just remembered i went to vegas so you can look at some of those.