My vagina is going on strike.
So is my heart.
I've decided to not date for the rest of the summer. Dating seems so contrived these days. I'm much more interested in meeting people at face value and building friendships, rather than trying to force a relationship because someone checked out my facebook page and thinks that based on a list of stats and pictures, I'm the kind of girl they should be dating/fucking/whatever.

I'm also probably never going to the bovine again. I went last friday to see a friends band and the entire time i was there i couldn't wait to leave. Its not that the band wasn't great, cause they were. And its not that the staff isn't totally awesome to me, cause they are. Its that I'm so sick of feeling like I'm meeting the same people all the time. and that everyone that I meet with in those kinds of social settings already have preconcieved notions of who i am. I want to be annoynomous. I want someone to meet me for me, and not for the things they've heard, or the people i once dated.

A great thing about this city is that all you have to do is go a few blocks east, or a few intersections south, and you're in a whole other social circle. Thats what I'm banking on.

I'm finally finding a good balance in my life. I've been reconnecting with friends, and building new friendships with the kind of people who aren't caught up in status and rumours. I've got a great job which allows me finacial freedom and stability. I'm finding a way to balance my obligations, my socializing, and my downtime.
Downtime is key. And gives me time to reflect of the changes my life has gone through. I really feel like i'm in a good head space, and although its taken me going through some shit to get here, I wouldn't change a thing.

Its the journey that brings you home.

and now, to lighten the mood...children eating organic waffels and veggie sausage

Damn I make good lookin kids!!!

My son took this photo of me...I really like something about it. Maybe this is how they see me!?!

xo


edit: comment on my last set...its horribly lacking compared to the others!