hi babies

i'm just listening to a mixture of converge and bugs chirping outside.
fiddling with a crossword puzzle.
nibbling on yummy chinese food from the sketchy corner joint.
but somehow the sketchy corner joint is always the best there is in any given city...
actually, sam wo in san francisco is the best and it happens not to be located on a corner...



i miss R3X , partner in sam wo crime.

i miss traveling the entire country by myself, i should do that again sometime...

or perhaps not alone. takers?

life is at a strange point.
i'm renewing a lease which i have never done.
actually, i have never even lived anywhere for an entire year.
i am twenty-three. i havn't stopped moving since i moved out at eighteen.
i get antsy.
i'm actually on the brink of antsy now but i am content in pittsburgh and don't wish to leave at the moment.

i do however feel that a big change in life is needed, of some sort, and that i will want to leave before the year is up.
change my job? coffeeshop? roommates? pants?

I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA.

and thats ok.

do i want to go back to school? maybe.

the truth is, i just don't know. and i'm comfortable with that and things will come as they will. life is enjoyable. and i feel confident that soon i will know. or i will just suddently be overwhelmed by one of my crazy ideas and days later find myself living in an igloo or roaming the californian streets because i was craving an in n' out burger or writing insane poems in the middle of the desert with nothing but my trusty tiny traveling pack.

a few new adventures coming up. a visit to jersey/new york to visit zepp101. the boyfriends tour finally hitting pittsburgh so rexx can lovelovelove and have unfathomable quantities of sex. a potential trip to the beach. another potential trip to another beach. boyfriend returning from tour aka trip to virginia. FUCKING DEFTONES IN VIRGINIA AGAIN. deftones in pittsburgh.

and well of course those little everyday adventures i like to embark on like trips to zoos and long nights on the patio with whiskey and my best friend or wandering for hours in search of books or coffee or strangers. anything can be an adventure if yinz got soul

well i don't even know what i'm talking about.

i just started rambling and now who knows where the fuck i have led you. but i guess tis how it goes sometimes.

talk to me loves. do you have anything crazy coming up? adventures? moves? life changes?

what are you reading? what are you doing when you log off?

actually fuck all of that. simply...what are your thoughts?

enquiring rexxys want to know.



also thank you so much for all of the nice comments on my new set in mr by the super amazing cherry !!! it really means alot kiddos. and i mean that. it was incredible meeting cherry, she is super nice and great to work with and i had a blast, as i did the entire hell city weekend. oh, good times. anywho this is my favorite set yet, i think it really shows my true colors and you can see a bit of my little soul, somehow. we'll see what happens.

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i will leave you with the contents of the fortune cookie that came with my nomnoms tonight:

"Silence is a virtual. Especially at Dinner time, for telemarketers"