HAHAHA i'm at the beehive. the guy sitting across from me just accidentally kicked me in the foot. in turn spazzing out with embarassment. i think he may have peed his pants a little...that wasn't the point of this blog at all it just happened to occur at the exact moment i clicked in this box to start typing.

i don't understand why people are so afraid of each other. suck it the fuck up and introduce yourself to the rest of the world. friendly strangers are the best. if you are that much of a pussy that you can't strike up a conversation, say hi to, or at least smile at a complete stranger (especially when you are 1. walking towards each other for an extended period of time before crossing paths. 2. the only people in the general vicinity or 3. at some sort of gathering where you obviously share mutual friends or interest) then you should probably eliminate yourself from all hopes of breaking out of social retardation.


personally i like to meet new people all the time and make an effort to acknowledge almost anyone i come into contact with.

i want more people to be like that.

it would make things alot more interesting.


thank you, shy awkward coffee house customer. :-)

on a lighter note things are going pretty well lately. i'm working non stop. but i realize that it is still going to take me FOREVER to accomplish the current goals i've set for myself. i wish i wasn't so impatient...and impulsive. its a bad combination at times and an exciting one at others. i really don't want to be here for the winter again but it might have to be that way so i dont end up in another virginia beach style fiasco :-) anyways..my time is out on this computer. more later.

ps sin wagon by the dixie chicks is playing.

dig it.