My computer is dead :'( :'( :'(

Im on my friend's pc, crying :'(

I need a new one... but im a bit short on, plus i am totally clueless when it comes to shopping for eletronics.

ehhh merde!

Okay so i need you guys opinion on something. Not that it's gonna influence what i think, but im just curious to know!

Thursday i have a date with this guy. Nice and sweet and cute and everything... But he is shorter than me :'( Im tall (almost 5'10'' ) so im taller than pretty much everyone. But when it comes to dudes... Im not sure how i feel about it. It a way, i dont fuckin care! But in another way, i like to feel small in the arms of my guy... He's like 5'7, 5'8 tops. It's sucks being too tall :'(

A bit of everything, in no paricular order

First, i wanted to thank the awesome Shazzy for the photography of my set. THANX, working with you was great

Ok, so i've totally lost control of my mail... It might take me a couple of days to answer to all the mail... Please be patient, i will answer all!

I hate the picture of my album cover. I really dont like it. Why (and who???) did they chose that one? I think i look weird and fat... And i can't change it... gggrrrrrr!

My babygirl had a one-day surgery today, for her ears and adenoids. She was such a champ! She went a bit nuts after, becase of the medication, but now she is doing super well! Im so proud of my Élo!

It is so freakin hot in my house! Im melting... Like a friend of mine said, im not sweting, im glistening!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!

I MADE FRONT PAGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOUHOU

THANX FOR ALL THE NICE COMMENTS EVERYONE !!!


(IM SOOOOO PSYCHED )

Oups!

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IM SO EXCITED

Im a happy girl today. Just letting you guys know.

I got new bedding today, yeahhhhh!!

And then i got home, got my mail... and tadammmmm! My mutation taxes, a year and a half later, i had almost forgot about that. Damn, my budget was going so good lol !!! It's good i can do overtime whenever i want to, im gonna work my ass off and pay that huge thing asap. It sucks.

Yesterday was my daughter's 6 b'day bash, her fisrt party with her friends! I took me days to prepare everything, but it was SO worth it, just to see how happy she was, and how proud she was to have her little friends with her.

My set is doing good i think (not sure... im not sure how it is suppose to do for it to do good lol !!!!)

Keep on voting!

I feel lonely again tonight. Damn, i've been single for waaaaayyyyyyyy too long now. I would love so much to meet a nice person, not too dumb, not too dependant, not too scared of kids... But i dont think that person exists... Or at least, i've never met any. I feel a bit like a left-over... There to roth at the back of the fridge. I haven't been on a date for months (beside my thing with Justin... see previous blog lol !!!) But it doesnt count. It's nothing more than casual sex. I haven't felt anything for anyone since.... Fuck! Since i met my daugter's dad... more than 10 years ago! Omg, that's just pathetic. Am i not worth being loved? I know i can be a bitch.. but hey, im a girl, we're all bitches! So then, what's so wrong with me? I work in a maternity ward, so day in day out, i see happy couples. Im getting jealous of them, how ridiculous is that? Im sad.

Today is my Elodie's b'day!

Such an amazing little girl, a wonderful heart, intelligent, sweet and determined. Im so proud of my babygirl! She brought snacks for all her class, sharing with all her friends. She wanted everyone to have fun on HER day, how lovely is that! She's just 6 years old, and she's already a lady.

Im the luckiest mom in the world. She's a gem, and her little sister is too. I have the two best little girls a mom could ever have.

I'm so fortunate!

Well good night everyone!

And thank you so much to everyone who visited my set tonight, its soooo appreciated!

Love you all, nighty night!

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