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MAY 30, 2011 @ 06:11 PM


10 days ago, i broke up with my boyfriend. Or he broke up with me. Very complicated... He decided that he wasn't ready for a commitment. We had been together for more than a year. I wanted more than dating. Anyway, i just realized that I feel great. It's awful, but I am not sure he never was right for me. We had a lot of things in common, but i hid so much from him. He never knew about modeling, fetish. He would of been totally against it. He didn't really understand my love of tattoo. He didn't like my friend, i didn't like his. I felt repressed. I really didn't feel like myself. I was so in love with the idea of having a family again. I really want another baby. But he wasn't right for me. I am sad i have to start all over again. I'm scared im never gonna find anyone who's gonna love me and my wonderful girls. But i am happy i'm not with that guy anyone. Know I need to start dating again. Anyone?

Hihi!!!
Comments
Ryu

Ryu

Vancouver, BC
January 2009

MAY 30, 2011 06:27 PM

Sounds like even with the sadness it was the right decision.

Henika

Henika

SUICIDEGIRL

Slovakia

MAY 30, 2011 06:34 PM

It is sadfrown....life goes onsmile....everything bad is good for somethingbiggrin(it is said here).I have twolovelove daughters also.(the most incredible little things in the world)kisskisskiss

AzureJunction

AzureJunction

I'm lost
June 2010

MAY 30, 2011 06:40 PM

I can tell you are quite relieved of having to let him go smile One year is a long time to figure that out, but it's a lot better than other situations I'm familiar with.

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

MAY 30, 2011 06:50 PM

Sounds like you did make the right decision.
Take care! kiss kiss love

hardticket

hardticket

Kingston, ON
December 2005

MAY 30, 2011 07:37 PM

Sounds like you know you made the right decision. give it time. the right guy for you will come along. winksmile

nguyenston

nguyenston

Oxnard, CA
April 2011

MAY 30, 2011 08:15 PM

Better late then never

hellboy7

hellboy7

Austin, TX
July 2004

MAY 30, 2011 10:47 PM

From the reasons in your blog, it appears this is for the best, especially for you. This leaves you open to the possibility of finding someone who understands/respects you and appreciates every or almost every aspect of your person. Whoever that person is and wherever you might find them, it's an event to look forward to.

onenerdykid

onenerdykid

Austria
February 2009

MAY 30, 2011 11:00 PM

sounds like it is totally for the better. now you get to find someone who likes you for who you are and can have the same interests as you. don't settle, get out there and go for the gusto! wink

Videre

Videre

United Kingdom
August 2008

MAY 31, 2011 01:02 PM

A year is a fair time but better to find out now and move on. It is never easy to find the right person but at least you are free now and still have so much to love at home.

Good luck with the man hunt. smile

friscillating

friscillating

I'm lost
January 2009

JUN 01, 2011 05:02 AM

CONGRATULATIONS!

JonathanEros

JonathanEros

USA
June 2009

JUN 05, 2011 02:27 PM

A difficult thing to do, but sounds like you did the right thing.

Never settle - especially for someone who can't accept the real you. If they can't handle the real you, they can't love the real you.

Keep on being who you really are, proudly and with style. That is the only way you will ever find someone to love you and create a real relationship. It can be a difficult road at times, but that is the only way to happiness.

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