SuicideGirl: Reo
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Reo I feel like im diagonally parked in a parallel universe

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JUNE 18, 2009 @ 06:32 PM


I feel lonely again tonight. Damn, i've been single for waaaaayyyyyyyy too long now. I would love so much to meet a nice person, not too dumb, not too dependant, not too scared of kids... But i dont think that person exists... Or at least, i've never met any. I feel a bit like a left-over... There to roth at the back of the fridge. I haven't been on a date for months (beside my thing with Justin... see previous blog lol !!!) But it doesnt count. It's nothing more than casual sex. I haven't felt anything for anyone since.... Fuck! Since i met my daugter's dad... more than 10 years ago! Omg, that's just pathetic. Am i not worth being loved? I know i can be a bitch.. but hey, im a girl, we're all bitches! So then, what's so wrong with me? I work in a maternity ward, so day in day out, i see happy couples. Im getting jealous of them, how ridiculous is that? Im sad.
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stampedeofworms

stampedeofworms

USA
October 2004

JUN 18, 2009 09:22 PM

Don't be sad. Not a thing wrong with ya. Sounds like very common lonely human being feelings. We've all been there. Hell, some of us live there. I can see how working in the new arrivals ward would be tough on a single person, also it really begins to cook your brain when start talking about big events in your life happening 10, 15 years ago. You'll pull through, pretty girls are never lonely for long.wink

R3X

R3X

USA
April 2008

JUN 18, 2009 09:25 PM

Stupid Justin has all the fun! tongue frown blackeyed
I don't know if it's desperation or not, but I wish I could at least have casual sex with someone.

IndieBuddhist

IndieBuddhist

Oshawa, ON
April 2009

JUN 18, 2009 09:40 PM

Everyone feels like that at times in their life. When you look for it, it's never there.

tomkatt

tomkatt

Australia
December 2007

JUN 19, 2009 12:02 AM

Yeah I've been there and no amount of people saying 'it'll get better' really helps know - but I'll say it anyway! And yeah I was a single parent too so I know the added pressure there.

Best I can say is hang in there - have fun being single for now. When you're not looking - that's when someone will turn up! And besdies- you're beautiful - there's gotta be plently of guys out there looking for a girl like you. I know I wouldn't say no biggrin

BrightRedScream

BrightRedScream

Stoney Creek, ON
April 2005

JUN 20, 2009 07:31 AM

If *I* can meet someone sugar, I'm sure that you can!!!

Scarfer

Scarfer

Telford, PA
December 2008

JUN 25, 2009 08:13 PM

Sounds like we are both in the same boat. Except, I am not getting the casual sex. Haha. You're beautiful, just give yourself time.

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