MARCH 22, 2012 @ 02:58 PM


Ok,
So I'm about to get real with you guys.
I feel like this is my own little place to bitch were I'm not judged, and yet get real/heart-felt feedback. (sad i cant get that from those around me...right?)
--btw spongebob is on in the background. yay! lol
ok....real talk. I'm feeling very lonely lately. Maybe it's cuz i am in the bible belt...so i must be going to hell right?
I dont have many friends anymore....im judged because of were i work (strip club)...and because im posing for suicide girl im not marriage material?
When i do meet new people...they turn their nose up because of where i work. u know cause i do cocaine and suck dick(sarcasm) .....but really that's what people think.
Maybe my mom just raised me better not to judge people.
I'm a christian...and its been hard for me to find a church im happy with.....Christians are the worst at judging! and they are supposed to be the most welcoming!
I'm a fun, real girl...and i feel as though no one see's that side of me....and never gives me a chance to show it!
I love people that have different stories and a different life from mine...and yet most people in society hate anything different. (That's me smile)

But my wonderful boyfriend is my best friend and supports everything i do...and i love him to death for that.
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This is my boyfriend and i....dont tell him....but i hope to marry that boy one day.lovelovelove

Anyways...the reason i am posting this...is im wondering if anyone else has/had a similar problem/situation.
I would love to hear your story...and how you are dealing/dealt with it.



xoxo,
Renesme
lovelove

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bootlegspm

bootlegspm

Ocala, FL
December 2011

MAR 22, 2012 03:06 PM

He's a lucky man... And don't worry about others judging you. If they can't accept you, then they're not very good examples. And about Christians, you can't judge a belief by those who profess to believe it.

Only God can judge.

Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

MAR 22, 2012 03:10 PM

I don't know if people judge me (nor do I care) but they are definitely intimidated by me and I move all the time but I don't get lonely, so actually I guess I am no fucking help on this at all, hope it improves for you, hang on to that guy of yours wink

Renesme

Renesme

SUICIDEGIRL

Georgia, USA

MAR 22, 2012 03:11 PM

amen. im not worried about them judging...ive gotten used 2 it...lol.
just wanna hear others stories.
i just need outta the bible belt! lol

Tactical

Tactical

I'm lost
August 2009

MAR 22, 2012 03:17 PM

You should work on intimidating people, that way no one fucks with you, people are always crazy nice to me, like scared little bunnies.

When I was in NYC I would walk around and I was like moses and the people were the sea

My buddy actually took to walking behind me while we were there because he said everyone would move out of my way and no one moved out of his, it was fucking hilarious

entese

entese

Germany
February 2011

MAR 22, 2012 03:21 PM

you are right: Christians are the worst at judging!!!!

theaceface

theaceface

Los Angeles, CA
March 2007

MAR 22, 2012 03:56 PM

I think you need to get out of the south. Go west young lady. smile

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

MAR 22, 2012 04:46 PM

"Judge not lest ye be judged"....sometimes we just don't follow our own rules.

Jozsef

Jozsef

Toronto, ON
July 2007

MAR 22, 2012 05:04 PM

Whether we're utterly conventional or not, life still has its challenges and we have to deal with people who find us badly flawed. tongue I'm used to people thinking they know me on the basis of some trivial thing or other and it doesn't matter most of the time. Since we're all very similar deep down, it's generally possible to find some sort of common ground when simply walking away isn't practical. Your bf is clearly one of the good guys, BTW! smile

suicideking11

suicideking11

Boulder, CO
July 2007

MAR 22, 2012 05:27 PM

I'm always here to talk if you'd like. Or at least for the next 3 weeks or a month until my SG membership is up. I'll happily lend and ear if you wanna talk about something. It's great that at least you've found a very loving and supportive bf to help you through all the things happening in your life.

aubeydamn

aubeydamn

USA
November 2011

MAR 22, 2012 07:15 PM

Fuck em all I say, I go to fire school in college station. Btw your back dimples fucking rock, just thought u should know.

hecklongtree

hecklongtree

Westhampton Beach, NY
February 2004

MAR 22, 2012 08:56 PM

Don't let these judgmental people get to you. kiss

hornyarm

hornyarm

Canada
January 2012

MAR 22, 2012 09:15 PM

cute

Remy

Remy

Rockford, IL
October 2003

MAR 22, 2012 11:06 PM

The main reason people judge is because they want to feel better about their own life. I wish I had an interesting story to tell, but I'm pretty boring. Just a white kid out of middle class suburbia. For what it's worth though, I have friends that are strippers that I don't think suck dick or do crack.

You two make a cute couple.

ptakats

ptakats

Topanga, CA
December 2009

MAR 23, 2012 12:30 AM

my favorite quote is "when someone walks into a room they bring their whole lives with them"

BrassBancroft

BrassBancroft

USA
November 2006

MAR 23, 2012 01:55 AM

Fuck the haters.

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