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Remi Who will be the Burton Guster to my Shawn Spencer?

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FEBRUARY 4, 2012 @ 04:33 PM


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I've been so so busy!!!!!!!!!!

I love school! I'm doing good in Algebra, I like it, which is weird for me to say. lol. Photography I is fun so far. On Thursdays Joe (our instructor) has to leave at 4pm. Class is from 3-5pm, but he has to teach at the grayling campus so he leaves us to fend for ourselves. lol. Well he left at 4pm, and almost everyone in the class decided it was a good time to leave or go slack off with the art students in the art room. I stayed an hour later than lass originally ends with 2 other classmates. I was trying to get good prints, he said Tuesday he will be critiquing them in class, and well...I'm gonna do my damnedest knowing the little I know to produce a good print from my negatives.

I got about 23 exposures out of my film. A few were accidents. lmao. Trying to make sure I have the right amount of light with my camera and accidentally pushing the button down all the way. So in all reality I got like 20 pictures. But I only made a few prints.

So these are what I consider my best pictures and prints out of everything I did.

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I guess i will see Tuesday what Joe says. And then I will be developing my next roll of film. Hoping to have 2, not just one to develop.

So Staplesjrmc bought me a batman shirt with detachable cape from superherostuff.com And he wanted it to be a surprise. In mens t-shirts I normally wear a large, so he got an XL just to be safe. When I opened it I was excited about it, but once I held it up, it was even too big for him. So he is so excited for me to have this shirt that he sends it back express mail, we get the next size down, they express it back and its still to big. lol. So once again, he express mails it to them, they get it, and are out of M in stock.

Well he was trying to call this website to see if they had it in. And he didn't have the phone number so he called information to get it. They told him there was no such thing. So he started asking for Batman, Justice league of America....etc..... Finally he said "Its a BATMAN emergency!!!"

Yeah, information called the cops on him. I was at work, so I missed this. But I guess State Police showed up at our front door and told him to knock it off. lmao! Awesome.

So I'm still waiting for it. I'm so wearing it to school when I get it!!!!!! I'll be the coolest kid there. lmao

Monday staplesjrmc and I are going to go to West Branch. I want to walk around and take pictures. Everyone in the class is taking pictures in West Branch. But I want to see if I can make it cool. lol. Were going to go out to lunch or an early dinner or something. Looking forward to it!

My Algebra teacher is taking Monday off because of the Super Bowl. So I only have my government class.

Drove through WB yesterday, I was shocked to see Dairy Queen open. It was 10 degrees out when I looked at my temp in the car. Who gets ice cream when its that cold?

But I went to my Mommy's house. She made me chicken broth and ham broth for soups. I forgot the chicken though. frown I always like going over there. My head always hurts from laughing so much, but I'm ok with that.

I wanted to make cookies today, and I am not sure what went wrong.

I wanted to make a double batch of my choc chip cookies. I've done it before...several times. I used all the right ingredients, all the right amounts......my dough is really soft. I'm going to let it sit overnight in the fridge and see if that helps. Idk....maybe I did miss something? My head hurts so bad from not sleeping well though, so I guess I can see how I could have missed something.

All the snow is pretty much gone here. And today I was walking out to the garage and spotted something weird on the ground..... It was part of my duck. Her wing bones, still connected to the sternum. Something ate her right there in the yard. I guess I liked not knowing what happened to her better than finding that. This makes it real, before I could just imagine she ran away or something.....IDK. She would have been 3 years old in April. frown

R.I.P Duck Duck 2.0
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Gorgeous sunrise when I was getting ready for school the other day. The colors look pretty through the trees.
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My goofy brother Mac! (he put on my hat and started acting like Pineapple (my chihuahua))
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Piper always always sleeps right at the foot of my chair when I sit down.
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So cute <3
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Piper has grown all of her hair back from the surgery, her scar isnt that noticeable. If you didn t know about the surgery, you would never have noticed the scar.

Pineapple sleeping next to me under the curtain. lol
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Just me writing to a friend I lost a few years ago.

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On the 17th it will be 5 years. Holy fuck man. I can't believe you have been gone so long. I can't believe I never got the chance to say goodbye. I miss our crazy shenanigans. I miss chasing penguins with spoons, I miss spending tons of cash on hot strippers, I miss getting drunk, I miss singing "Scotty doesn't know" at the top of our lungs! I miss clubbing with you. I miss it all man.

I fucking love you so much. More than you will ever fucking know! There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. You are my best friend. And you always will be. God I miss you! I wish you were here to share all of the happy things I have in my life.

You will never know the impact you had/have on me. You know, when you lived with Mac you left a few of your things at the house. One of those things was a comforter. Which I still have. I used to cuddle with it on my chair, and I used it so much that its falling apart. Last year a day before the anniversary of your death, I put it in the washer to wash it, and with the holes it had gotten from being so old ...it got caught. It took me half an hour to get it out. I cried and cried and cried.......... Since then I've kept it in the closet because its the only thing I have left from you. And I can't bare to lose it.

I wont get my refund money from my pell grant till after the 17th, but I'm hoping to go that day and get the tattoo Mom drew for me in memory of you. You'd love it! You really would. I've been waiting to get it, and I just can't wait any longer. I want to go see Mom, your mom, and show her before I do. I want to share it with her. I know she misses you too. I'm not sure I will be able to function properly on that day, so I have to post now about how much I love you and miss you.

That day....... Troys Mom and sister came over, and Summer was right behind them. I was in a good mood that day, I had just moved back up north from Flint, and I missed you, and couldn't wait to find out where you were so we could hang out. And then they walked in with the most horrible looks on there faces and told me to sit down, that something so terrible had happened. When they told me you had shot yourself, i thought they were kidding. I am pretty sure I laughed at them. frown

I think a part of me died that day. A part of me I still haven't gotten back.

I miss you brother, I love you so much!

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I love you all so so so so much!

xoxo
Miss Remi

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McKenzie

McKenzie

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

FEB 04, 2012 05:12 PM

awww love your duck....

Shema

Shema

USA
December 2010

FEB 04, 2012 05:15 PM

Good luck in school (like you'll need it, right?). smile

reaper7669

reaper7669

Whittemore, MI
March 2011

FEB 04, 2012 05:49 PM

I'm always loving you xoxoxo

NikiLee

NikiLee

Canada
November 2010

FEB 04, 2012 06:09 PM

Poor duck frown Sorry lady!

KrunchBury

KrunchBury

Holly, MI
October 2010

FEB 04, 2012 07:04 PM

Your photography is coming along. I like the abstactness of the beads. Still jealous your doing darkroom work.
Poor duck. The letter to your is beautiful. Sorry you and Mac lost someone so young and special.

legman

legman

Portland, OR
March 2006

FEB 04, 2012 07:42 PM

sorry about your duck.

suispud1

suispud1

Dallas, TX
January 2010

FEB 04, 2012 08:23 PM

As much as it hurts, I always think it's better to know for sure.

ninadelamorte

ninadelamorte

Vatican City
January 2004

FEB 04, 2012 08:58 PM

Really enjoyed your whole blog. Thanks for sharing.

Yeah, I agree it's always nicer to imagine a missing pet is happy some where else. We had some cats go missing recently. I'm sure it has something to do with bobcats being seen on the property but I prefer to think they are just of some where else.

Elye

Elye

HOPEFUL

United Kingdom

FEB 05, 2012 03:01 AM

glad school is going so good, im always the kid who acctually goes to the libery when asked instead of home haha but it means we'r good students and last year because id acctually done the work i got to go home a week early on holiday and all the slackers were very jellous haha
i really like your shot of the doll
sorry to here about your lovly duck frown RIP

i love it when the sky looks like that its beautiful, keep up your hard work it will pay off!

Sherman_Chaos

Sherman_Chaos

Grand Blanc, MI
November 2005

FEB 05, 2012 03:08 AM

Im glad school is going good.

Kerli

Kerli

USA
July 2008

FEB 05, 2012 04:23 AM

you got me wondering why i, i like it rough!

Giggles

Giggles

Claremont, CA
January 2005

FEB 05, 2012 11:20 AM

great pics

DoxieeWMoxie

DoxieeWMoxie

Kingston, ON
March 2010

FEB 05, 2012 12:19 PM

RIP Duck 2.0 At least now you know she went quick instead of wandering in the cold and suffering. Life is an adventure and we seldom get to choose the ending.

As for Dairy Queen, we had a year long DQ up in Whitehorse YT (aka neighbour to Alaska). The bottom line is ice cream is delicious at all times.

P.S. I am jealous of your braces. Wishing I could afford dental work.

norritt

norritt

Mesa, AZ
December 2002

FEB 06, 2012 12:04 AM

grazie

spselfr

spselfr

Santee, CA
July 2009

FEB 07, 2012 01:24 PM

You friended me on Zivity so I will friend you here.

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