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Reagan Still out to give a fucks via itsChloe.com

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AUGUST 12, 2010 @ 12:14 AM



I recently found this photo taken from Enola Gay after having dropped Little Boy over Hiroshima. It may be one of my favorite photographs ever.


courtneyriot's high school photo comes in for a close 2nd place, though.


I've been feeling a slight emotional malaise over the past week.
The worst part of being a positive person who is stuck in a rut, is that its been so long since I've felt this way that I can't remember how to cry. I just kind of sit around and stare at things while forgetting how to blink momentarily...
Evette said that drinking usually leads to girls crying, but after polishing off a bottle of wine, I just found myself drunk on my back in the lawn, chain smoking, and waiting for phallic clouds to form in the sky.


Fortunately, there's even positive things about being sad. For instance, if I wasn't feeling down, my friends may not have gone out of their way to make me smile and remind me of how lucky I am to have them:


  • The other day I was taking a walk when my friend called, sang me this song, and promptly hung up because he knew I how much I hate talking on the phone.

  • Rambo and I went on a walk where she let me vent and bought me tea.

  • Someone drove down two hours down to LA to take me to the observatory and despite how cold it was, wouldn't let us go until I cracked a smile.

  • Even my dog has been extra cuddly and even slightly less smelly.




I also find that when I'm bummed, low key music is the only thing that keeps my mind from wandering too much.

To celebrate my mope, I've made you a gift! Its a mix of some of my favorite songs from my most currently circulated albums. You can download it here...hopefully..


Caption that was found on the back of the above shown photo (circa 1923):

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The question is: can they make Buster Keaton laugh? Not if he is awake. Buster has never been known to laugh although he has made millions roar. Here are three of Buster Keatons scenario staff and his director Eddie Cline trying to "laugh" Keaton into a story.

Keaton once said, "I developed the 'Stone Face' thing quite naturally. Even as a small kid, I happened to be the type of comic that couldnt laugh at his own material. I soon learned at an awful early age that when I laughed the audience didnt. So, by the time I got into pictures, that was a natural way of working."





Despite the past week, this summer has been going swell and there is so much more to look forward to. I had such a fun time at Comic Con and had an equally amazing time at the Element Skate Camp, the following weekend.

Best photo to sum up my Comic Con adventure:

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Missy and I trying to pull Paul into the pool in our under-roos.
This reminds me that I still owe Gerry_D a friendly tap to the noggin before I leave this coast.
If you want a good summary of the Con, I suggest reading LaneyChantal's entry on her experience.



Best photo to sum up my Skate Camp adventure:

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This photo I took of someone doing a backflip off of a cliff. This is an image I would have never thought I'd find myself in a place to capture, at the beginning of this summer.
I took it using an extremely low ISO and a 50mm lens.

If you want a lovely summary of skate camp, I suggest reading Rambo's entry on her experience.



Heres a collection of my favorite photos I took through out July. (with the exception of the two photos I'm actually in)


This is gonna be my time. Time to taste the fruits and let the juices drip down my chin. I proclaim this: The Summer of George!




I took a couple of social networking worthy shots, during a fitting the other day.
On Saturday August 14th, some ladies and I will be prancing down a runway in these outfits, for the Ink n' Undies Lingerie Fashion Show Benefit. I'm excited to see some familiar faces and have mine covered in makeup and fake lashes.

I'd like to end this entry with this little slice of awesome:

I love this entire thing, but the dude jammin' 45 seconds into it really knocks my knickers.

As Marky Mark and the Funky Bunch would say "I'm outie like last year"
-Reagan/ Chloe

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The_matt79

The_matt79

Glendive, MT
July 2007

AUG 12, 2010 12:37 AM

I think maybe you can't cry because you have much to fantastic a smile, and the world needs it.

Ainslie

Ainslie

HOPEFUL

Australia

AUG 12, 2010 12:44 AM

I love blogs with lots of pictures and u always deliver biggrin

orangevox30

orangevox30

Brooklyn, NY
July 2010

AUG 12, 2010 01:18 AM

Agreed! Dirt pile here I come... BTW: I love everything about this blog. That Comic-Con pic is great! wink

BobTHbuildurrr

BobTHbuildurrr

I'm lost
September 2009

AUG 12, 2010 01:19 AM

Green looks good on you skull

Comixbookgurl

Comixbookgurl

I'm lost
April 2006

AUG 12, 2010 04:02 AM

you have the best blogs

BobTHbuildurrr

BobTHbuildurrr

I'm lost
September 2009

AUG 12, 2010 04:19 AM

Ive been listening to "(Blue) By Myself" by Aretha Franklin almost on repeat lately.
Its a sad song but it always seems to make me smile, not sure why.
You should give it a listen next time your lying on the grass looking at Phallic clouds!
I hope it puts a smile on your face too. skull

_Dallas_

_Dallas_

HOPEFUL

Virginia Beach, VA

AUG 12, 2010 07:00 AM

i completely understand how lost you feel when youre so sad, and you just cant express it. thats when i force myself to cry. when i know that i just need to get it out, but im just staring at a wall, completely void, and enough is enough.

i think of my grandparents, and how much i love them and miss them. how i woke up to find my grandfather dead on my floor, and how none of them will be at my wedding this year.

then i get the strength to cry. as awful as it is to relive those memories, sometimes it is safer for my sanity if a good depressed session ensues.




i do, however, love how cheerful you are! and i thoroughly admire your positive insight!

basementgirl

basementgirl

Auburn Hills, MI
July 2010

AUG 12, 2010 07:24 AM

super sweet play list. (o:

Padam

Padam

United Kingdom
June 2009

AUG 12, 2010 07:28 AM

Some lovely summer pictures going on there.
Is that sea urchin?

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

AUG 12, 2010 07:40 AM

Killer bass line.

AcidEvangelist

AcidEvangelist

Minneapolis, MN
March 2004

AUG 12, 2010 07:44 AM

Potential smilies?:


JustBlaze

JustBlaze

Clifton, NJ
April 2006

AUG 12, 2010 07:54 AM

Ever see the South park episode with the Enola Gay?

AmbientLight

AmbientLight

I'm lost
March 2005

AUG 12, 2010 10:37 AM

A positive person in a funk, can be a source of
insightful quips and snappy one-liners...
and a pretty darned entertaining blog.

Kraven

Kraven

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

AUG 12, 2010 01:10 PM

you in tht lingerie is gonna wow everyone... I love the one with the black tutu!

Also your images are fantastic. very artsy feeling to them!

WaterDamage

WaterDamage

Atlanta, GA
June 2006

AUG 12, 2010 01:53 PM

you're just cool as shit ... no use in denying the obvious anymore.

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