I'm feeling much better today. I stress myself out the hardest. Its true, we are our own worst enemies.
I had a beautiful dream last night that I was pregnant. My friends and family were thrilled. I can't wait to be a mother.
My dream life is to live in a beautiful cottage by the sea. Just me, my handsome husband, and our little boy and girl. We would have a huge garden and grow all of our own fruits and veggies. We would have a few animals - cats, goats, chicken, and maybe even a cow. I would spend my day keeping our home lovely, raising our babies, tending to the animals, writing, mending, crafting, and cooking.
From now on, when I get down, I'm going to close my eyes and immerse myself in this fantasy until I feel better.


I had a beautiful dream last night that I was pregnant. My friends and family were thrilled. I can't wait to be a mother.
My dream life is to live in a beautiful cottage by the sea. Just me, my handsome husband, and our little boy and girl. We would have a huge garden and grow all of our own fruits and veggies. We would have a few animals - cats, goats, chicken, and maybe even a cow. I would spend my day keeping our home lovely, raising our babies, tending to the animals, writing, mending, crafting, and cooking.
From now on, when I get down, I'm going to close my eyes and immerse myself in this fantasy until I feel better.

Why does my monthly week in LA make such an emotional, insecure wreck?
So much chaos in my life. My car, my health, my heart...
When it rains it pours
I need a break.
So much chaos in my life. My car, my health, my heart...
When it rains it pours




By the ever-amazing Lou Noble.
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Bonjour!
Just a quickie.
FIRST, my new set Bunny Dip shot by lovely lovely Alissa in Phoenix, AZ goes into MR on Sunday September 25th @ 9:00AM! Please don't forget to check it out. We got to shoot it in a real Playboy Bunny condo from the '60's. It ruled.




Second, I have a used iPhone 3G for sale. Message me if you're interested in purchasing it!
Third, I have new photos shot by Lou Noble and Travis






All the above photos were shot by Lou Noble in my neighborhood in Oakland, CA.
The following photos were shot by my amazing boyfriend Travis in Livermore, CA.






Things are great right now. I'm broke but I'm in love and I'm pretty sure we'd make some real pretty babies.






Hope everyone is happy & healthy!!!
Just a quickie.
FIRST, my new set Bunny Dip shot by lovely lovely Alissa in Phoenix, AZ goes into MR on Sunday September 25th @ 9:00AM! Please don't forget to check it out. We got to shoot it in a real Playboy Bunny condo from the '60's. It ruled.


Second, I have a used iPhone 3G for sale. Message me if you're interested in purchasing it!
Third, I have new photos shot by Lou Noble and Travis



All the above photos were shot by Lou Noble in my neighborhood in Oakland, CA.
The following photos were shot by my amazing boyfriend Travis in Livermore, CA.



Things are great right now. I'm broke but I'm in love and I'm pretty sure we'd make some real pretty babies.



Hope everyone is happy & healthy!!!
Prepare yourselves for a serious photo overload.


Firstly, I think I am addicted to N64 games. I have doubled my collection in the past 30 days. Its getting a little excessive. New additions include: Paper Mario, Mario Party 3, Diddy Kong Racing, Goldeneye, Gex, Tony Hawk: Pro Skater 1& 2, and many many more.
Travis and I had a tattoo date a few weeks ago. I got an incredible, beautiful new tattoo:






She is the product of Tyson Hegstrom of Fat Cat Tattoo in Citrus Heights, CA. I love her so much!
The following week I went to LA to work in the office. Didn't get to spend enough time with Sash (not that I ever do). Had the immense pleasure of meeting Glitch! We all went shopping, and Glitch and I visited the Museum of Death. It was IN-FUCKING-CREDIBLE. I have been intrigued by and obsessed with studying serial killers since I was a kid. This place is chock full of information and memorabilia! They didn't allow photos unfortunately.






Later in the week, Sawa, Sean, Glitch and I headed out to Phoenix, AZ for Hell City!




It was so fucking hot there. When we got out of the car we thought we were going to die. The temperature was close to DOUBLE what I'm used to...


Thank God there was an incredible pool at the resort! The Biltmore is AMAZING.








I got to shoot a new set with my old friend Alissa...




Photos by: Jezel - Speaking of whom, got us access to an incredible Playboy bunny condo from the '60's to shoot in! Thank you!
Sean and I shot so many incredibly hot girls! Tovi, Ellia, Casanova, Troa, Essence, Salliss, Annasthesia, and a super cute new girl.




Sawa was the best roommate ever. We lounged by the pool, ate fancy food, drank expensive drinks, hung out naked and watched stand-up comedy.




Getting ready in the sink became a trend. The bathroom counters are far too huge!
Soon, it was time to fly home to cool California. It was bittersweet. I missed my boy, my roommates and my kitty, but Hell City Phoenix was hands down one of the best experiences of my life
Upon my arrival, my chivalrous gentleman presented me with gifts!


He just really floats my boat


He's fucking Baberham Lincoln. Real talk.
Last weekend I went to the Oakland Zoo with my family and best friend/roommate Kelsey. It was really rad. I think its almost better than the SF Zoo, I just wish it was bigger!








Sunday afternoon we drove out to the central valley for a BBQ at Kelsey's parents house. We love it so much - pool, beer, sunshine, heaps of food, good friends, laughter...






Labor Day was Monday so we had a three-day-weekend
Travis' cousin was having a birthday so we went to his uncle's house for more BBQ-ing. Watching him tend to his baby cousin Payton was making me melt into a fucking puddle of Estrogen 


Tonight we're going to see the Kevin Hart movie. We love him! I'd kill to see him live someday.
Does anyone know anything about cars? I have a 2004 Honda Civic with ~90k miles on it. It has always run perfectly, and I've had it regularly maintenanced. Randomly the other night it started overheating. I let it rest for about 20 minutes, then started driving home. I turned the heater on and it seemed to be OK, but the temp gauge was fluctuating a lot. I got it home and let it rest overnight. We refilled the coolant and it seemed to be OK for a few days, but this morning it started fluctuating again. It seems to be worse (goes almost all the way to H) when I'm idling or stuck in slow traffic.
I've read about "burping" your coolant system (letting the car run for a while with the radiator cap off to expel any air bubbles in your coolant). Has anyone had this problem before? Any solution ideas or advice?
Leaving you with some random photos. Hope everyone is well!







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Firstly, I think I am addicted to N64 games. I have doubled my collection in the past 30 days. Its getting a little excessive. New additions include: Paper Mario, Mario Party 3, Diddy Kong Racing, Goldeneye, Gex, Tony Hawk: Pro Skater 1& 2, and many many more.
Travis and I had a tattoo date a few weeks ago. I got an incredible, beautiful new tattoo:



She is the product of Tyson Hegstrom of Fat Cat Tattoo in Citrus Heights, CA. I love her so much!
The following week I went to LA to work in the office. Didn't get to spend enough time with Sash (not that I ever do). Had the immense pleasure of meeting Glitch! We all went shopping, and Glitch and I visited the Museum of Death. It was IN-FUCKING-CREDIBLE. I have been intrigued by and obsessed with studying serial killers since I was a kid. This place is chock full of information and memorabilia! They didn't allow photos unfortunately.



Later in the week, Sawa, Sean, Glitch and I headed out to Phoenix, AZ for Hell City!


It was so fucking hot there. When we got out of the car we thought we were going to die. The temperature was close to DOUBLE what I'm used to...

Thank God there was an incredible pool at the resort! The Biltmore is AMAZING.




I got to shoot a new set with my old friend Alissa...


Photos by: Jezel - Speaking of whom, got us access to an incredible Playboy bunny condo from the '60's to shoot in! Thank you!
Sean and I shot so many incredibly hot girls! Tovi, Ellia, Casanova, Troa, Essence, Salliss, Annasthesia, and a super cute new girl.


Sawa was the best roommate ever. We lounged by the pool, ate fancy food, drank expensive drinks, hung out naked and watched stand-up comedy.


Getting ready in the sink became a trend. The bathroom counters are far too huge!
Soon, it was time to fly home to cool California. It was bittersweet. I missed my boy, my roommates and my kitty, but Hell City Phoenix was hands down one of the best experiences of my life
Upon my arrival, my chivalrous gentleman presented me with gifts!

He just really floats my boat

He's fucking Baberham Lincoln. Real talk.
Last weekend I went to the Oakland Zoo with my family and best friend/roommate Kelsey. It was really rad. I think its almost better than the SF Zoo, I just wish it was bigger!




Sunday afternoon we drove out to the central valley for a BBQ at Kelsey's parents house. We love it so much - pool, beer, sunshine, heaps of food, good friends, laughter...



Labor Day was Monday so we had a three-day-weekend

Tonight we're going to see the Kevin Hart movie. We love him! I'd kill to see him live someday.
Does anyone know anything about cars? I have a 2004 Honda Civic with ~90k miles on it. It has always run perfectly, and I've had it regularly maintenanced. Randomly the other night it started overheating. I let it rest for about 20 minutes, then started driving home. I turned the heater on and it seemed to be OK, but the temp gauge was fluctuating a lot. I got it home and let it rest overnight. We refilled the coolant and it seemed to be OK for a few days, but this morning it started fluctuating again. It seems to be worse (goes almost all the way to H) when I'm idling or stuck in slow traffic.
I've read about "burping" your coolant system (letting the car run for a while with the radiator cap off to expel any air bubbles in your coolant). Has anyone had this problem before? Any solution ideas or advice?
Leaving you with some random photos. Hope everyone is well!




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twitter: ragingramboner
My goodness!!! It is so hard to find time to update right now. Just so many crazysexycool adventures!
Where to begin? Um, COMIC CON SAN DIEGO!








Alex Pardee! Eee! Had to buy my boy an AP treasure for sure.










My really really wonderful friend Cameron Stewart drew this for me:


We had a super fun time together in SD and LA. I also was reunited with my love Radeo She's just as hilarious and adorable as she was when I last saw her.
I recently taught party-goers in San Francisco how to slice up zombies with Dino, Bob & Maddigan!




Been going on lots of photo adventures with my dude










Had a super fun time assisting DarrylDarko shoot amaaazing Zell last Friday in a super special location.


Been going on lots of dates with my super handsome boy. He's kind of like Clark Gable with swag.














We went to an incredible mansion for a weekend, and took a cable car to dinner, and smoked weed on the streets of Santa Cruz. I brought him home to meet my parents and my big brother. Everyone loves him. I send him a piece of poetry every night before bed. I'm smitten.
This Sunday I'm getting a huuuge tattoo started on my right thigh. I'm so excited! Travis and I are getting tattooed simultaneously. We're so cute, its kind of disgusting.
I've been buying sofuckingmany Nintendo 64 games lately. We have 4 controllers, so multi-player games are real popular in my house. I actually just received my Mario Party 3 this afternoon, so I'm gonna break it in with my roommates in a bit
Shooting with Lou Noble again tomorrow morning at the asscrack of dawn. Hooray!
I know I'm probably forgetting a million things but my head is spinning so I will leave you with these last photos and edit if necessary




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xxx
Where to begin? Um, COMIC CON SAN DIEGO!




Alex Pardee! Eee! Had to buy my boy an AP treasure for sure.





My really really wonderful friend Cameron Stewart drew this for me:

We had a super fun time together in SD and LA. I also was reunited with my love Radeo She's just as hilarious and adorable as she was when I last saw her.
I recently taught party-goers in San Francisco how to slice up zombies with Dino, Bob & Maddigan!


Been going on lots of photo adventures with my dude





Had a super fun time assisting DarrylDarko shoot amaaazing Zell last Friday in a super special location.

Been going on lots of dates with my super handsome boy. He's kind of like Clark Gable with swag.







We went to an incredible mansion for a weekend, and took a cable car to dinner, and smoked weed on the streets of Santa Cruz. I brought him home to meet my parents and my big brother. Everyone loves him. I send him a piece of poetry every night before bed. I'm smitten.
This Sunday I'm getting a huuuge tattoo started on my right thigh. I'm so excited! Travis and I are getting tattooed simultaneously. We're so cute, its kind of disgusting.
I've been buying sofuckingmany Nintendo 64 games lately. We have 4 controllers, so multi-player games are real popular in my house. I actually just received my Mario Party 3 this afternoon, so I'm gonna break it in with my roommates in a bit
Shooting with Lou Noble again tomorrow morning at the asscrack of dawn. Hooray!
I know I'm probably forgetting a million things but my head is spinning so I will leave you with these last photos and edit if necessary


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twitter: ragingramboner
xxx
I've been trying to write a blog update for like, a week, but I keep getting sidetracked!
HUGE things going on in my life. Awesome, new, exciting things.
1. I will be at San Diego Comic Con this weekend! I fly down to SD Friday morning, work the con all weekend, then drive up to LA Monday morning and work at SGHQ all week. I am so excited I could squeal! I don't think I'll have time to put an awesome costume together but I AM planning on doing my nails in superhero themes
Come to our booth (#1632) and say Hi! Also, be sure to let me know of any great parties going on!
2. I will be attending Hell City Phoenix in August! I am somotherfucking juiced. I haven't been to a tattoo convention since HC Columbus on my 21st birthday. I can't wait to see a bunch of my SG friends again and to shoot a bunch of super hot ladies with Sean! Say Hi if you see me!
3. I think I'm in love. Haha, seriously! This man and I have known of each other for 5+ years but never really hung out. I always had a boyfriend and he seemed to always have an abundance of ladies. Remember that "Wanted: Perfect Man" blog I wrote last month? Well, the powers that be must have been listening because he is everything on that list + bonus perks (he's tattooed & a photographer)! He makes me laugh sooo much. Sometimes you throw a ridiculous request out at the universe and it actually delivers. Incredible.


Fucking swooooooooooooon!
We went to Sausalito last weekend and it was amazing. We were both just snapping away - so many good photos!










By: Travis McCullar


...Also by Travis. He has lots more photos from this day on his Flickr!


My 4th of July was spent here:


With my best friends in the whole world.








I also lost a dice bet, so I'm doing 30 days of vegetarianism. I really hate it, its actually sort of made me a raging bitch - like a 23 year smoker quitting cold turkey.




I've been doing a lot of pizza & salad. Today marks day 16/30. Half way there! I've also been doing a lot of yoga, so has Bovi:


That's her in Child's Pose
Got to assist DarrylDarko with two shoots this week. Lovely Buellher and cutie pie Luana!






And here is a bunch of random photos of other tom foolery I've been engaging in...










The more grateful & lucky I feel, the more my life improves. Positivity rules.
Hope life is going well for everyone! Please say Hi if you see me at SDCC or HCP!!!
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HUGE things going on in my life. Awesome, new, exciting things.
1. I will be at San Diego Comic Con this weekend! I fly down to SD Friday morning, work the con all weekend, then drive up to LA Monday morning and work at SGHQ all week. I am so excited I could squeal! I don't think I'll have time to put an awesome costume together but I AM planning on doing my nails in superhero themes
2. I will be attending Hell City Phoenix in August! I am somotherfucking juiced. I haven't been to a tattoo convention since HC Columbus on my 21st birthday. I can't wait to see a bunch of my SG friends again and to shoot a bunch of super hot ladies with Sean! Say Hi if you see me!
3. I think I'm in love. Haha, seriously! This man and I have known of each other for 5+ years but never really hung out. I always had a boyfriend and he seemed to always have an abundance of ladies. Remember that "Wanted: Perfect Man" blog I wrote last month? Well, the powers that be must have been listening because he is everything on that list + bonus perks (he's tattooed & a photographer)! He makes me laugh sooo much. Sometimes you throw a ridiculous request out at the universe and it actually delivers. Incredible.

Fucking swooooooooooooon!
We went to Sausalito last weekend and it was amazing. We were both just snapping away - so many good photos!





By: Travis McCullar

...Also by Travis. He has lots more photos from this day on his Flickr!

My 4th of July was spent here:

With my best friends in the whole world.




I also lost a dice bet, so I'm doing 30 days of vegetarianism. I really hate it, its actually sort of made me a raging bitch - like a 23 year smoker quitting cold turkey.


I've been doing a lot of pizza & salad. Today marks day 16/30. Half way there! I've also been doing a lot of yoga, so has Bovi:

That's her in Child's Pose
Got to assist DarrylDarko with two shoots this week. Lovely Buellher and cutie pie Luana!



And here is a bunch of random photos of other tom foolery I've been engaging in...





The more grateful & lucky I feel, the more my life improves. Positivity rules.
Hope life is going well for everyone! Please say Hi if you see me at SDCC or HCP!!!
Instagram: ragingramboner

"Like" my roommate/best friend's clothing brand! If it gets 1,000 likes we're throwing a gnarly rager:
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"The Pile Style represents the people who are in rough times, who live in the moment, who'd rather have a good time than pay their bills, who take it to Mt. Huckmore everyday; the people out there just having fun doing what they do."
Thanks for your support, friends!
Wanted: Perfect Man
Requirements are as follows.
- 5'9" or taller
- Thin or athletic build
- Employed full time
- Drives a nice car
- Has his own place
- Not shy or socially awkward
- Skateboards
- Showers daily
- Great sense of humor
Is this you or someone you know?

EDIT: I am obviously joking, and no one is "perfect". No need to get your panties in a bunch, people!
Requirements are as follows.
- 5'9" or taller
- Thin or athletic build
- Employed full time
- Drives a nice car
- Has his own place
- Not shy or socially awkward
- Skateboards
- Showers daily
- Great sense of humor
Is this you or someone you know?
EDIT: I am obviously joking, and no one is "perfect". No need to get your panties in a bunch, people!


