ba ba ba so I'm basically going to pimp the system into getting the job I want by proven points, intelligent english, and persuasive presentation boards still warm from kinko's.

I kind of have to walk into's The Old Man's office and tell him, "I want Nanette's job, and here's how I'm gonna do it better." Albeit pretty kiniving, I gotta look out for myself and my wallet.

Tonight me and boyfriend are gonna go to the casino and stay overnight. We'll wake up tomorrow and go to a natural waterfall or a cliff dive spot or something. I'm really really excited.

Right now i'm just smoking this bong, enjoying my day off after the crazy car business antics of Labor Day Weekend.

So 'the old man' called me in to talk on Tuesday morning. Basically he said to let me go so easy would be stupid on his part because he believes I have so much potential and talent and I could make this a very lucritive opportunity if only I would apply myself more.

To make a long story short, he gave me a fat guarantee through the end of the year and anything I exceed in comissions I take home. If I can sell 15 cars a month I get to make my own schedule (me time !) and do basically whatever the hell I want.

So here I am, back at work. Tonight me and Boyfriend go to Sacramento to spend time with his sisters and cousin. We always get completely smashed whenever his cousin Nico is around, it's just a given.

I am so excited for the new set ! Sean shot it (who is amazing as you all know) and I am just ashfakl;sh anticipating it a whole lot. I want to get out and shoot another one already !

If you haven't yet, say hello to my new set and my video. When I get a chance I'll make another one

Thanks for everyone's support as far as my work/emotional troubles. I really appreciate your kind words.

So, I think I just quit my job.

My boyfriend is disappointed in me.

I feel lost. I fell stressed, overwhelmed, tired.

I just can't do it anymore. I want to start doing what I want to do. Not what everyone else wants me to do. I am such a pushover. I don't ever want to upset anyone or tell them No.

I think it's time to focus on me.

I have a video go watch it !!

So I'm just being in love. That's all that's really up with me.

I went to Disneyland this week ! We left at like midnight on Sunday like complete rock addicts. Mind you, it's a 5 hour drive. Much to my pleasure, the weather was beautiful and the park wasn't totally packed. We smoked pot everywhere ! To all my fellow stoners out there, the best places hands-down to smoke weed at Disneyland and California Adventure are as follows:

1. Sun Wheel. Located in California Adventure on the Pier, you can smoke a joint throughout the entire ride. You go around at least twice with lots of stops alotting for 10-15 of smoke time.
2. Autopia. Located in Disneyland. You're on a really mellow race-track. Car goes 6.5 mph (haha !) so as long as you keep a decent distance between you and the person behind you, you can smoke throughout the entire ride ! There are employees every once in a while watching the track, but just put the pot down for that second and you're fine ! Gives about 10 minutes of smoke time.
3. "Cast Member" Entrances / Foliage. Located in both parks there are areas where "cast members" (employees) enter and exit for breaks, behind-the-scenes stuff, whatever. During the evening (after it was dark out), boyfriend and I just stepped over a short hand-rail into some bushes by a very very low profile "cast member" entrance. As long as you're quiet and watch for people (we had to duck a little and keep silent when employees walked by) you should be able to smoke for as long as you want. It is slightly sketchy though, so you might be a little uneasy but it works.

I thought I should share that. I would feel selfish to the rest of the pot-smokers on here if I didn't.

I'll be back in LA again on Monday for a work thing. I get to go drive the new 2008 Cadillac CTS on a track ! It's like the release for the car. It's gonna be awesome. And get this .. they're sending me and boyfriend (which by the way is not a Manager anymore, he decided to go back to sales and he still gets manager privileges, gets more time off, and has the potential to make more money) ! We got a room in a swanky hotel and everything on the trip is comp'd so that should be fun.

I am currently selling a car and my customer is in finance so I should probably go BUT I am so so sooo excited about my new set !! It is really good. Sean shot it (who is just wonderful). He made me super comfortable and made me laugh and we just had a lot of fun. I think you guys are really going to love it, it has a nice feel to it. You'll probably wish you woke up to me every morning after you see it. Sorry I'm so modest.

So look for it ! Get excited ! Cross your fingers that it goes up soon. I am so excited I could piss.

yeah new set was accepted !!

k go add my SG myspace

myspace.com/rambosuicide

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does anyone want to sell me a new/used Sidekick 3? My 2 is broken and I can't make phone calls I want it asap and I have cassshhh babyyy ahahaha leave me a comment/mail

oh yeah by the way i'm going to disneyland next mon-thur ahaha go me

Since I rarely post candid pictures, I'll go ahead and grace you people with my beauty but just this once OK.



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