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SEPTEMBER 26, 2007 @ 12:19 PM


My friend passed away last week. They think it may be a suicide. Cause of death was drug overdose. They haven't even told us what kind of drug yet.. We all drank a Coors Light 40oz. in his memory last Wednesday. It was terribly emotional. I hate seeing my friends hurt.

Depressed about work. I miss the dealership and all the sales staff so so much. I just hate that I hate sales. I wish there was something else there that I could do but that's not looking so likely. I'm hunting and searching high and low for something else but nothing is striking my eye as worth my time. I wish I could just be a SG full time. smile

My shoot on Sunday went well. Who knows where it'll go from here. I got to shoot in some obscenely expensive airplanes which is cool. One of the photographers knew me from SG and was so stoked to be working with me. I thought that was awesome. The only thing that sucked was that the director kept being a jerk and forcing me to cover my tattoos. He was so pissed and inconvenienced by the fact that I had tattoos. Ugh. That alone made me realize that I surely do not want to pursue a career in high production expensive bullshit perfect 10 fake tits fake tan modeling.

If you didn't watch my workout video, go watch it! Otherwise, I am STARVING so I'm gonna go make some soup.
Comments
EvilMonkeyMuffin

EvilMonkeyMuffin

Ottawa, ON
July 2005

SEP 26, 2007 12:24 PM

Sorry for your loss.
ooo aaa

Roach

Roach

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

SEP 26, 2007 12:56 PM

im sorry you are going thru all this. im leaving LA on october 18th so you need to come down and visit me before then!!!!!!!

AppleJax

AppleJax

Regina, SK
November 2005

SEP 26, 2007 01:03 PM

I am sorry to hear that you are having such a time lately, very sad about your friendfrown Hopefully you can get some more information soon, to understand it all better *huggles*

Padre

Padre

Tolleson, AZ
March 2007

SEP 26, 2007 01:11 PM

sorry bout your friend... hopefully things will turn around...

maybe its for the best but then maybe you shouldnt quit that gig quite yet... maybe give it another shot... oh btw that video is unbelievably fucking awesome... want to be my full time trainer? smile

TenaciousG3

TenaciousG3

Valencia, CA
September 2006

SEP 26, 2007 01:17 PM

Sorry to hear about your friend - that's very sad frown

Sucks about work too - and the douchebag director guy! Sounds like you're having a bit of a rough week.

Hang in there...

Happyboy

Happyboy

Berkeley, CA
December 2004

SEP 26, 2007 01:36 PM

Sorry to hear about your friend and the tough time you are having work-wise as well. I hope things get better soon.

I used to go to a gym where everything was grouped on to one big floor area, mostly machines and weights with 1/4 of the area dedicated to aerobic classes. No big deal, the only problem was that one minute, the stereo in the gym would be blasting Metallica or some other good shit that really got you pumped and into your workout and then, the aerobic class would show up and you would have to bear your way through Olivia Newton John and the Pointer Sisters puke puke However, if any of the instructors led classes that were like your video, they could have played the Grease soundtrack for all I cared. love

Alecks

Alecks

Visalia, CA
October 2004

SEP 26, 2007 03:14 PM

when a few of my friends past away these last weeks i was mostly upset because of how it affected my groups morale and dynamic

haha its kinda funny because the beer we drank in their memory was like super shitty because thats what they liked... so its kinda like they got us from the grave

icehouse is gross... never again

<3 Alecks

Jah

Jah

I'm lost
August 2005

SEP 26, 2007 05:40 PM

my condolences, Lady. some things in life are tough, no doubt, but keep your head up.

Desdemonia

Desdemonia

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

SEP 26, 2007 10:41 PM

Im sorry hun

thejohne

thejohne

Jacksonville, FL
October 2006

SEP 27, 2007 04:43 AM

thinkin bout ya kiss

sweetdickwilly

sweetdickwilly

Germany
January 2004

SEP 27, 2007 08:15 AM

sorry to hear that, i've been there many times, it really sucks. hope you feel better and get the job thing figured out. you could always work in a prison with me, nothin like hangin out with convicted felons to put your life in perspective. loved the vid by the way, funny! (and very hot) ooo aaa

Gayballs

Gayballs

Seattle, WA
July 2005

SEP 29, 2007 03:26 AM

that's bullshit. I'm sorry about your friend.

Quinne

Quinne

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

SEP 29, 2007 11:00 AM

come visit whenever you want im going to send you my cell number

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