My friend passed away last week. They think it may be a suicide. Cause of death was drug overdose. They haven't even told us what kind of drug yet.. We all drank a Coors Light 40oz. in his memory last Wednesday. It was terribly emotional. I hate seeing my friends hurt.
Depressed about work. I miss the dealership and all the sales staff so so much. I just hate that I hate sales. I wish there was something else there that I could do but that's not looking so likely. I'm hunting and searching high and low for something else but nothing is striking my eye as worth my time. I wish I could just be a SG full time.
My shoot on Sunday went well. Who knows where it'll go from here. I got to shoot in some obscenely expensive airplanes which is cool. One of the photographers knew me from SG and was so stoked to be working with me. I thought that was awesome. The only thing that sucked was that the director kept being a jerk and forcing me to cover my tattoos. He was so pissed and inconvenienced by the fact that I had tattoos. Ugh. That alone made me realize that I surely do not want to pursue a career in high production expensive bullshit perfect 10 fake tits fake tan modeling.
If you didn't watch my workout video, go watch it! Otherwise, I am STARVING so I'm gonna go make some soup.
Depressed about work. I miss the dealership and all the sales staff so so much. I just hate that I hate sales. I wish there was something else there that I could do but that's not looking so likely. I'm hunting and searching high and low for something else but nothing is striking my eye as worth my time. I wish I could just be a SG full time.
My shoot on Sunday went well. Who knows where it'll go from here. I got to shoot in some obscenely expensive airplanes which is cool. One of the photographers knew me from SG and was so stoked to be working with me. I thought that was awesome. The only thing that sucked was that the director kept being a jerk and forcing me to cover my tattoos. He was so pissed and inconvenienced by the fact that I had tattoos. Ugh. That alone made me realize that I surely do not want to pursue a career in high production expensive bullshit perfect 10 fake tits fake tan modeling.
If you didn't watch my workout video, go watch it! Otherwise, I am STARVING so I'm gonna go make some soup.

EvilMonkeyMuffin
Ottawa, ON
July 2005
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