So not only am I heartbroken from that, but I'm soooo sick it's unreal. Yesterday, I started to get a sore throat and really thought nothing of it. Went to sleep, feeling sore but was still okay. Then I woke up this morning and couldn't even talk. I had slobbered all night. I do that when I'm sick. >w< My throat is on fire! My ears are clogged up. I'm living up to my Snotty name. The only thing that's making me slightly happy right now is my new puppy dog and my new earrings, which I got today. I'll have to post pictures some other time because I'm a wreck right now. I've been all crying and junk. I have to drive two hours to my mom's house today, which isn't going to be fun. I miss her, so I'll be happy to see her and infect her with this nasty virus I have. Haha.
I'd love to blog some more, but I think I'm going to go pass out, if this cold will let me.
Love,
Rainbow
Need I say more!?
Also, thank you oh so kind anonymous guy that bought me the plugs that I wanted for my birthday!!! I shall post some pics when I get them!!! ^w^
Love,
Rainbow
I want to especially thank...
Crispy for this...
If you haven't seen it yet.
REDB3ARD for this...
A new person to play with. Yay!!!
Lison for this...
I love fanartsies!!!!
and Ilium for this...
For reminding me that I haven't put up a wishlist yet.
Thanks again guys!!!
Love,
Rainbow
Love,
Rainbow
Or if I get to adopt this puppy dog!!!
Love,
Rainbow
I guess I shall do the update first... I'm doing wonderful!!! Still working at CVS, which has been far too long now. I show up late almost everyday and wake up about fifteen minutes before I have to work. I never have any motivation to go. I hate it there. But other than the shitty job, I'm doing great!!! Got my hair cut a little while back. It's too short for my liking, but it looks a lot healthier now. Steven's good and we're still MADLY in love! He's still the greatest thing that's ever happened to me, and I don't think that's ever going to change. Things are just amazing.
Now, I have about a million things written down that I need to blog about and I don't even know where to start. Thirteen things!! Thirteen different topics I'd like to blab about. And I'll probably think of more as I go, so this blog shouldn't be disappointing. Speaking of, I just thought of another. So make that fourteen. I better get started, or I'll never get finished.
Okay, I guess I'll start with how much I love the smell of cocoa butter. Oh my god! I love that stuff!!! Greatest smell in the world in my opinion. At work, I always find myself smelling the cocoa butter lotions and creams. They have a little cocoa butter stick that looks like a giant chap stick and it smells the best. I'm half-minded to buy it just to smell it. I think next paycheck I will!!!
I have gotten over one of my worst hates!!! (If that makes any sense.) You know how my dislikes say feet? Well it's no lie. I absolutely hate feet. Blah! Just thinking about it makes me shiver. So Steven, knowing that I hate them so much, has been putting his feet all over me. And of course, I'd scream, gag and want to cry, but he kept doing it. Then, out of the blue, his feet didn't bother me anymore!!! I don't know. I guess him putting them on me all of the time got me used to them. Now I rub them and everything!! It's crazy. Now don't get me wrong, if it were anyone else's feet, I'd be freaking out, but I guess since I love him so much, it doesn't bother me. So I have to say that I'm proud of myself for semi-getting over that. I'm sure he loves it because he can get foot rubs now. Haha.
So a couple of days ago, I was working and this girl came up to the register with her guy friend or boyfriend. I couldn't tell what he was to her. Anywho, she was wanting to buy a box of tampons. She looked rushed and her face was all red. Apparently she didn't like the boy watching her purchase the tampons. He kept smiling and eventually she told him to stop making fun of her because it was embarrassing. She was literally screaming at the poor boy. It was far too funny. She couldn't have been a day over fourteen. She just kept saying how embarrassing it was. I wanted to tell her to calm down, they were just tampons, but I enjoyed watching her squirm too much. On the way out the door, the boy said, "Well how do you think guys feel when they have to buy certain things. Like condoms!!" I almost started laughing out loud. Children these days. If they only knew.
So since we're on the subject of condoms, I've noticed that people who are buying them never look at your face. They never look at me, ever! They throw them on the counter, then look off in some other direction. They act like they're oblivious to everything. It's so funny. I guess they think that if I don't look at them, then I wont know what they're buying. They're just condoms people!! I probably sell ten boxes a day and I don't care who I sell them to. I'm not going to think any less of you because you're being smart and buying protection. Come on!!! Once you're gone, I never think about you again. I don't look back and go, "Wow. I remember that guy that bought condoms today. Ewww." They're just condoms.
Which brings me to my next story. Every extremely creepy guy that comes into CVS buys lube! Now that's something that makes me cringe. 'Cause then I start thinking about what they're going to do with it. When it comes to thoughts, I'm pretty much like a guy. I'm very visual. You tell me a story, I see it in my head. That kind of stuff. So it's really gross when a nasty guy comes up with a bottle of lube. I can't help but to think and it makes me want to puke. I wish I wouldn't, but it just happens. Gross!!!
Okay, I want to get off of the condoms, lube subject. Lets go to something happier. Like, I'M GETTING A WASHER AND DRYER!!! Yay!!! Our apartment has a washer and dryer hookup, but I guess Steven has just never wanted a washer and dryer in here. Well I do. I hate having to pay $1.50 a load at the laundromat here. Not to mention I have to pack up all the clothes, drive them over, start them, go back over, put them in the dryer, bring them home, then fold them. Pain in my ass!! I never have the motivation to do them as they get dirty, so our dirty clothes pile up until we run out, then I do the laundry. If the washer and dryer were here, I could just do the clothes as they get dirty. And I'll be able to in about a week or two!!! Yays! I'm so excited about it. It's like my birthday or something. Alisha's mom's best friend is selling me hers for $100! That's it! And they're practically brand new. She's getting a new washer and dryer from her aunt, so she doesn't need the others any more. I don't think she understands how happy she's making me. I've been wanting a washer and dryer since I've moved in. I can't wait to get them!!!
Speaking of Alisha, she just celebrated her 21st birthday, so if you haven't already, I think you should send her some happy belated birthday wishes!! Best part was I stole her for her birthday! Back when I lived in Chilli, I lived and hour away from her, and after the move to Hilliard, I now live two hours away. So stealing her and letting her stay up here for a week was the only option. Anyone could see that. So she came up to my house and we hung out like old times. Watched the Olympics, ordered pizza, annoyed Steven. All the good stuff! I was so happy that I got to spend time with her. It sucks having your only friend live that far away. But it makes the time you spend with them that much better. Love you 'Lish!!!
And speaking of birthdays, mine's coming up!!! At the end of September, I shall no longer be a teenager. I will be twenty, and as Steven's son Kyle says, I'll finally be a grown up. Haha. So I'm going to attempt to work on my wishlist and maybe I will get a birthday present from someone!!! :]
Sp has anyone been watching the Olympics!? USA is like the best right!? Of course. The ladies gymnastics was awesome and Michael Phelps is like a fucking barracuda. I can't watch the Olympics now because our cable is turned off as well. So I'm missing all of the action and it makes me mad. If I miss synchronized swimming...
I bought an organizer the other day and it makes me happy!!! I feel all professional and junk. Why do such simple things like that make me happy? Just like the mint julep masque I bought yesterday. They don't amount to anything, but I feel like I struck a gold mine. I guess it's just because I'm a very simple person. I don't like for things to be too fancy or extreme. The simpler things in life will make me much happier than the extravagant ones. Keep that in mind.
So this woman comes into CVS right? She's looking for a certain type of Nicorette gum. She's trying to quit smoking. We end up not having the kind she wants, so what does she do? She buys a pack of Virginia Slim Menthol Luxury Light 120's. WTFWJD!?!?! That's not going to help!!! Not to mention you bought the biggest kind of cigarettes they make! Couldn't you have went for a regular pack or 100's? Had to have the 120's didn't you? I have a feeling your quest to quit smoking isn't going to be very successful.
Saddest thing... A family comes in, goes back to the pharmacy, walks around up front after they're done getting their proscriptions and such. Well, on the way out, the little boy of the family wanted to get a candy bar or something. They're all displayed at the front counter and he's a kid, so he naturally wants some. Of course, the mother, who looks like she's eaten the machinery out of a candy bar factory, says no. All that came out of the boys mouth after that was, "Why don't you love me mom?" Just the way he said it was so sad, but that's not the worst part. Do you know what the mom said? "I don't know." She said she didn't know why she didn't love her son! What the hell!? You don't say that to a kid! I was so disgusted, I wanted to punch her in her face. Poor kid. I feel so bad for him. I wish I could have brought him home with me. I'd love him and let him have all the candy he wanted.
On a lighter note, I've been hanging out with my mom a bit lately. And it's not been bad at all. She and I used to butt heads all the time, but now, I guess since I'm away, we get along like we used to way back in the day. I'm hoping she'll help me with the washer and dryer. 'Cause I'm going to need it.
Who's on top of all the latest celebrity gossip? Rainbow is! Haha. Only because I get to read all the gossip magazines at work. Even though I signed a paper saying that I wouldn't. Oh well. If they're not going to give me something to do, I'm going to read magazines and not pay for them. If you want to fire me, go ahead. I beg you!
So I've become quite the little nudist lately. Pretty much since I moved into Steven's apartment. Of course I'm only a home nudist, but who cares. Like right now, totally naked. And when Alisha was here for that week, it sucked, because I had to keep my clothes on. I'm sure she didn't want to see me parading around butt naked. Or maybe she did. She did try to look in that hole in my spandex that one time. :] Inside Joke!!!
So I never care to ever smell a lemon ever again. Yesterday at work, I had to put some things up on the clearance shelf. Some of these things were soaps and lotions that smelled like lemon. One of the liquid soaps broke open and spilled all over everything. So therefore I smelled like a lemon and it gave me a headache. It was horrible. I think every time I smell, see or hear about a lemon, I'll think of that horrible experience.
Subway cards are AMAZING! If you don't have one, get one. Well, if you like to eat at Subway as much as I do. I've gotten so much free stuff from them. Two free 6in and a free 12in. About a dozen free cookies. It's so awesome!! Plus my card is green and has all sorts of veggies on it. It's badass! But get one and get free stuff! 'Cause that's what the cool kids do.
One thing I hate about living in the Columbus area. All of the sirens. I've never really liked them. Not because they're annoying, that doesn't bother me so much, but they remind me of when my grandmother died. I used to think that every ambulance I heard was my grandmother getting taken away. So I naturally link that every time I hear one. One day, I counted eight sirens in a six hour work period. That's the only downside to living up here. I'd much rather live where I don't have to hear them every day. Ooh!! And another reason why I hate living in this area!!! There's a damn train that goes by here all of the time!!! I hate it more than anything! 'Cause it's always blowing it's damn whistle at about eight or so in the morning when I'm trying to sleep! Stupid train. Steven says it's name is Martha. I'd like to push Martha off of her track so she'd stop making so much damn noise!
I just want to throw this out there... Steven NEVER checks the mail. Haha. I'd check it, but I don't have a key. I just wanted to say that for some odd reason. Now you know.
So I've been feeling really insecure lately. I'm happy in a sense, but not with myself. I worry that I'm not good enough for Steven and it scares me. He has a nice job, dresses nice, likes nice things and I'm just a plain Jane. I wear comfortable clothes that I've had since my freshmen year. I work at CVS for Christ's sake! I'm nine years younger than him, so that makes me a little less knowledgeable than him. I feel like I'm getting bigger and I eat nothing but junk food with no exercise. He talks about how sexy the girls are on tv and I know he thinks I am too, but it just makes me feel bad about myself. I hate it. I don't like to be insecure, but what he thinks of me means everything. So I just worry. I'm going to have to work on it.
Have I ever mentioned how much I love brain teasers and junk like that? Well I LOVE them! I've been working on a game called Ouverature Facil and it's awesome!! It's a game that has levels, all in which are different, that get harder as you go. There's another game that's just like it and it's called Not Pron. Both of these are amazing!!! If you like puzzles and junk as much as I do, I suggest you try these out. They REALLY make you think.
Oh, and if you know of any other websites like these, please let me know!!! I'd love you forever!
So who's all going to Havana on the 28th!? I know I am and I'm so fucking excited you wouldn't believe!!! I'm also going to the photo shoot before the party! I can't wait!!! If you've never been to a Havana before, you should definitely come to this one! There's going to be over 50 girls and it's going to be the biggest one yet! So show up! It's going to be a lot of fun!!!
And with all that said, I'm finished with this here blog. I tried to fit in all the excitedness the best I could. Once my interwebs get turned back on, I can post it!!! Haha. Hope everyone has a nice week!
Love,
Rainbow
Love,
Rainbow
So the fifth was Steven and I's one month anniversary! We spent the whole day cuddling and all of that stuff. It was so nice. Then the next day, we decided to take the kids to his parents' to go swimming. They're so nice! ^w^ They really liked me and I like them as well. I got to meet Steven's little brother, who's one year older than I am. Even though I was out in the sun for a couple hours, I got no tan at all and that upsets me. I need color! Damn! I had a lot of fun and that's the first set of parents that have liked me! For some odd reason, every boyfriend's parents I've ever met haven't liked me. I don't know why, but I'm just unliked by parents. Oh well. Doesn't matter now, does it?
So people are really starting to get on my nerves with the jokes about me being too young for Steven and vice-versa. Age is only a number and I'm far more mature than his ex-ex-girlfriend who keeps calling me a bitch and cracking her stupid little jokes, though she's never met me a day in her life. Her jealousy of me having Steven makes me smile. She's twenty-six and I act way more mature than her. She needs to grow up.
But it feels like no one has faith in us at all. I love him very much and I don't mind at all that he's nine years older than me. He's perfect for me and if no one can handle that, then screw them!
Well, just thought I'd let everyone know I was still alive! I have to clean up before Steven gets home. Send me love!!!
Love,
Rainbow
I needed to throw that out there first, but now down to the nitty gritty. So much has happened and I've been far too lazy to update. But the time has come! Fasten your seat belts please. Stay seated and keep your arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times. Here we go!!!!
So I got myself a jobbie. Fucking CVS Pharmacy. How gay is that? I hate it. Most boring job anyone could have in their lifetime. I literally just stand around all day and it sucks. When I'm working, I want to do just that. WORK! Not stand around and waste time. I could be doing better things. Capiche?
With that, Aldi's is hiring and I'm going to apply there tomorrow. It would be much better there. Plus I'd get to sit down and make $4.25 more than I'm making now! I would be stupid to not go there. So hopefully I make the cut! Wish me luck with that one!
So, I was working one day and I checked out this woman. I bagged everything up, handed her her receipt and let her go on her way. Well, my manager walks by and says, "You know that person you just checked out?" I reply with a nod. "That's Genevieve. Name used to be Glenn. What once was a he is now a she." I was like wow. I didn't even notice! So now I'm just wondering how many I've ran into and didn't even know it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being discriminatory or anything. I think whatever makes someone happy is the best for them, though others may not like it. So I'm happy for her. I just really want to know how many transsexuals I've ran into and never noticed it. I wish someone could tell me!
So, if you ever meet me and happen to have a Rubik's Cube handy, give it so me and I'll solve that son-of-a-bitch! That's right! I've recently learned the way of the cube! I'm really good at it too! My time keeps getting faster and faster every time! How exciting is that!?!? I'm going to start working on a 4x4. That will hopefully be more of a challenge! Bring it on!!!!
I got my Artemidoris back!!! That's my snake, in case you didn't know. He had been down at my horrible mothers this whole time. So I went down yesterday and rescued him!!! I'm so happy to have him back. I was really worried that she was going to kill him because she hates snakes with everything she's got. Fortunately he was okay and he's home, safe and sound. Plus he's getting so much attention because the kids and Steven all love him. I hope he likes it here as much as I do.
So, the other day, I decided that I would clean up some of the pictures on my cameras memory cards. And naturally, there were pictures of that other guy I used to be with on there. Amazingly, he looked completely different in those pictures. He was so much uglier than he used to be. If that makes any sense. It's like my mind was tricking me when I was in love with him. Or maybe it was just because I was disgusted to see him. All those pictures are gone now, and I'll never have to see him ever again and that makes me happy and relieved. Steven has been so much better in the past month than the other guy had been in our five years together. Pathetic.
Which brings me back to Steven. We have the greatest times together. He's one of the greatest kissers, huggers and cuddlers ever. We will just lay and talk for hours. I feel like I've known him my whole life. And I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I've never been happier!!! I'm happy to call him mine and to be his.
So this update wasn't as long as I would have liked it to be. Sorry about that. I think my brain just isn't working today, plus I have nothing but Steven on my mind. So, it's hard to think of other things. I hope everyone is having a nice day! I know I am. I'm working on a random facts list for you guys, so if you have any suggestions or things you like to know, send me a message!!! Love y'all!!
Love,
Rainbow




