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I finally have the pictures from Larry and I's hotel night from a few weeks back!!!
Well, that's all I have for now kiddies! Hope you enjoyed the photos that has taken me forever to get posted on here!
Love,
Rainbow
I'm hoping to make a better blog soon, but as of now, I'm so busy responding to messages and friend requests, that I just can't do it right now.
I love you all. Keep the love comeing because I definitely love the affection! Feel free to add a bit of Rainbow to your Myspace!!! www.myspace.com/rainbow__suicide. Two underscores between rainbow and suicide. Everyone have an awesome day!
Love,
Rainbow
I want to thank everyone who's been with me through this process. Friends near and far. Definitely Alisha and Nate. Both have been there from the application to the acception to the pictures and the debut. Thanks so much guys. Without your support, I probably would have went insane with all of this waiting. I love you guys!!!
I would also love to thank AlissaBrunelli, my photographer. She lights up my life, and my body, so she can take awesome pictures of it. Haha. Without her, I wouldn't have made it, since I suck at taking pictures of myself.
Thanks everyone and keep the love coming!!!
Love,
Rainbow
Okay, now back to business…
Ah. Work, work, work. The negatives are starting to show a little more than the positives. I've been thinking about going to night shift for a long time now. I believe that they're full time, and I need to be full time or I'm not going to get anywhere. Blah.
You know what I hate? State quarters. Actually, I hate the old ass ladies who decide that there are certain state quarters that I can have and can't have. They'll literally dump out all of their change on the counter and sort through their quarters. WTFWJD!?!? Come on lady! I don't have all day. What are you keeping those quarters for anyway? They're not going to be worth anything but $.25 down the road. Hell, they may even be worth less. I don't give a shit that that quarter is Iowa, just fucking give it to me so we can both go along with our day. OKAY!?!
So there's this member that comes into Sam's. Stuart Friend. Don't let the last name fool you. Your friend is the last thing he wants to be. I may have blogged about him a while back. He was the guy that made the false claim about hurting his back by carrying a 24 pack of ginger ale. I believe I have. Anywho, he came in the other day. Went through my line once again, and I almost looked at him and asked if he was going to make another false claim again, but I held my tongue. Kind of wish I would have after what he did. So I get done ringing him up, and I figure he's on his merry way, when he turns around, receipt in hand, telling me that the $1.81 washcloths rang up wrong and should be only $.81. Even though I knew they were $1.81, I still had to send someone to go look it up. Since the member is "#1." Yeah, I'll give him a #1. Anyway, Anthony goes back, checks the sign and it says $1.81. He comes back up to tell they guy and he says that it's not true. So he then walks Anthony back. Anthony shows him that they say $1.81 and Mr. Friend says that Anthony changed the sign!! What the hell!? Come on you asshole! They're $1.81 and if you can't take it, then get the hell out and leave your damn membership card with you! PLEASE! He comes in, nicely dressed in a suit and tie. Has a Bluetooth earpiece in his ear and has a wallet that's as thick as me. Yet he complains about an extra dollar! What a fag. Stuart Friend from Chillicothe Ohio is a FAG!
So the other day, when I was working the gas station, there was a lady that was just going to town on her wedgie. It was the funniest thing I have seen in a long time. Like, there were people pumping gas all around her and she didn't care. She was on a mission. The mission of a comfy crack! She had the pick and wiggle goin' on. I was cracking up and I'm glad she didn't look my way, because there would have been no way I could have kept a straight face. That lady made my morning.
Things I find interesting while working the gas station:
Water bottles,
Rolls of tape,
Crayons on receipt paper,
Where's Waldo books,
Trying to size people up just by watching them through the glass,
Cloud gazing,
Brushing my hair
and
Singing very loudly.
Hope those cameras don't come along with mics, otherwise I'm sure I've made my managers laugh their ass off.
So lately I've noticed that I hate seeing people that I know from my past. Like teachers, people from high school, old friends. They always ask what I've been up to and it's always the same answer. Nothing. No college. No home. Nothing. I hate it. Makes the conversation end quickly because I have nothing interesting to talk about. I work, then come home. That's it. No life.
So I worked the gas station this morning as well. I've been doing a lot of drawing in that tiny little box. Leaving my doodles all over the place. I drew a little rainbow in crayon on receipt paper today and left it there. Right in the front and center of the window. Hopefully it will make someone's day, just like it made mine. I love rainbows!
Last but not least. Honda Element + License Plate that says PWN4G3 = A Driver that most likely plays WoW. Not saying that WoW is bad by any means, but this guy was horrible. About 300lbs. Acne EVERYWHERE I COULD SEE! Thick ass glasses that looked like they were from the 80's. Greasy hair and a ball cap to try to cover it up. This guy was nasty. I wanted to get out of the box and slap him. He doesn't deserve to have PWN4G3 anywhere. He indeed does not PWN.
Love,
Rainbow
This blog is completely going to be random, since everything had built up over the time.
So, I've been thinking to myself that Larry and I should have a hotel night once a month. I really enjoy it when we do that, and I think it brings us closer as well. It's just us. We don't being our laptops. Don't turn on the tele. We just hang out. It's awesome. The only thing that comes with us is my camera, which reminds me that I need to get those pictures off of his laptop. I just get so distracted when he's around. I promise I'll get them up asap. He's really good at getting pictures of me.
Larry's birthday is in two days. I've given him his present already, which was a pair of Tripp pants with red stitching.
He loved them. He used to have a pair like them, with the red and all, but they were stolen at his friends house. He was really upset about it. Talked about how much he missed them. So I figured it'd be the perfect birthday present for him. And it was.
So, I have this older guy hitting on me at work. He works in the tire section. Works on cars and whatnot. He's old enough to be my father and it creeps me out. He even asked me if I was into older guys. I told him I was taken, and thankfully, he left it alone. He's a nice guy, but it'd never happen.
I ordered my Hell City tickets the other day. I'm so excited. I need to go check my Po Box, 'cause I'm sure they're in there by now. So, so awesome!!! I'm still rooming with PunkNiteMike, KatieOkieDokie and my best friend Injoynsorrow. There are a few others, but I don't quite know them. I'm still trying to get Larry to come, and he said he may be able to come for a day. Better than none at all I say. We're all going to have such a blast!!!
I am hopefully going to have another photo shoot on June 6th. It's the day after Havana. I have a super cute idea, and if I can get everything bought for it, it's going to be amazing!!! It shouldn't be too hard. I just can't wait to shoot again! And this one will be up for member review, so you'll most likely see it before you see my first one. Haha. Oh well, it'll come out sometime I'm sure.
Craziest thing happened to me the other day at work. I was checking a lady out when all of a sudden I lost all hearing in my right ear. Followed by the loudest ringing ever! It happened to me twice that day, and that's it, but it still creeps me out. Definitely since I've been having these crazy migraines. I really need insurance kiddies. Hopefully everything is okay in my noggin.
(Everything happens at work!!)
"It's just that kind of day." -Christopher-
Something about the way he said that made me love that quote. A member said it to his daughter when she asked why they had gotten two receipts. That is a quote I could say every day and mean it. Love.
So a lot of Amish people come so Sam's. It's where they buy all of their flour and stuff to make those kickass pies and junk. I'm just amazed that they're still around ya know? Like they haven't given up on what they know. On their culture if you will. Me, I would. I'd much rather drive a car than ride a buggy. They're pretty amazing people. I give them a lot of props for doing what they do. That would have to be hard. I think my favorite part is that they make their own clothes. There has to be some sort of pride in doing that. Plus the bonnets that they make, too cute. I really like the Amish. They're such nice people. It's a beautiful thing.
So I bought the cutest freakin' rainbow purse from Lyxzen. I'm amazed that I even got it because, well, lets go way back in time... She had it for sale about, meh, six months ago? I had seen it in SuicideGirls Sales. Immediately I told her I wanted it, but sadly, she replied that she had sold it already. I was crushed, but moved on of course. I even told her she should have told the person that she had lost it or whatever, just so she could sell it to me. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Anywho, about a week ago, I get this message from Lyxzen titled 'rainbow purse'. I opens it and it says that she had shipped the purse, but ended up getting it back in the mail and that I could buy it off of her!!! How freakin' amazing is that!!?! It was so meant to be. I knew that purse was going to be mine. So now I'm just waiting for it to come in the mail. I can't wait!! It's awesome!
So, I've been playing the game Overlord a lot lately. Really great game for Xbox 360°. It's a game where you get to control these little minions. It's so much fun. You can be good or evil. All around great game. It makes me happy in the pants. I highly recommend it.
So, the other night, I stayed at Larry's house. Well, I had forgotten my cell phone there. I've never realized how much I love that thing. I seriously don't know how I ever lived without one. How pathetic does that sound? Anywho, I got it back and everything is okay!
FANTASTIC!!! That word was said over twenty times when a member was going through my line at work. She was talking on the phone and I don't know who she was talking to or what she was talking about, but it must have been so FANTASTIC!!! OMG! I just wanted to grab her cell and break it in half. Lets see how damn fantastic that would be. Come on! Find another interjection for Pete's sake. And don't talk on the phone when you're checking out. It's rude.
So, I have this coworker named Jason and I hate him to death. He never does his job. He's lazy. He's disgusting in every way possible. And he plays freakin' music all of the time on his damn cell phone. Like, I'll be on break, trying to watch the tele and he freakin' plays his stupid music. He thinks he's the coolest guy ever. He really needs to think again and again. That'd be another phone I'd like to break.
"You got more miles than the plane I rode in on." Oh Maury. The people on your show are so funny.
So kiddies. I hope this blog has, in some way, shape or form, made your day.
Love,
Rainbow
Love,
Rainbow
So I've been back on my Xbox lately and guess what those motherfuckers did. They suspended my membership because my motto said "I have bewbs!" WTFWJD!?!?! That's such bullshit. I'm so mad about it. I so want to slap Bill G. Such a fag. I mean come on! I do have boobs! It's not like I'm lying. My good friend on there can say almost everything racist in the book in his bio, but I say that I have breasts and I get in trouble for it. So I can't play on my gamertag until next Sunday. Bitches. Until then, I'm going to be playing on my mom's boyfriend's gamertag. At least I can still play with my friends.
My headaches are so much better!!! Yesterday and today, I barely had one! I can do the things I enjoy again, which consists of eating, sleeping and playing video games. All is right in the world of Rainbow Suicide.
So I'm wanting to start playing tennis again. I miss it. I've been going over to my old high school and playing with the boys team. I get along with them better anyway. There's a tennis club over here that has a fitness center as well and I'm going to start going to it. I need exercise. Lots of it.
Well kiddos, hopefully I can get Larry's lappy soon and post a whole bunch of photos that I think y'all like. Until then, send me lovins and stuff.
Love,
Rainbow
I'm so scatterbrained right now, so I'm sure that this blog is going to be just as hectic, not to mention short, since I'm feeling super ADD. Like my brain just said, "Why don't you just type out 'I HAVE BUFFALO WILD WINGS!'" Don't ask, 'cause even I don't know. I really do have BWW though, and it's good. Haha.
So, Larry and I are getting a hotel room tomorrow. So excited about that. Poor thing thought a queen size bed was larger than a king. I told him I'm booking the rooms from now on. Hopefully we can change when we get there.
Went to my little sisters basketball game tonight. They lost. But I got some kickass pictures! Yays!
So yeah, I was just wanting to let you all know that I'm alive. More alive than ever maybe. I hope to maybe have something interesting to blog about within the next few days. Rainbows life has been quite dull lately. I love you all! Send me love!
Love,
Rainbow
I should be sleeping. I have to get up early to go to work, I know this, but I can't sleep. These headaches have been keeping me up for the past three nights and I can't take it anymore. Half the time, I can't even stand to have my eyes open. They're what's causing it all anyway. Pain killers can't kick it. I can't even take sleeping pain killers and have them work. They don't dull the pain and therefore, I don't sleep because of it. I can't take them anymore. Constant pain, making me cry. But not for too long, since that makes it worse. I've tried so many different things, none of them working. I'm going to overdose, I can see it now. I just want the pain to stop.
I'm going to try to push all that aside. Leave you with my ramblings about my day and the things I think about. I worked the gas station today. I always seem to have a creative mind while I'm in there. It's amazing that one can even think when being inside such a tiny box. I read most of the time. I also text my little heart out, and I'm sure the bill will agree. I'm so over my limit. I'd say by atleast 200. Yay for an extra $20! I need unlimited. I need motivation. I need sleep. Okay, I'm not going to get into all the things I need right now. That's far too much. I'm being selfish.
Speaking of texting, I love how the radio will warn me when a text is coming. Have you ever noticed anything like that. Usually happeneds with electronics that have speakers. Some sort of interference. I can be very jumpy at times, so I'm thankful for the warning. Must nicer than the loud beep my phone makes when receiving a message.
And speaking of radio, my favorite radio station no longer exists. For the past few days 99.7 The Blitz has had this crazy beeping, lady thing on there talking about reprogramming and whatnot. Said that estimated time of completion April 4th at 5pm. So I was listening to the radio at about that time and when it came back on it was no longer The Blitz. I was enraged!! Like, what makes them think that they can just up and do that!? The morning show keeps me alive when I'm opening the gas station at six. What am I going to listen to now? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Fall asleep and get fired, which I wouldn't mind at the moment, just because I've begun to hate my job entirely. The members are the only thing that keep me there besides the awesome friendships I've made with fellow associates. I don't know what to do now. My heart is broken.
So, I'm sitting outside in the Sam's jail cell aka gas station, when all of a sudden it starts to rain. Oh how I love the rain. I love how the droplets form on the window, eventually connecting and gliding slowly down the glass. I would have given anything to have my camera in that box today. Gorgeous pictures would have been had. Another time maybe. Another time.
I printed a few of the pictures that I've taken over time today. I haven't picked the up yet, but I plan on it tomorrow. Pictures of Larry, Artey, Bud, myself and a few others. I was freaking out too, because I have quite a few nudies of myself on that compact flash card and I was standing beside an elderly couple when altering my photos. The last thing I needed was grandpa to look over and see my breasts. No erection, but I'm sure a heart attack could have been had. Thankfully, no one was harmed in the process of me trying to crop pictures.
I have yet to have anyone mail me about piercing at Hell City. I'm sure someone will be there. I guess I'm just going to buy a retainer in advance, just in case they don't have one and there's not one for sell. I have to take something home, and since I'm poor, a piercing will be it.
Well, I'm going to attempt to go back to sleep. What I wouldn't give for my head to stop hurting. I need a tranquilizer. I think that would do the trick. Anyone have one? If so, hunt me down and shoot me. Don't worry, I wont remember when I wake up.
Love,
Rainbow
One thing I can say is, I hae the greatest friends a girl could ask for. Colton, Patrick and Riley kept me sane all night. I told them I needed someone to talk to, and they talked to me until I was too exhausted and went to sleep. I'm sure I went over my texts for the month, but I don't care. I had to keep my mind busy or go insane. I'm sure I made the right choice. I just want to say that if it weren't for them, I wouldn't be who I am today at all. I think things would be a lot more bleak and Rainbow would not be the happy person that she is. Colton, you've helped me in ways that you don't even know. I consider you one of my best friends and you mean a lot to me. Thank you so much.
So, I need to get ready for work, though I don't want to go at all today, because I didn't get much sleep at all. Damn couch. I don't know how often I'll be on, but don't worry, I'll find a way.
Love,
Rainbow
