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JULY 9, 2008 @ 04:31 PM | 8 COMMENTS

I hate being home alone. It's boring. Not to mention, I can't find my book and that makes me unhappy. As small as this apartment is, I shouldn't lose anything. Yet I've managed to lose my book, twice, my shoes and a few other things. WTFWJD!?!?! I'll have Steven help me look for it when he gets home. He tends to be able to find my things better than I can.

So the fifth was Steven and I's one month anniversary! We spent the whole day cuddling and all of that stuff. It was so nice. Then the next day, we decided to take the kids to his parents' to go swimming. They're so nice! ^w^ They really liked me and I like them as well. I got to meet Steven's little brother, who's one year older than I am. Even though I was out in the sun for a couple hours, I got no tan at all and that upsets me. I need color! Damn! I had a lot of fun and that's the first set of parents that have liked me! For some odd reason, every boyfriend's parents I've ever met haven't liked me. I don't know why, but I'm just unliked by parents. Oh well. Doesn't matter now, does it?

So people are really starting to get on my nerves with the jokes about me being too young for Steven and vice-versa. Age is only a number and I'm far more mature than his ex-ex-girlfriend who keeps calling me a bitch and cracking her stupid little jokes, though she's never met me a day in her life. Her jealousy of me having Steven makes me smile. She's twenty-six and I act way more mature than her. She needs to grow up.

But it feels like no one has faith in us at all. I love him very much and I don't mind at all that he's nine years older than me. He's perfect for me and if no one can handle that, then screw them!

Well, just thought I'd let everyone know I was still alive! I have to clean up before Steven gets home. Send me love!!!

Love,
Rainbow

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I never ever use emotes, but I feel like it today.
skull robot confused oink mad biggrin bok ooo aaa smile love blush kiss blackeyed miao!! ARRR!!! puke wink shocked whatever surreal frown eeek tongue EL SUICIDO LOCO




JUNE 30, 2008 @ 01:17 PM | 3 COMMENTS

Have I mentioned how much I love Steven!?!? He is seriously the best thing that has EVER happened to me. I have never felt so happy or safe in my life. I'm so comfortable with him and he never fails to put a smile on my face. I will marry that man. I'll be his little wifey and he'll be my hubby and we shall live happily ever after.

I needed to throw that out there first, but now down to the nitty gritty. So much has happened and I've been far too lazy to update. But the time has come! Fasten your seat belts please. Stay seated and keep your arms and legs inside the vehicle at all times. Here we go!!!!

So I got myself a jobbie. Fucking CVS Pharmacy. How gay is that? I hate it. Most boring job anyone could have in their lifetime. I literally just stand around all day and it sucks. When I'm working, I want to do just that. WORK! Not stand around and waste time. I could be doing better things. Capiche?

With that, Aldi's is hiring and I'm going to apply there tomorrow. It would be much better there. Plus I'd get to sit down and make $4.25 more than I'm making now! I would be stupid to not go there. So hopefully I make the cut! Wish me luck with that one!

So, I was working one day and I checked out this woman. I bagged everything up, handed her her receipt and let her go on her way. Well, my manager walks by and says, "You know that person you just checked out?" I reply with a nod. "That's Genevieve. Name used to be Glenn. What once was a he is now a she." I was like wow. I didn't even notice! So now I'm just wondering how many I've ran into and didn't even know it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being discriminatory or anything. I think whatever makes someone happy is the best for them, though others may not like it. So I'm happy for her. I just really want to know how many transsexuals I've ran into and never noticed it. I wish someone could tell me!

So, if you ever meet me and happen to have a Rubik's Cube handy, give it so me and I'll solve that son-of-a-bitch! That's right! I've recently learned the way of the cube! I'm really good at it too! My time keeps getting faster and faster every time! How exciting is that!?!? I'm going to start working on a 4x4. That will hopefully be more of a challenge! Bring it on!!!!

I got my Artemidoris back!!! That's my snake, in case you didn't know. He had been down at my horrible mothers this whole time. So I went down yesterday and rescued him!!! I'm so happy to have him back. I was really worried that she was going to kill him because she hates snakes with everything she's got. Fortunately he was okay and he's home, safe and sound. Plus he's getting so much attention because the kids and Steven all love him. I hope he likes it here as much as I do.

So, the other day, I decided that I would clean up some of the pictures on my cameras memory cards. And naturally, there were pictures of that other guy I used to be with on there. Amazingly, he looked completely different in those pictures. He was so much uglier than he used to be. If that makes any sense. It's like my mind was tricking me when I was in love with him. Or maybe it was just because I was disgusted to see him. All those pictures are gone now, and I'll never have to see him ever again and that makes me happy and relieved. Steven has been so much better in the past month than the other guy had been in our five years together. Pathetic.

Which brings me back to Steven. We have the greatest times together. He's one of the greatest kissers, huggers and cuddlers ever. We will just lay and talk for hours. I feel like I've known him my whole life. And I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I've never been happier!!! I'm happy to call him mine and to be his.

So this update wasn't as long as I would have liked it to be. Sorry about that. I think my brain just isn't working today, plus I have nothing but Steven on my mind. So, it's hard to think of other things. I hope everyone is having a nice day! I know I am. I'm working on a random facts list for you guys, so if you have any suggestions or things you like to know, send me a message!!! Love y'all!!

Love,
Rainbow

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This blog was written during a time I was singing my little heart out, so if there are segments that make no sense, it's probably because they're lyrics to a song or something. Please forgive me. <2

JUNE 11, 2008 @ 04:00 PM | 7 COMMENTS

Things are back to normal!!! YES! I'm eating and sleeping like I used to! So exciting. I was getting really worried, because I had lost a bit of weight, but it's all good. I'm working on gaining it back. Haha. So no need to worry! I R Back 2 Normal!!!

I finally have my Yahoo and AIM running again, so if anyone wants to chat, that'd be awesome!!! I'm not online now, but I'm sure I will be sometime tonight. So feel free to hit me up!!!

Attention Xbox LIVE users!!! If you ever plan on running two Xbox's at the same time using one router, then NEVER think about it if you have a Linksys. Those things are GARBAGE!!! For some odd reason, it will not allow Steven and I to play at the same time. It will for a little while, but then it gets "confused" and boots one of us. So we're getting kicked every other match. It's so dumb and I hate it!!! Fuck Linksys.

I need a job, but I have no motivation to get one. How horrible is that. I don't feel bad though, because Steven doesn't even want to go to work now that I'm here. It doesn't help that I prance around in skimpy clothes all the time either. So I can't blame him.

Steven seriously makes me the happiest girl on earth. The universe even. I have never in my life felt this way about anyone. And that says a lot because I thought I was head over heels for my previous. Hindsight is 20/20 as he used to say. Though Steven is a bit older than me, it doesn't even feel like it. I act older than my age and he a bit younger, so mentally, we're both around twenty-four. All I know is that I love him, and I can't wait for him to get home from his meeting.

So, I'm having a hard time thinking about anything else to write at the moment. Hope everyone is doing well!

Love,
Rainbow

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Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding.

JUNE 8, 2008 @ 11:45 AM | 7 COMMENTS

Rawr!!! Things are so absolutely AMAZING! I've decided to quit my job today so I can get moved in here. I'm really so very excited about it. So with that it means it's job hunting time, which I hate with a passion. I'm so happy to be here though. It's definitely worth all of the sacrifice. I'm the happiest I've been in years and I never want it to stop. Steven is sooo good to me. I'm happy to call him mine.

I seriously think that I'm broken. In the past four days, I've eaten a six inch sub from Subway and half of a salad. I don't know why I'm not hungry!!! I eat all of the time and now, it's like I don't even want to think about food. I haven't gone a day without eating in a long time. Also, I've been having the hardest time going to sleep and falling back asleep. I used to NEVER wake up before noon unless I had to be at work. Now, I'm waking up at eight or nine and not being able to go back to sleep. WTFWJD!?!?!? Like last night. I went to bed at around five or six in the morning, then I woke up at ten-thirty, and wasn't able to go back to sleep for about an hour or two. I should have been plenty tired enough to go back to sleep. It's been like that ever since I've been here with Steven, so I balme it on him. He broke me. Haha.

Look at this!!!


Is that not the cutest EVER!? I'm pretty sure I'm in love with it.
Caden made it for me. Way too cute. Thanks so much lovely!!!

Well, I'm off. Going to attempt to eat some more. I hope this will pass. Otherwise I'm going to be disgustingly skinny. More so than I already am.

Love,
Rainbow

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I'm a big ol' meanie head. Or so Steven says.

JUNE 6, 2008 @ 01:07 PM | 8 COMMENTS

OMFGWTFWJD!?!?!?! Things have changed dramatically! I feel like I'm living another life right now and I love it. Things are definitely going for the better. I'm moving up north! It's basically in Columbus, which sort of sucks, because I HATE driving up here, but it's going to be great to get out of where I'm at. I have to get a new job, which sucks. I really don't want to leave, but I'm not going to drive an hour and back just to work there. No way. I don't make enough for that. I'm moving in with the sweetest guy. Which reminds me to tell you that Larry left me the day before yesterday. Did it through text messages. Come on! So there will be no more talk about him. Some of you know the guy who I'm moving in with. Steven, the guy that I met at Hell City. He roomed with us for a night. So some of you know him, if you went there. I'm really excited about the move, except the driving part, but maybe I can find a place of employment close to where I am so I could walk, or drive a short distance. Then Steven can do the rest of the driving. Haha. I'm sure I'll get used to it eventually.

I don't know what's going on, but I haven't eaten in three days. Not a bite of food. It's so weird, because I'm not even hungry. I only eat when I'm hungry, no matter what, if I'm hungry I eat. Maybe it's stress, or it could be that I'm excited. Hell, maybe my stomach is broken. Who knows. I'm going to force myself to eat today though. I know it's not good for me. I have a Subway sub in the fridge and I'm going to eat it!

Sorry that I didn't come to Havana last night. The way things have been, I just want to relax because I'm actually able to now. I really wanted to come. I promise, promise, promise I'll be at the next one. Nothing will stop me! I hope everyone had a nice time and missed me, even if it was a tiny bit. I can't wait to see the pictures!

Well dearies, I'll keep you updated on everything as it goes along. I hope everyone is doing awesome!

Love,
Rainbow

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Someone should draw me some fanart!!!!

MAY 29, 2008 @ 09:12 PM | 12 COMMENTS

Hello lovelies! I'm going through a hard time right now, making it hard for me to blog, but I'm going to try to throw one together letting you know how things are going.

I just put in my 00 gauge spirals today! I'm so happy about it. I got them from Hell City, so every time I look at them, I think of it. They look so nice and you may see them in my next set! Yay! My best tip for stretching your ears is take a bath! Why? Because it makes your ears super stretchy and the earrings, or whatever else you wish to stick in there, slip right in. Doesn't hurt either, like it can when you do it dry or with lube. Haha. I said lube. O.o Just thought I'd throw that out there for people. Do my part. If you have any questions, feel free to ask!

So I have a major sinus infection. It's the worst thing ever. Worst part is, since I just got my septum done, it's proving quite hard to blow my nose. I'm having to talk in a whisper most of the time because my throat is so sore. Yay for mucus! Yummo!

So Larry and I are getting an apartment really soon!!! I'm so excited and can't wait to have a place of our own. I need to start saving up for furniture because we have a bed and that's it. No couch or chairs. We'll be sitting on the floor, or doing a lot of sleeping. It's going to be so great!

That's all I can come up with at the moment guys. Just a tiny update, letting you know I'm still alive and sort of well. I hope everyone has a nice weekend!

Love,
Rainbow

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I have boogers in my nose!

MAY 22, 2008 @ 01:15 PM | 17 COMMENTS

I'm back from the most amazing weekend in my lifetime!!! Hell City was absolutely amazing and if you didn't go, you missed out. Sucks to be you.

I don't even know where to start. First and foremost I was to thank PunkNiteMike, KatieOkieDokie, _ireland_ and DJMod for letting Alisha and I room with them. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have had such a good time. So thanks a lot guys! Can't wait until next year. We'll definitely have to room together again. Otherwise, it's just not worth it. <2

So the weekend was filled with everything you could imagine. New piercings, drinking until drunk, crushes, titties, grandfather wingmen, toe cramps, overpriced internet, meeting Xbox LIVE friends, giving out awards, talking about poo, pillow girlfriends, "going up!", wheelchair racing, skywalk gazing, and tagging people with SG stickers. Did I forget anything? I'm sure I did, since there were so many things that had happened.

I got my septum pierced on the last day. I'm so happy with it! Though it looks crooked because of the retainer that I'm wearing in it. Likes to sit on the corner. Well worth it though. I thought it was going to hurt like a bitch, but ended up not hurting at all. It was sore a couple hours later, but I think that's because the hotness of James, the piercer, was leaving my memory. It was awesome because he picked my nose for me!!! Who can say that they've gotten their nose picked by a extremely sexy man? I now can and I love it!

Tini also roomed with us and she's such a blast, plus she smells fantastic. She makes the greatest faces when you tell her she can have all the alcohol she wants and if she comes home with her shoes off, well, you know… I hope she can come to Havana. I can't wait to hang out with her again.

Our room was the greatest room in the entire Hyatt. If you weren't there, you were definitely missing out. Rainbow cupcakes, the buffet (pronounced boofay), Mikes girlyfriend, cracking jokes about poo until three in the morning, Steven Seagal, card tricks performed by Steve which stumped the hell out of me. It probably would have helped if I weren't smashed. I miss all of my roomies and I want to go back. Lets all just move in together! The fun would never end!

Speaking of Steve… He's a guy that I play Xbox LIVE with. I got to meet him this weekend and though it was a bit awkward at first, it was so awesome in the end. Except that I was so hung-over when he left. He attempted to get good pictures of me all weekend and he managed to get one or two. Be thankful for that! I had a lot of fun running around all drunk with him. I'm sure he had a nice time as well. At least I hope so.

So here's a little story. First night of the fest, Ireland and I are going on a mission to get pizza from the slowest delivery boy in the world. Anywho, she and I get downstairs and lay on this couch/bed looking thing. As soon as I get laid down, I see this old man yelling at me. It was so loud because he was at the bar, which was on the loft above us. He keeps yelling and pointing at this guy. I hear a bit and Ireland hears and bit and we put together that this guy he's pointing at is his grandson. I'm like "okay"…. Then, clear as a bell, he says, "he wants to make love to you." Forming a heart with his pointer fingers. I told him no, I'm not that kind of girl and then all of a sudden he says, "he has a tiny penis." I died. It was so fucking funny. The grandson just runs off, covering his face. She and I laugh a bit, and since the pizza man was half way across China, because he was sooo slow, I decided that I was going to find this guy and give him a hug. So she and I run up the escalator and find him right off the bat. I told him I was going to give him a hug and he replies, "Why are you going to give me a hug?" I just told him to take it and I hugged him. And that was that. Then, throughout the whole weekend, I kept seeing grandpa, and I don't believe he remembered me. Shame, shame. What's the moral of this story? Don't let your grandfather be your wingman, it really doesn't work. Oh, and we finally got our greasy ass pizza two hours later. >w<

I've got a guy who's crushing on me! ^w^ He's hella cute too. He's a friend of Tini's and she let me know about it. It really sucks though, because I was going to give him a hug before leaving, but they left a lot earlier than I thought they would. I'm sure I'll see him again someday, even if it is at next years Hell City.

So all in all, I had the most amazing weekend ever. I really wish it wouldn't have ended. Thanks so much Durb for putting on the most amazing tattoo fest known to man!!! I hope to be able to go to every HC from now on.

Love,
Rainbow

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"Fifteenth floor. Going up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I miss that elevator. <2

MAY 10, 2008 @ 07:59 PM | 28 COMMENTS

Oh my goodness!!! I remember hating when I'd log on and there'd be no messages in my inbox, now, I love to see that zero. No! That doesn't mean stop writing me. I enjoy reading everyone's thoughts and telling my own. Keeps me busy and from buying things off of Ebay.

I finally have the pictures from Larry and I's hotel night from a few weeks back!!!

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Rainbow with glasses, wow!


What Rainbow does in most of her free time...




This is an absolutely amazing picture! One of my favorites!




This is Larry's favorite...








My finished tattoo!!!


Another photo I adore...


This photo is from a completely different day, but looks close to the others...






Me doing what I do best. Sitting in front of a lappy screen...




<2






My absolute favorite of all time!!!! That's why it's last.




Well, that's all I have for now kiddies! Hope you enjoyed the photos that has taken me forever to get posted on here!

Love,
Rainbow

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Juxtapoz magazine has saved my life!

MAY 9, 2008 @ 12:04 PM | 9 COMMENTS

WOW! This is so overwhelming!! Thank you everybody so much!!! I could have never imagined that I would be so welcome. I'm flattered. I'm so happy to be here! All of the comments have been great, the people, everything! Makes me want to make that hour drive just to shoot again.

I'm hoping to make a better blog soon, but as of now, I'm so busy responding to messages and friend requests, that I just can't do it right now.

I love you all. Keep the love comeing because I definitely love the affection! Feel free to add a bit of Rainbow to your Myspace!!! www.myspace.com/rainbow__suicide. Two underscores between rainbow and suicide. Everyone have an awesome day!

Love,
Rainbow

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Marble said:
sweet but where are your nipples????


MAY 8, 2008 @ 09:24 AM | 39 COMMENTS

Today's the day!!! I just can't believe after all this time it's finally happened. It's all happened in a little less than a year, which is good, since some girls wait a year for even their set to come out. My heart is with you ladies. EEP!!!!! I'm so damn excited!!! I just can't contain myself. Today is going to be the longest work day ever because I have to come home and add some new friends, send out comments and messages. I'm going to have a long ass night.

I want to thank everyone who's been with me through this process. Friends near and far. Definitely Alisha and Nate. Both have been there from the application to the acception to the pictures and the debut. Thanks so much guys. Without your support, I probably would have went insane with all of this waiting. I love you guys!!!

I would also love to thank AlissaBrunelli, my photographer. She lights up my life, and my body, so she can take awesome pictures of it. Haha. Without her, I wouldn't have made it, since I suck at taking pictures of myself.

Thanks everyone and keep the love coming!!!

Love,
Rainbow

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