PICS
ALRIGHTY! just got done streaming live cam on Rainbows shoot!!
i want feed back how did everyone like it that saw it?
would you be interested in seeing moreeeee :]
and better yet any girls in the future that shoot with alissa who would be willing to do it! ;]
have a happy monday
and go vote on lusciouss set
i want feed back how did everyone like it that saw it?
would you be interested in seeing moreeeee :]
and better yet any girls in the future that shoot with alissa who would be willing to do it! ;]
have a happy monday
and go vote on lusciouss set
right now you should be going to SG chat viewing my webcam to watch rainbow shooting LIVE at my apartment with AlissaBrunelli
just sayig youre missing out :]
just sayig youre missing out :]
When the sun goes down and the moon comes up. . . I turn into a teenage Goo Goo Muck!
( ^ super awesome playlist for youuuu)
(yes especially for you)
Hope you enjoy it.
I've been a happy lil bumble bee lately.
Nothing negative to report.
The new SG ohio party at Spice just passed.
It was a blast!!! Other than I had a little too much to drink but I survived.
It had a great turn out and its always nice to meet new people off the site!
Speaking of which HELL CITY is coming up!!!!!
I will be helping out with sign ups for the tattoo competitions so come say hello!
Also I will have the BEST sleepovers with
Rambo
Frolic
and Lainey
That weekend! The most amazing, hilarious and HOT girls ever! ah le swoon!
cant wait!
Speaking of Frolic Im excited she will be staying with me this upcoming week as well! :]
(yes thats us cuddling a dildo)
long story. . . anyways!
NEW WEBSITE! www.radeoradeo.com
I made it myself! Ive also got 2 outside modeling gigs in other states since its been up.
Im excited about getting to travel this summer :] Keeping myself busy.
Oh and last time I left my cozy home in columbus I was in LA!
I shot with the very nice mr.drewyoon
We shot for a clothing company metalinkshop
read about it on Drews blog go to the website check out there stuff too! theres a silly tank of my tattoos. . yes you could be walking around with my star nipples on a shirt if you pleased haha :] Anyone who sends me a picture of them in that tank gets a free signed print if you are interested haha :]
heres some pictures from the shoot
Anyways I will stop my rambling.
I just wanted to give a quick update I have way too much to write about and not enough energy to do so.
Good night sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite :]
mwuah! radeo
ps
this is what I do on my spare time at work :] . . oh im glad i dont have a mac i would waste too much time with photobooth
( ^ super awesome playlist for youuuu)
(yes especially for you)
Hope you enjoy it.
I've been a happy lil bumble bee lately.Nothing negative to report.
The new SG ohio party at Spice just passed.
It was a blast!!! Other than I had a little too much to drink but I survived.
It had a great turn out and its always nice to meet new people off the site!
Speaking of which HELL CITY is coming up!!!!!
I will be helping out with sign ups for the tattoo competitions so come say hello!
Also I will have the BEST sleepovers with
Rambo
Frolic
and Lainey
That weekend! The most amazing, hilarious and HOT girls ever! ah le swoon!
cant wait!
Speaking of Frolic Im excited she will be staying with me this upcoming week as well! :]
(yes thats us cuddling a dildo)
long story. . . anyways!
NEW WEBSITE! www.radeoradeo.com
I made it myself! Ive also got 2 outside modeling gigs in other states since its been up.
Im excited about getting to travel this summer :] Keeping myself busy.
Oh and last time I left my cozy home in columbus I was in LA!
I shot with the very nice mr.drewyoon
We shot for a clothing company metalinkshop
read about it on Drews blog go to the website check out there stuff too! theres a silly tank of my tattoos. . yes you could be walking around with my star nipples on a shirt if you pleased haha :] Anyone who sends me a picture of them in that tank gets a free signed print if you are interested haha :]
heres some pictures from the shoot
Anyways I will stop my rambling.
I just wanted to give a quick update I have way too much to write about and not enough energy to do so.
Good night sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite :]
mwuah! radeo
ps
this is what I do on my spare time at work :] . . oh im glad i dont have a mac i would waste too much time with photobooth
April 30th.
Ive been a Suicide girl for one whole year now.
It doesn't really seem like much, but when you take a trip down memory lane it is a good reminder of everything you've done this past year. Everyone you've met. Everywhere you've been.
Here's my memory lane.
Ive dug ideep into the dark secrets of my computer and pulled out my rejected sets.
and
Then I Finally got to meet and shooti with alissa brunelli and I got picked up with "rusty"
I found pictures of me and an old friend Rachelsage back when I lived in Nashville TN
I feel like that goes true for anywhere I go now. Its comforting to know that if I decided to move all I would have to do is look up the Sgs in that area and I feel like I would automatically have new best friends.
there have been very few people Ive met through suicide girls that I havent became friends with or close too.
The next few months I basically lived in my car traveling back and forth from nashville to columbus to see, hang out with, shoot with AlissaBrunelli and Sunshine
shooting "going south" with bully
looking through past blogs I found the story behind being stranded for a week at alissa's house after shooting that set. haha
Ive been a Suicide girl for one whole year now.
It doesn't really seem like much, but when you take a trip down memory lane it is a good reminder of everything you've done this past year. Everyone you've met. Everywhere you've been.
Here's my memory lane.
Ive dug ideep into the dark secrets of my computer and pulled out my rejected sets.
and
Then I Finally got to meet and shooti with alissa brunelli and I got picked up with "rusty"
I found pictures of me and an old friend Rachelsage back when I lived in Nashville TN
I feel like that goes true for anywhere I go now. Its comforting to know that if I decided to move all I would have to do is look up the Sgs in that area and I feel like I would automatically have new best friends.
there have been very few people Ive met through suicide girls that I havent became friends with or close too.
The next few months I basically lived in my car traveling back and forth from nashville to columbus to see, hang out with, shoot with AlissaBrunelli and Sunshine
shooting "going south" with bully
looking through past blogs I found the story behind being stranded for a week at alissa's house after shooting that set. haha
shooting "bettie"
And eventually loving the ohio suicide girls so much that I ended up abandoning my place in nashville to move hhere to columbus. Im happy to say Im glad Im on this site. im happy with all of my sets on suicide girls.
im glad to have worked with such amazing staff photographers like
AlissaBrunelli
Cherry
Sawa
Shazzy
Zoetica
LiquidScience
Im glad to all these cool things due to being suicide girl as well
Im glad Ive gone the places Ive gone due to Sg and met the people I have met.
I guess next time I get asked by another girl or hopeful "Do you like being a suicide girl? Is it worth it?" I can just refer them to this blog.
:]
radeo
Oh ive been such a little smitten'd kitten lately, it's exciting.
Right now i am spending my thursday night drinking box wine eating ramen (classy right? hah) and watching earaserhead for the 1st time. Amazing movie.
All day today I was with Alissabrunelli and Sunshine. I "helped out" during Doctors shoot. Very fetish very bondage very awesome. . . . I mean a girl cant tie herself down.
Also I have a gallery show coming up. I've been working alot on some new pieces so far so good. I'll post pictures soon.
I do miss my boy though.
Due to some circumstances my baby corgi puppy, costello, isn't living with me at the moment.
My mother is taking care of him until I can move out of my current apartment.
I miss his wet puppy kisses. Im happy I will be seeing him next week though. ugh. I hate this.
I found this video I took of Durbs assistant playing with him at a dinner party and it made me laugh so hard. . . .and miss him even more really.
ugh. ugh. ugh.
Anyways more happier topics.
SG SPICE NIGHT IN COLUMBUS OHIO IS THIS WEEKEND!
Out of town girls like Frisky get into town 2mrw! so excited!!!!
Some of the other ladies include
Sunshine
Meow
Opaque
Nik
Lainey
Secret
Lucsious
Dika
Tita
Copper
Havana
Casino
Bunni
gatsby
Monroe
Warning
Nessy
Rainbow
Keely
Madison
MissSophie
and Doctor
hot hotttt ladies I can't wait!!!!
Hope to see everyone there!
xo xo radeo
Right now i am spending my thursday night drinking box wine eating ramen (classy right? hah) and watching earaserhead for the 1st time. Amazing movie.
All day today I was with Alissabrunelli and Sunshine. I "helped out" during Doctors shoot. Very fetish very bondage very awesome. . . . I mean a girl cant tie herself down.
Also I have a gallery show coming up. I've been working alot on some new pieces so far so good. I'll post pictures soon.
I do miss my boy though.
Due to some circumstances my baby corgi puppy, costello, isn't living with me at the moment.
My mother is taking care of him until I can move out of my current apartment.
I miss his wet puppy kisses. Im happy I will be seeing him next week though. ugh. I hate this.
I found this video I took of Durbs assistant playing with him at a dinner party and it made me laugh so hard. . . .and miss him even more really.
ugh. ugh. ugh.
Anyways more happier topics.
SG SPICE NIGHT IN COLUMBUS OHIO IS THIS WEEKEND!
Out of town girls like Frisky get into town 2mrw! so excited!!!!
Some of the other ladies include
Sunshine
Meow
Opaque
Nik
Lainey
Secret
Lucsious
Dika
Tita
Copper
Havana
Casino
Bunni
gatsby
Monroe
Warning
Nessy
Rainbow
Keely
Madison
MissSophie
and Doctor
hot hotttt ladies I can't wait!!!!
Hope to see everyone there!
xo xo radeo
I got my throat outlined by Durb today!
I lovvve it! he does amazing work!
mind you these pictures are poor quality
and I jusst got home from the session its a wittle gooey :]
here is the honeycomb heart
heres the queen bee
and the king bee
the taste of love is sweet when hearts like ours meet. . .
not a very eventful blog BUT here's my previous if you havent seen it!
its very informative. . . .
I lovvve it! he does amazing work!
mind you these pictures are poor quality
and I jusst got home from the session its a wittle gooey :]
here is the honeycomb heart
heres the queen bee
and the king bee
the taste of love is sweet when hearts like ours meet. . .
not a very eventful blog BUT here's my previous if you havent seen it!
its very informative. . . .
xo radeo
Okay okay okay okayyyyy!
Lots of stuff to talk about.
Since I think I've crawled out of my pessimistic hole. I can finally give a proper update. :]
Where to start?
Lets start with BOOOBS!
First off I have a new favorite Sg!
Doctor!
Check out her new set!
i feel bad a little bit. While AlissaBrunelli was shooting her me and Sunshine
had a few drinks and harrassed her a little bit while shooting. We couldnt help ourselves.
Also thanks for all the comments on my most recent set Sweetheart
Its always alot of fun to shoot with the lovely AlissaBrunelli
I've been starting to shoot alot lately.
A few weeks ago I went to LA to shoot for a clothing company
(see if you can find my interview with EZ from what you need tv I was extremely nervous dont judge hah)
which i'll spill more details about that later but while I was in LA
I shot with LiquidScience and Sash
had alot of fun theyre both sweethearts
here's some of the pictures I got back from it!
We also shot a hot video which I can't wait to show you guys!
Hmm what else what else
oh yes! I shot with Chas ray Krider again
and me and AlissaBrunelli are going to attemtp at some tattoo magazines here soon
Also me and MissSophie are going to be traveling to shoot in a week or so.
exciting roadtrips :]
And Im building a website.
Right now its hooked up to a blog but i still post frequently there so check it out.
radeoradeo
AND AND AND the most important part!
we're throwing ANOTHER suicide girl party!
this time at a new location and perfomances by nullDika!
i cant wait
INFO:
SG Night at Spice Gastro Lounge & Bar
491 N. Park St
Columbus, OH 43215
Sunday, April 26th 9pm - 1am
21+
Cover $5
COME COME COME! its going to be alot of fun!
Also if you cant make that come to Hell City at the end of May!
www.hellcity.com
It's a blast and an awesome tattoo convention.
Plus there will be a bunch of hot Sgs there so why not :]
Anyways thanks for reading my disorganized ramble!
Its nice outside go play!
xo radeo
Lots of stuff to talk about.
Since I think I've crawled out of my pessimistic hole. I can finally give a proper update. :]
Where to start?
Lets start with BOOOBS!
First off I have a new favorite Sg!
Doctor!
Check out her new set!
i feel bad a little bit. While AlissaBrunelli was shooting her me and Sunshine
had a few drinks and harrassed her a little bit while shooting. We couldnt help ourselves.
Also thanks for all the comments on my most recent set Sweetheart
Its always alot of fun to shoot with the lovely AlissaBrunelli
I've been starting to shoot alot lately.
A few weeks ago I went to LA to shoot for a clothing company
(see if you can find my interview with EZ from what you need tv I was extremely nervous dont judge hah)
which i'll spill more details about that later but while I was in LA
I shot with LiquidScience and Sash
had alot of fun theyre both sweethearts
here's some of the pictures I got back from it!
We also shot a hot video which I can't wait to show you guys!
Hmm what else what else
oh yes! I shot with Chas ray Krider again
and me and AlissaBrunelli are going to attemtp at some tattoo magazines here soon
Also me and MissSophie are going to be traveling to shoot in a week or so.
exciting roadtrips :]
And Im building a website.
Right now its hooked up to a blog but i still post frequently there so check it out.
radeoradeo
AND AND AND the most important part!
we're throwing ANOTHER suicide girl party!
this time at a new location and perfomances by nullDika!
i cant wait
INFO:
SG Night at Spice Gastro Lounge & Bar
491 N. Park St
Columbus, OH 43215
Sunday, April 26th 9pm - 1am
21+
Cover $5
COME COME COME! its going to be alot of fun!
Also if you cant make that come to Hell City at the end of May!
www.hellcity.com
It's a blast and an awesome tattoo convention.
Plus there will be a bunch of hot Sgs there so why not :]
Anyways thanks for reading my disorganized ramble!
Its nice outside go play!
xo radeo
I am not myself lately.
This should be a happy post but I can't seem to put it together.
Thanks everyone for the loving on my new set.
The comments, messages and this little guy
puts a little grin on my face.
hope everyone is having a good week.
hopefully a happy blog soon
xo radeo
EDIT TO ADD: His name is costello he is a 2 month pembroke corgi. He is an amazing good little boy.
Also check out my website www.radeoradeo.com I post blogs and what not for now. I recently posted a new picture by chas ray krider and one from AlissaBrunelli and will soon be posting some pictures Liquidscience took of me and sash
This should be a happy post but I can't seem to put it together.
Thanks everyone for the loving on my new set.
The comments, messages and this little guy
puts a little grin on my face.
hope everyone is having a good week.
hopefully a happy blog soon
xo radeo
EDIT TO ADD: His name is costello he is a 2 month pembroke corgi. He is an amazing good little boy.
Also check out my website www.radeoradeo.com I post blogs and what not for now. I recently posted a new picture by chas ray krider and one from AlissaBrunelli and will soon be posting some pictures Liquidscience took of me and sash
I hate to blog about personal things.
but i need to vent
It hit me this morning how detached im becoming.
Ugh im like a zombie. I can't show emotion towards anything if I tried.
I feel sick about it.
This has to end and is going to soon.
Im doing some spring cleaning starting today.
Out with the bad in with the good.
I feel like most good things are followed by bad things and vice versa anyways.
My dad texted me this morning to tell me I apparently have a new baby brother on the way.
This is another thing im emotionless towards.
In a way Im welcoming to anything my family does and I support his decision to add to our family.
On the other hand my new soon to be step mother is 6 months older than me.
I'm very confused about this situation.
Also the situation in which i previously blogged about has been bringing me down.
Should I even care? Should i care? Does this make me a bad person having these feelings?
I don't know what to do about any of this.
I feel like life as of lately has been like a Jenga game.
I appologize to any of my friends if i've been different.
I want the old me back
Im going on a small hiatus, doing spring cleaning, and starting new, getting new inspiration, surrounding myself with friends and trying harder.
time to climb out of the hole im in.
I have a new set in MR 2mrw. called 'sweetheart"
Having new sets always make me feel better.
i dont know why
perfect timing.
thanks for listening to my rant.
im sorry lately thats all thats been coming out of my mouth. . ranting
im over it.
xo radeo
but i need to vent
It hit me this morning how detached im becoming.
Ugh im like a zombie. I can't show emotion towards anything if I tried.
I feel sick about it.
This has to end and is going to soon.
Im doing some spring cleaning starting today.
Out with the bad in with the good.
I feel like most good things are followed by bad things and vice versa anyways.
My dad texted me this morning to tell me I apparently have a new baby brother on the way.
This is another thing im emotionless towards.
In a way Im welcoming to anything my family does and I support his decision to add to our family.
On the other hand my new soon to be step mother is 6 months older than me.
I'm very confused about this situation.
Also the situation in which i previously blogged about has been bringing me down.
Should I even care? Should i care? Does this make me a bad person having these feelings?
I don't know what to do about any of this.
I feel like life as of lately has been like a Jenga game.
I appologize to any of my friends if i've been different.
I want the old me back
Im going on a small hiatus, doing spring cleaning, and starting new, getting new inspiration, surrounding myself with friends and trying harder.
time to climb out of the hole im in.
I have a new set in MR 2mrw. called 'sweetheart"
Having new sets always make me feel better.
i dont know why
perfect timing.
thanks for listening to my rant.
im sorry lately thats all thats been coming out of my mouth. . ranting
im over it.
xo radeo
Oh relationships. What a rollarcoaster the past few months have been. I know I'm not the only Suicide girl who has had a relationship end over this website. I just don't understand. How can you start a relationship with someone when you have such a big problem with what they do as a hobby. Or is it just an excuse when you get scared. Its so easy to blame it on "SG, or this is what you do i cant accept that" Theres too many fine lines that could or could not be crossed. It's not like it's a surprise. It was all laid out in the beginning. I personally really enjoy being apart of this community there's been to many positive things to come out of it, but man is it hard to date now a days. I feel like either A. they cant coupe with dating a nude model or B. they only wanted to date you becuase thats what you do. It goes back and forth back and forth. Pride. . jealousy. . back and forth back and forth A or B. Either that or this. I don't feel like i'm being shared, like it's a competition, at the end of the day you're with that person anyways, doesn't that count for something. Unlike some other girls who have left the site due to this. . I know if you care about someone you'd accept them for who they are especially if it makes them happy. . no one is perfect. . . . oh sigh . . . Im done rambling.
So back to business.
I had a lovely time in LA. I'll have some fun pictures soon. All the girls I met out there are such sweethearts. Shooting with liquidscience and sash was a blast. It really inspired me to do more lil projects. I hope to go back soon. Also, I'm very glad to be back in columbus, glad I've met such awesome girls who know how to cheer me up like AlissaBrunelli, sunshine, and havana. Also doctor is now a suicide girl. She is such an amazing girl!
Oh and I hope to have something new for you soon
xo radeo
So back to business.
I had a lovely time in LA. I'll have some fun pictures soon. All the girls I met out there are such sweethearts. Shooting with liquidscience and sash was a blast. It really inspired me to do more lil projects. I hope to go back soon. Also, I'm very glad to be back in columbus, glad I've met such awesome girls who know how to cheer me up like AlissaBrunelli, sunshine, and havana. Also doctor is now a suicide girl. She is such an amazing girl!
Oh and I hope to have something new for you soon
xo radeo
