story time! I'll make it short. . . I recently responded to this photographer that shoots for taboo hustler. Im not really interested in hustler but like I said im getting really into bondage/fetish stuff and he also has alot of print work as well as does music videos and cd cover shoots so what the heck it seemed legit. So I went to meet him at a coffee house we talk he's harmless a lil full of himself, and he spends close to an hour bashing anything and everything about suicide girls and even missy, i try to stay polite change subjects disagree mainly let him toot his own horn. . . we start talking about his work and he asks me to go see his work at his house. . i agree i know sorta risky, not smart, but im naive and he's a harmless old geezer, right?

So I get to his house, we walk in through his basement and it is a dungeon, full on. We go up stairs and their is butt plugs the size of my head as center pieces for his table, big glass dildos on his kitchen counter. . now this harmless old geezer thats full of himself is creeping me out he's telling me he has thousands of dollars in sex toys and all this stuff, he says i need to explore them and that he'll open up my mind sexually. . WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!(thats basically whats going through my head at this point). . then he bashes suicide girls AGAIN! also i think im gonna be sick from the overwhelming smell of generic febreeze that fills up his house and finally i make the mistake of asking him whats so great about HIS work? This guy builds and builds and builds up his ego so much and goes on and on and on about how his stuff isnt like anything ive ever seen or he could even compare it too etc etc and finally he goes and gets this thing its a thick rod with a rubber head almost the size of a small pear. . . to get to the point he basically explains to me that his way of shooting nudes that ill be subjected too if i model for him would be to hold this vibrating rod to a girls clit and when they get off he takes pictures of them. . .

at this point i am about to cry im literally holding back the tears. . . not because im scared but because i am so and i mean SO furious that this old perv wasted 4 and a half hours of my life talking about how great he was and how his work is changing the porn industry and how SG is a joke and missy is this and that and i held my tongue . . . im ready to get the fuck out of this place fuck this guy . . . so maybe an hour after mentioning i had to go (this process took an hour because he HAD to show me his stuff, which was very tasteless and the photography itself was well pretty crappy compared) but finally i get away!

I'm not kidding this guy talked so much about himself i was ready to drive into oncoming traffic when i left. I went off about the whole thing to Rachelsage i wanted to fight someone or just break down in tears my brain was just overloaded with so much bullshit this guy made me endure i couldnt take it, i dont think ive ever felt that way in my life

anyways to conclude my not so short, short story, maybe a week later we're communicating through texts and i couldnt take it! I tried to be polite but when he told me that i wasn't cut out for his type of photography after i told him i didnt want to shoot hustler stuff. . . it was over. . what? he means i dont want a buttplug the size of my cat shoved up my ass so he can shoot photos and jerk off to it later. . . no thanks we exchanged hasty messages and he mentions sg again and to be honest with his photography quality and models alone he would be EXTREMELY lucky to have his stuff in member review on suicide girls and thats what i told him . . . just with a little meaner word usage anyways enough about that

on lighter news speaking of cats!
I got one! I needed something to cuddle with, ive been lacking a lil TLC for months now haha

I named him Mr.Lugosi after Bella Lugosi if you don't know who he is you should look him up he's a wonderful classic horror actor


One more thing! I shot a set of Rachelsage that should be in member review soon! This is a 1st for me I'm not much of a photographer BUT i really like the set and i'm sure you guys will too! so comments would be appreciated that girl needs another accepted set! also here's a cute pic from after we shot



okay! I have a big weekend ahead of me
so i'll have more to share soon
good night! dont let the bed bugs bite

xo radeo