Feels like the girls up here aren't very keen on me. I feel like an outcast even though I'm pretty sure I've been here longer than all of them. And for the record I have always been sweet as pie. Every party I have at my house I openly invite them all.

Whatever.

Back to real life. Because I have one.

Do you have Instagram?
Oui?
C'est merveilleux!
Follow me: jaguarjenn

I love and miss the best friend I've ever had. No matter what nothing compares to what we had/have.
"The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart."
-Elisabeth Foley

I have a sinus infection and it's making me sad.

UPDATE: The sickness has taken control of my lungs as well. I've slept 20 out of the last 24 hours. The ones I was awake for my dude whipped me up a vegan quiche from scratch filled with veggies.
Cross your fingers I overcome this. Sometimes my colds turn into pneumonia. I've been really good with vitamins and healthy eating and that's kept me plague free for some time now.

Ok. Back to bed.
<3

I want to shave my head.

Downward spiral.
I need a job.
I need hope.
Help.

I'm sick of that sad entry. Simply put: there isn't a damn thing we can do about the car DAYS before christmas so it's going to have to look like this for a while:

whatever.

I'm more frustrated that this twat's car didn't get towed/broken into/hit by a meteor. That's her. The old hag.
JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE MONEY DOESN'T ENTITLE YOU TO ROB HANDICAPPED PEOPLE OF THEIR SPOTS. Or maybe it does. I'm a little disheartened with how the world works sometimes.

On to happier things:


When I'm bummed I google unlikely animal friends. It INSTANTLY cheers me up. Try it. (you're welcome)


My boys <3


My dude put together a little crafting station for me. It rules being with someone who supports my creative side.

I haven't been cooking much lately because I've been spending all my time crocheting things. I've been doing custom orders for people. I haven't even set my etsy shop up yet!










BENTREY! We say his name now with an asian-american accent. Poor guy.


Sometimes Icky requires a beaded pillow AND a cat bed to sleep on. Sometimes just my shoes.


My sister said they look like they are trying to blend in so we might mistakenly take them with us to Canada for christmas. She's probably right.


Someone on here asked me to post more full length photos of my outfits. It's never terribly exciting.
(I found those boots)


One of my dearest friends ever. don Julio. It's his birthday today!

pfft... that cold didn't have jack on my amazing immune system! one day... ha!


typical cat


roof climbing


thanksgiving #2


can't frown


craft related injury


PONY TAIL OMGOMGOMG


rosemary potatoes, steamed broccoli and a field roast and red onion sandwich with SPICY vegan mayo


fancy plugs


if anyone wants to get me these for christmas that would be ok (i like the orange, too)

i'm very excited for christmas this year. although my collective is closing (hopefully temporarily) i'm trying to not let it bum me out. i've made all my christmas gifts for my family already so there's no stress there. scotty and i are going to santa clarita for a few days to spend some time with his family then we're heading to the great white north to spend some times with mine. see, in the midst of shit and stress there is always a silver lining. the lining being seeing my super so cal boyfriend in canada in december.

p.s. dying my hair red again. i can never stay black for too long. oh well.

I have a nasty cold. Sweats, chills, fever, and on top of it Dysmenorrhea (the most brutal of brutal cramps).
Sob!
Here are a couple things that are great:


i fit into my old barn boots from when i was 15.


fixing some fresh cranberry sauce


B got a bath


bre and ickybaba


me and gretchen mapletree


tofurkey with roasted veggies, vegan mac'n'chee with broccoli, sweet potatoes, cornbread stuffing, mushroom gravy, sauteed rainbow chard.
not pictured is the pumpkin pie and brussel sprouts

how was your thanksgiving? hopefully kind