it was hard to get out of bed today. i feel so f-ing lethargic now that i'm not working at the restaurant and i'm at a desk everyday. even tho i walk from bart to work it's still not enough. i need a bike. BADLY! i want to go on bike adventures and ride to bart instead of the stupid bus. i'm so bummed on the economy. my club is slow and so hours were cut which is a bummer but hopefully things will pick up. i have to pay for a new greencard since mine was jacked when i was robbed in the fall. bummer. i really have put it off for long enough. the stamp on my passport expires in april so i have to handle that quick. ugh. ok and my stomach hurts. i'm done complaining. aside from money worries everything is golden.


i think this picture means people like me, and i'm a jerk. or they are hungry... thats probably it.

i think this picture means people like me, and i'm a jerk. or they are hungry... thats probably it.
i don't know what it is. the pep in my step makes my smile bigger with each block i walk. i pay attention to birds singing, i sleep sound at night and i wake up looking forward to my day as oppose to wishing i could go back to sleep. i lied, i have an idea as to what might be helping me in the happiness dept. i know i ramble on about it but after the year i had it is so fucking refreshing to be happy all the time. my bestfriend can read my mind and knows how i work better then anyone on the planet, my boyfriend is the most genuine beautiful boy i've ever known, my cat and dog are inlove and i get to talk to my dad on the phone almost everyday. my divorce will be final april 10th, i have lots of travellers coming this way all spring and my job f-ing rules. i fell like i should shut up before i jinx my good luck so heres a blurry crap photo of my new medusa piercing josh did! ooo! and you can kinda dig the blue hair. brown=boring...blue=magic!!!



so what if i'm stealing this from thistle.. i like her!
1. Do you like blue cheese? not for me
2. Have you ever been drunk? im usually drunk
3. Do you own a gun? id shoot someone by accident. its best i dont have weapons
4. What flavor of Kool Aid was your favorite? strawberry. i drank a lot of koolaid when i first go married because we were soooo poor
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? who doesnt. i think hospitals are fun. they dont scare me
6. What do you think of hot dogs? smart dogs are the bees knees
7. Favorite Christmas movie? bad santa will always be super funny. i dig rudolph because of misfit island
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee or juice
9. Can you do push ups? i have the upper body strength of a kitten
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my anchor necklace... ive had it awhile and the tip of an antler casper made into a necklace pendant
11. Favorite hobby? reading... wow boooorrrrriing
12. Do you have A.D.D.? nah im just a space cadet
13. What's your favorite shoe? tall black chucks or my lepord print flats
14. Middle name? peggy
15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? josh, lunch with lou, its a happy day for pot smokers
16. Name 3 drinks you regularly? water, juice, rum
17. Current worry? money.. duh
18. Current hate right now? having to pee with nobody to watch the front desk
20. How did you bring in the New Year? dancing with roach at the slackers. balloons everywhere and kissing my favourite human. totally blissful!
21. Where would you like to go? the f-ing bathroom
22. Name three people who will complete this? suzanne maybe... eh i dunno
23. Do you own slippers? OMG i had a weird dream about my first crush in highschool and he was wearing weird slippers
24What color shirt are you wearing right now? purple work shirt and my green hoodie josh altered to actually fit me
25. Do you like sleeping on Satin sheets? never have.
26. Can you whistle? i whistle a lot. its probably annoying
27. Favorite color? green or red... always black.. turquoise and mustard yellow
28. Would you be a pirate ? LOST BOYS KILL PIRATES
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? i dont
30. Favorite Girl's Name? sophia
31. Favorite boy's name? jacob
32. What's in your pocket right now? change and a bart ticket
33. Last thing that made you laugh? telling my boss about my monster cat.. he cares!
34. Best bed sheets as a child? pink paisley... wow girly
35. Worst injury you've ever had as a child? broken collarbone
36. Do you love where you live? i loathe my landlord but i love misfit island and its tenants
38. Who is your loudest friend? a drunk roach is loud
39. How many dogs do you have? uno
40. Does someone have a crush on you? i like to think so
41. What is your favorite book? the unbareable lightness of being
42. What is your favorite candy? ginger candy
43. Favorite Sports Team? eh
44. What song do you want played at your funeral? ive never been able to decide
1. Do you like blue cheese? not for me
2. Have you ever been drunk? im usually drunk
3. Do you own a gun? id shoot someone by accident. its best i dont have weapons
4. What flavor of Kool Aid was your favorite? strawberry. i drank a lot of koolaid when i first go married because we were soooo poor
5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? who doesnt. i think hospitals are fun. they dont scare me
6. What do you think of hot dogs? smart dogs are the bees knees
7. Favorite Christmas movie? bad santa will always be super funny. i dig rudolph because of misfit island
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coffee or juice
9. Can you do push ups? i have the upper body strength of a kitten
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my anchor necklace... ive had it awhile and the tip of an antler casper made into a necklace pendant
11. Favorite hobby? reading... wow boooorrrrriing
12. Do you have A.D.D.? nah im just a space cadet
13. What's your favorite shoe? tall black chucks or my lepord print flats
14. Middle name? peggy
15. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment? josh, lunch with lou, its a happy day for pot smokers
16. Name 3 drinks you regularly? water, juice, rum
17. Current worry? money.. duh
18. Current hate right now? having to pee with nobody to watch the front desk
20. How did you bring in the New Year? dancing with roach at the slackers. balloons everywhere and kissing my favourite human. totally blissful!
21. Where would you like to go? the f-ing bathroom
22. Name three people who will complete this? suzanne maybe... eh i dunno
23. Do you own slippers? OMG i had a weird dream about my first crush in highschool and he was wearing weird slippers
24What color shirt are you wearing right now? purple work shirt and my green hoodie josh altered to actually fit me
25. Do you like sleeping on Satin sheets? never have.
26. Can you whistle? i whistle a lot. its probably annoying
27. Favorite color? green or red... always black.. turquoise and mustard yellow
28. Would you be a pirate ? LOST BOYS KILL PIRATES
29. What songs do you sing in the shower? i dont
30. Favorite Girl's Name? sophia
31. Favorite boy's name? jacob
32. What's in your pocket right now? change and a bart ticket
33. Last thing that made you laugh? telling my boss about my monster cat.. he cares!
34. Best bed sheets as a child? pink paisley... wow girly
35. Worst injury you've ever had as a child? broken collarbone
36. Do you love where you live? i loathe my landlord but i love misfit island and its tenants
38. Who is your loudest friend? a drunk roach is loud
39. How many dogs do you have? uno
40. Does someone have a crush on you? i like to think so
41. What is your favorite book? the unbareable lightness of being
42. What is your favorite candy? ginger candy
43. Favorite Sports Team? eh
44. What song do you want played at your funeral? ive never been able to decide

who needs real tattoos when 50cents gets you a sweet fake spider tattoo in chinatown? where josh (seen above) will adhere his own fake tattoos i like to use the surprise attack on roach. that being where i know she is in a smaller room in our house where i can corner her and smack the fake tattoo on and follow it with my other hand with a damp towel. poor girl. roach has had some lovely fake tattoos such as a a pink unicorn, a skull and crossbones that read "turn back now" and some hearts with a gross tribal design behind them, to name a few.
in other news, josh's mom and brother left with their new puppy in tow. who, by the way, was lovingly and drunkenly named 'frenchie park indica verdi' in our living room. it's still no 'the jetts ichabod buttcakes super mexican crane' (our cat a.k.a. icky) but i like it. i had a lot of fun with his mom and brother. she was a delight to be around and we really got on well. his brother was sweet but totally not like him at all. it's similar to my sister and i. it's cute.
a few things...
a humming bird got trapped in my hair while i was walking down san pablo. i saved it and set it free. yes, that really happened.
josh's mom and brother are visiting the bay right now which means roach is on an air mattress in the kitchen, josh and i are on the couch, and they have bed rights. they brought a puppy that the benetley hates SO much and the cat (icky) is jealous of, but she is mega cute and cuddles with me at night so they can sit on it. i dig cuteness. i also dig watching the puppy crap in roach's makeshift bedroom at 5am and laughing 'til i cry. i do not dig stepping in pee.
both of my jobs have been slow due to the rain/economy/space aliens but thats cool because i've had some time to spend with my loved ones... and time to clean my house, which was a very good thing.
i put some brown in my fringe, it looks ok. josh likes it more then me, i think it needs blonde.
i'm still the world's most sensitive jerk but i make mean vegan 'meatballs' so it balances out i think.
a humming bird got trapped in my hair while i was walking down san pablo. i saved it and set it free. yes, that really happened.
josh's mom and brother are visiting the bay right now which means roach is on an air mattress in the kitchen, josh and i are on the couch, and they have bed rights. they brought a puppy that the benetley hates SO much and the cat (icky) is jealous of, but she is mega cute and cuddles with me at night so they can sit on it. i dig cuteness. i also dig watching the puppy crap in roach's makeshift bedroom at 5am and laughing 'til i cry. i do not dig stepping in pee.
both of my jobs have been slow due to the rain/economy/space aliens but thats cool because i've had some time to spend with my loved ones... and time to clean my house, which was a very good thing.
i put some brown in my fringe, it looks ok. josh likes it more then me, i think it needs blonde.
i'm still the world's most sensitive jerk but i make mean vegan 'meatballs' so it balances out i think.










