i have to take one of my nipple rings out
i am sooooo sad
its half torn out , but i really dont have the heart to take it out
but i must
then ill just get it repierced
i guess

the cute boy from boathouse talked to me today
*swoon* le sigh hheheheheh
good day
looooong day , but all in all , good

*ps* dear penis - omg i dont know why thats so funny

*pps* quote of the day - " im gonna puke on you"

i hate my dad

ive realized how cool all the desktops are & i am sad that i dont have any of me
*quinne cries*
hehe i want one
anyway i have to work again today - seems i work everyday , oh well its money so its cool
im actually really happy that im going to be able to get everyone cool shit for christmas this year
haha my dog is getting a hair cut today
the lady was a total bitch when i dropped him of - she loves my dog but looks at me like im some sort of an unfit mother. like im undeserving of my dog. what-fucking-ever , i love that pooch ! hes my freaking shadow. i hate when people judge - i should be used to it by now but i guess im not. i wanted to freak out on her for being so rude to me & point out that her fucking life time occupation was cutting my stinky dogs hair...what a wench
anywho i have to work shortly - i cant get on here to play at work , why - i havent worked that out yet , but i will
hehehe

ps will someone make me a desk top . pretty please with a cherry on top?

*pps* how cute if my friend courtney - new member

very long day at work
but my friend courtney visited me so it was worth it
i got my sisters christmas present which is cool , its sooo perfect for her

quinne is a tired kitten today



P-fucking-S
i know i said all was good in boyfriend land
but its not
he really is fucking her , & staying with her
why do i let myself get hurt
whatever i dont want to even try to deal with it
what a fucking jerk

wooo whos an offical sg today
yeah thats right me
hehehe i got mymadonna pierced today too
yay!
im a happy camper today
le sigh
shame that being an sg doesnt affect the fact that i still have to work til close tonight
however i was wearing my sg shirt to get pierced today & the cool piercer was like sweet ill give this to you for like $15 cheaper for being a suicide girl
muahahhahahahaa

*ps* - check out oneiric clothing coooool shit

i had a package waiting for me after work
yay for sg mail
i love getting mail
im such a dork
it was so cool to put on sg panties seriously , & a sweet little note from chloe , it made my otherwise loooooooong & stressful day very very worth it
i know stress working in a skate shop - crazy huh
i think im getting my madonna pierced tomorrow
le sigh
i think all is well in love land
but who knows
but thanks to everyone here who was super supportive while i was upset

consider the source

the boyfriend has been fucking his ex girlfriend
imagine that
le sigh
woooooooow
lets add this to my little dramatic life
well i guess hes the 'exboyfriend'
any encouraging words
i want to hide in my closet & never come out

so i got to work today & adam had a surprise for me
the dude rocks my world , & he had this awesome hot pink distillers sticker for me
i like stickers , & i like the distillers
what a coooool mother fucking cat
im still sick & i think im going to go to the doctor because im not getting any better , & that kind of sucks alot
oh well
i think ive decided on my madonna for a piercing
im so indecisive - its like a problem - oh well , ill get it & see what happens hehehe
new girl week makes me sooooo happy
i cant wait each day is going to be like friggin christmas

wooooo fucking hoooooooo
its new girl week
im deeply pleased & excited
i dont know what day i am : / but none the less im really stoked
so many new beautiful girls

anyway i think i want my septum pierced - that or my madonna , hmmm maybe both , im so indecisive
any thoughts on what i should do? hahaha i dont really have any real problems at the moment i dont think , that seems to be the big one today!