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happy saturday friends. IT IS FREEZING. my eyes were watering as i rode my bike to bart this morning. so cold. i just can't be happy with the weather. i'm not sweating, so i'm happy i guess. the only bad this is that my dress for sg prom is very short and very strapless so it's pretty much definate that i will be freezing tonight. when i bought it we were beginning a heat wave. go figure.
this week has bee a little tough. i'm hypersensitive and a little anxious and fucking up weird things here and there. i'm hoping it's the planets and it will end soon and normal life will resume. my boss said it will, and i trust him. he is my morning therapist, i get to complain to him about everything(divorce, bf, why i keep the water heater on hot and not warm) it's great. all i have to do is bake peanut butter cookies here and there and he's a great therapist to me. haha.
ok anyway, last night i went to berkeley with roach to meet joshy boy and get smart alec's for dinner(NOM) then went to amoeba and lurked around the world music section while roach looked at john waters' movies (bought 'serial mom') and josh looking at vhs and bought a sonic video game that is fucking hard and i'm not a huge fan of. we also bough 'let the right one in' and i really really really loved it. there was one song that made me think of another song that i can't remember the name of and even though i hate that kinda thing, i kinda love it. the song sounded like a song my friend put on a mixtape he made me from all vinyl.win. the band might be mando diao... crap i don't know. anyway positive happy energry and thoughts for my stopping the sensitivity would be greatly appreciated.
this week has bee a little tough. i'm hypersensitive and a little anxious and fucking up weird things here and there. i'm hoping it's the planets and it will end soon and normal life will resume. my boss said it will, and i trust him. he is my morning therapist, i get to complain to him about everything(divorce, bf, why i keep the water heater on hot and not warm) it's great. all i have to do is bake peanut butter cookies here and there and he's a great therapist to me. haha.
ok anyway, last night i went to berkeley with roach to meet joshy boy and get smart alec's for dinner(NOM) then went to amoeba and lurked around the world music section while roach looked at john waters' movies (bought 'serial mom') and josh looking at vhs and bought a sonic video game that is fucking hard and i'm not a huge fan of. we also bough 'let the right one in' and i really really really loved it. there was one song that made me think of another song that i can't remember the name of and even though i hate that kinda thing, i kinda love it. the song sounded like a song my friend put on a mixtape he made me from all vinyl.win. the band might be mando diao... crap i don't know. anyway positive happy energry and thoughts for my stopping the sensitivity would be greatly appreciated.
i have been having an amazingly mellow few days. roach has been in LA for a few days and it has just been josh and me at the homestead. seriously we have just been watching old seinfeld episodes, making awesome dinners, cuddling and totally reveling in eachothers company. it has been really nice.
on wednesday my beloved friend Scully_ came to visit me at josh's shop in berkeley. (wednesday became 'take your girlfriend to work day' because i took the day off to be with the boy but he got called into work)
yup sittin' around, playin darts(not me, my aim is dangerous), makin' dick jokes... tattoo shop life haha
anyway, he pierced her nose and it looks super cute! she has the perfect nose for it. made me miss my nostril piercinga bit. but i couldn't get it now, it would fuck up my flow. ya dig?
that was pretty much all the outside world excitement i had. well that at the kid trying to stab people with a razor on bart today and the dude in downton oakland who asked me to suck his dick eariler this week. such classy young men that hangout by the bus stops downtown. ugh.
oh! yeah, so, i heard that we might get into tripple digit weather this week. I AM NOT IMPRESSED. i get pink cheeked and gross hot at like 77. i am not built to withstand that kinda heat. nor is bentley. last time it was 80 icky laid with a frozen bottle of water on the bathroom tile. josh and roach are from like death valley or close enough and they think this is pretty much the funniest thing ever... yeah. real funny.
omg i totally forgot...
monday joshy is suspending for his first time. this shit is nuts to me so if anyone here knows anything about it trick, tips, advice or anything like that lemme know. he's doin' it with people who do it all the time but some outside words would be cool too.
alright, back to work for this little bee. happy saturday!
on wednesday my beloved friend Scully_ came to visit me at josh's shop in berkeley. (wednesday became 'take your girlfriend to work day' because i took the day off to be with the boy but he got called into work)
yup sittin' around, playin darts(not me, my aim is dangerous), makin' dick jokes... tattoo shop life haha
anyway, he pierced her nose and it looks super cute! she has the perfect nose for it. made me miss my nostril piercinga bit. but i couldn't get it now, it would fuck up my flow. ya dig?
that was pretty much all the outside world excitement i had. well that at the kid trying to stab people with a razor on bart today and the dude in downton oakland who asked me to suck his dick eariler this week. such classy young men that hangout by the bus stops downtown. ugh.
oh! yeah, so, i heard that we might get into tripple digit weather this week. I AM NOT IMPRESSED. i get pink cheeked and gross hot at like 77. i am not built to withstand that kinda heat. nor is bentley. last time it was 80 icky laid with a frozen bottle of water on the bathroom tile. josh and roach are from like death valley or close enough and they think this is pretty much the funniest thing ever... yeah. real funny.
omg i totally forgot...
monday joshy is suspending for his first time. this shit is nuts to me so if anyone here knows anything about it trick, tips, advice or anything like that lemme know. he's doin' it with people who do it all the time but some outside words would be cool too.
alright, back to work for this little bee. happy saturday!
f makeup. i'm over it.
some days i feel like i would look ok bald. then i wonder what else my judgement is severely skewed on.
it's monday morning and my boy is home from vegas and i'm pretty happy about that. so happy i made a vegetarian lasanga last night that didn't suck! it was my first one... go me! everything feels great lately. i feel like i'm gaining some clarity with the sobriety and a ton of happiness that is long overdue. stress is still a little high but i'm not sure if thats going away. ha.
i'm excited for prom. i got my dress, it's super short and coral and pretty. win! i'll be bringing julio as my date again this year, so that rules as well.
i slept 'til like 3pm yesterday. un/fortunatly my dog is like no other dog. he would never wake me up to take him for a walk, he just sleeps alongside me. i guess i needed it though, i've been a little tired lately. but tired from riding my bike a lot, not from partying. it's good i think, helps me sleep through the night.
speaking of parties i went to my friend heather's birthday party on saturday with my gang of, as my mother would call them, "selectivly outgoing people" (aka team socially awkward). i was sober, obviously, and we walked up to a house full of very drunk and very loud and obnoxious people. hudled in the kitchen only conversing with eachother i realized i'm kinda over the screaming and saying and doing of dumb things. i'm shy by nature and drinking a lot made it appear as though i'm not, giving the world the illusion that my boundries are easially broken or that i have none at all, that i'm ok with things i'm not. i do no want to play twister with a bunch of half naked drunk idiots, thanks. twister is an unappealing game. i don't like when people i don't know touch me, i don't like it when most of the people i do know touch me, i'm not as cuddly as you might expect. i have to really like you.
i'm rambling. work is slow.
eh.
:EDIT:
i don't want to come off snotty or holier then thou, thats not my intention. i love beer, i love wine, i most of all love tequila and have had lots of amazing times. this particular party had a lot of dummies. thats all.
MEGATRON MURDERFACE is the winner! rufio lost by ONE vote and walter was a close third.
i didn't ride my bike to work today because it is a little rainy and i'm over being soaking wet in may.
example A
don't get me wrong, i love the rain. but last week i thought it would be a good idea to walk from bart instead of taking the bus and got caught in a downpour. i made the best of it but skipping and splashing in puddles(btw i'm 5) oh, and my friend mich left roach and i his car for the week while he is in vegas with my boyfriend. ha! win! but his car is gnar on the inside so when i get paid tomorrow i'm going to go get it detailed at the weird little asian place where, by the way, they also give "happy international haircut for man and woman"
hmmm what else is flashy and exciting... this week is actually a quiet one. the visit from my 'friend' from florida didn't go as expexted. well, actually, it did but i was hoping that i was just being dramatic and expecting the worst but it turns out that i should probably trust my intuition a little more and stop letting emotional vampires into my life. ugh. enough of that though, i have had so many amazing visitors that i'm not going to let one visit fuck me up. live and learn i suppose. maybe this time it will stick.
i'm not in a great mood today, which is balls. i woke up with a migrane and i had to cover my eyes for like an hour before the sun stopped hurting me and i could get out of bed. i just feel blah. i hate it because for awhile there i had been feeling so magical and clear and happy. i'm a little frustrated with some feelings i'm having and i can't differentiate between wether i'm overly sensitive and super crazy and needy or if my feelings are totally justified. i've been a little down on myself lately at the hands of someone else and i'm feeling a little bummed. i hate it. i know we all have blah days and i just would like this one to be over and to have a happy tomorrow. sorry i'm such a bummer.oh! but i just remembered i have a blueberry odwalla smoothing drink in the fridge here at work so thats good. hah.
i finally got my ears up to 1 1/4in after what seems like months and months of stretching. i love having my ears this big. i'm gonna stay at this size for awhile because i blew out my right ear pretty bad. eventually i'd like to get to 1 1/2in because joshy has these super sick wood plugs i want. i want 'em bad.
alright i'm just sappy and a crybaby dumptruck today so i'm gonna leave you with some adorable furry family member photos to make up for my annoying complaining.
the glorious and regal mr. b
naptime with icky(aka fatty ding dong/icky the hut)
sir bentley of crumpette shacklebottoms and the jetts ichabod buttcakes super mexican crane
p.s. i'm 9 days sober...
i didn't ride my bike to work today because it is a little rainy and i'm over being soaking wet in may.
example A
don't get me wrong, i love the rain. but last week i thought it would be a good idea to walk from bart instead of taking the bus and got caught in a downpour. i made the best of it but skipping and splashing in puddles(btw i'm 5) oh, and my friend mich left roach and i his car for the week while he is in vegas with my boyfriend. ha! win! but his car is gnar on the inside so when i get paid tomorrow i'm going to go get it detailed at the weird little asian place where, by the way, they also give "happy international haircut for man and woman"
hmmm what else is flashy and exciting... this week is actually a quiet one. the visit from my 'friend' from florida didn't go as expexted. well, actually, it did but i was hoping that i was just being dramatic and expecting the worst but it turns out that i should probably trust my intuition a little more and stop letting emotional vampires into my life. ugh. enough of that though, i have had so many amazing visitors that i'm not going to let one visit fuck me up. live and learn i suppose. maybe this time it will stick.
i'm not in a great mood today, which is balls. i woke up with a migrane and i had to cover my eyes for like an hour before the sun stopped hurting me and i could get out of bed. i just feel blah. i hate it because for awhile there i had been feeling so magical and clear and happy. i'm a little frustrated with some feelings i'm having and i can't differentiate between wether i'm overly sensitive and super crazy and needy or if my feelings are totally justified. i've been a little down on myself lately at the hands of someone else and i'm feeling a little bummed. i hate it. i know we all have blah days and i just would like this one to be over and to have a happy tomorrow. sorry i'm such a bummer.oh! but i just remembered i have a blueberry odwalla smoothing drink in the fridge here at work so thats good. hah.
i finally got my ears up to 1 1/4in after what seems like months and months of stretching. i love having my ears this big. i'm gonna stay at this size for awhile because i blew out my right ear pretty bad. eventually i'd like to get to 1 1/2in because joshy has these super sick wood plugs i want. i want 'em bad.
alright i'm just sappy and a crybaby dumptruck today so i'm gonna leave you with some adorable furry family member photos to make up for my annoying complaining.
the glorious and regal mr. b
naptime with icky(aka fatty ding dong/icky the hut)
sir bentley of crumpette shacklebottoms and the jetts ichabod buttcakes super mexican crane
p.s. i'm 9 days sober...
nicolletta is magic. together we made god save the ... quinne.
i love it and mr. bentley makes a cameo!
ok here are the names i've gotten from you guys for my new bike...
- megatron murderface
- walter
- betsy
- eleanor fitzgerald
- rufio
ok, vote vote vote!!!
i feel lazy. i mean not right now because i just rode my bike long and hard enough to break a sweat and flush my cheeks, which is a nice sight for my coworkers. this tiny being carring a pretty heavy bike up stiars sweating. ha, i'm attractive.
you may be asking yourself "since when does this quinne chick ride a bike and not run for the bus?"
since i got a friggin' bike for my birthday! thats since when friends! (thanks mom and dad haha)
i have a vintage scwinn fairlady but she needs new tires and is about 700billion pounds and rocks a bananna seat, thus she is not ideal for commuting. she is more of a cruising cool kid kinda bike. this being said i now have to get new tires because a) i want the roachster to come on little adventures with me and b) i want to ride it while joshy boy rides my new one on adventures til he fixes up his bike ... which is going to be awhile since he goes to APP next week for a week and all focus is on that... not vampire hunts with his insane girlfriend at 1am (it's horse shit i know) j/k i'm hella proud of him. she doesn't have a name. and i'm usually pretty good with naming inanimate objects. and i need to fix a couple things but all the basics work and it gets me to bart in like 10 minutes - suck on that ac transit!!!
p.s. the crap on the those two shelves are ... a galileo thermometer, my sisters university grad photo, a unicorn monster statue, a red glass candle (the kind you find in a bar) flower seed packs i haven't even potted yet, a rat light, and a picture of my little sister and i holding our first cat johnny
you may be asking yourself "since when does this quinne chick ride a bike and not run for the bus?"
since i got a friggin' bike for my birthday! thats since when friends! (thanks mom and dad haha)
i have a vintage scwinn fairlady but she needs new tires and is about 700billion pounds and rocks a bananna seat, thus she is not ideal for commuting. she is more of a cruising cool kid kinda bike. this being said i now have to get new tires because a) i want the roachster to come on little adventures with me and b) i want to ride it while joshy boy rides my new one on adventures til he fixes up his bike ... which is going to be awhile since he goes to APP next week for a week and all focus is on that... not vampire hunts with his insane girlfriend at 1am (it's horse shit i know) j/k i'm hella proud of him. she doesn't have a name. and i'm usually pretty good with naming inanimate objects. and i need to fix a couple things but all the basics work and it gets me to bart in like 10 minutes - suck on that ac transit!!!
p.s. the crap on the those two shelves are ... a galileo thermometer, my sisters university grad photo, a unicorn monster statue, a red glass candle (the kind you find in a bar) flower seed packs i haven't even potted yet, a rat light, and a picture of my little sister and i holding our first cat johnny
i made my lover(and bff)come go to a freezing cold beach with me for my birthday. it was miserable and windy and joshy smiled the whole time. maybe cuz i brought him a party shark beer...
swoon.
a week prior to the ice beach adventure, on a trip to a beach further up the coast, roach and i were sweating fucking buckets.
oh man it is sooooooooo hot outside. 85 in oakland in april? holy crap! but i'm at work and i'm cold so its all good. i miss nicolletta and fermin a lot! i just saw the set she shot of me and i like it a lot.
i also like this photo of joshy boy, fermin and i at roach's softball game.
we were f-ing freezing! this weather is crazy. i like it. keeps things interesting.
so on saturday we all got up early at misfit island for a beach adventure. packed up bentley and his things, some blankets and hoodies (norcal beaches are cold) and headed to a magical secret beach with our friends joe and zack. we stopped at my favourite fruit stand and got all kinds of happy organic goodness. we hiked through a field, scaled down a cliff and layed in the sun. bentley fucking loved it. the second we hit the beach he was flying around and playing in the waves and tide pools. he was making us all look like out of shape chumps, actually. i walked with my honey on the beach and skipped stones. i felt/feel so inlove with life. roach and i searched for beach treasures and built an alter full of awesome magic things from the sea.
sadly i am still sans macbook so i only have phone pictures ... for now.
la la la life is beautiful...
oh! and happy 420 sg.. i've been taking care of some grandaddy today at work.
omg wedsenday is the big day. 25years awesome!
i also like this photo of joshy boy, fermin and i at roach's softball game.
we were f-ing freezing! this weather is crazy. i like it. keeps things interesting.
so on saturday we all got up early at misfit island for a beach adventure. packed up bentley and his things, some blankets and hoodies (norcal beaches are cold) and headed to a magical secret beach with our friends joe and zack. we stopped at my favourite fruit stand and got all kinds of happy organic goodness. we hiked through a field, scaled down a cliff and layed in the sun. bentley fucking loved it. the second we hit the beach he was flying around and playing in the waves and tide pools. he was making us all look like out of shape chumps, actually. i walked with my honey on the beach and skipped stones. i felt/feel so inlove with life. roach and i searched for beach treasures and built an alter full of awesome magic things from the sea.
sadly i am still sans macbook so i only have phone pictures ... for now.
la la la life is beautiful...
oh! and happy 420 sg.. i've been taking care of some grandaddy today at work.
omg wedsenday is the big day. 25years awesome!
