ugh woke up with a brutal headache today
then went swimming with the little one
we saw an armadillo
it made my day
but my head still hurts
le sigh

i stretched my ears a little tonight
baby steps
i miss *10* and it was all stormy out tonight
love hurts - yeah yeah yeah
i like that i now have at least some internet access so i can keep intouch with people
and for those of yall that dont know im moving to fucking california to 'follow my heart'
so come about june ill be out west
my parents are coming down to florida to see me in about a week or so . . . im very excited - i get to chill the fuck out in coco beach for like 5 days , i really miss them but im happy here . . . but im going to be a hell of alot happier in cali with . . .

funk is leaving to go to dc in the morning & then in like a month hes moving to nyc . . . im so fucking bummed over that , hes such an amazing person & i cant fathem him not being around

:edit: - im sick of fucking people fucking with me & telling half truths & talking behind my back - if your one of them , fuck you

so itchy
so tired
who told me to jump in the pool alone last night? i thank whoever it was
it was a nice swim
it was raining & really dark out
but im still itchy

god to feel that love in a kiss
cant be described

the little one keeps finding shit loads of money in the couches
i just let him keep it - he wants to buy toys & candy - i told him to invest - he looked at me funny & ran back to the couch
i love the kid
gotta thank likitty for letting me be in his life
also so for her being in mine
i need a new set

things change
theres nothing you can do about it
man plans - god laughs

something very special was said to me last night

one day

wow so i went to cky in orlando last night & they were amazing
i got to hang out with the boys & just enjoy myself
best time ive had in a long time

im really sorry to everyone ive not been able to keep up with . . . i only get to check my email like once a week so im seriously slacking
i feel bad but for now until ive got time this is my open thank you to all of you who have emailed me & not gotten a reply. i seriously do try really hard to get back to everyone , but my time is forever limited!
but i do love yall very much

happy valentines day kiddies
i woke up to roses & funk
im so content

moved into a new house today
very nice
its still a temp , but soooon we will be in the real new house
likitty said she would take pics tonight
shes taking very good care of me
and im hungry
anyway i miss everyone

so im absolutely smitten

i think about him when hes not around , wonder what hes thinking when hes quiet & just over all adore his company
im sure im a pest to him but he makes me so happy
naturally my mind is a mess & ive got alot going on in it , but i seem to be ok
im at work with my nooshy & i miss my likitty who , but the fucking way , got a bad ass tattoo last night - well got the pear finished , its beautiful
i miss my dog soooo much but other then that im doing ok so far from home
i wish i had more access to the site but options are so very limited . . . anyway i am really trying to be around
ps im trying to get likitty to take a new set of me
yall get on her ass to do it