does nobody like me anymore?
ive just noticed i have like no desktops or banners or shit
ugh
its time for me to feel sorry for myself
anyway i hung out with abby all day - i love that girl - i went to a tanning bed & now i am all red
ha

go look at plaster's new new website

hey cherry ->

go look at plaster's new new website
go
look
now


its a start eh

another link i found from a looooooooong time ago that made me happy for months ->spidey

rumor has it a move might be in my cards
go on
guess where


ps...may not be where you expect

its like 7 or 8 something am & i just ran again for a half hour
seems like such a long time when im out there running but really ... i dont think it is
however in tennessee every road is up hill or severly down hill so im gonna give myself a break
im having a hell of a time trying to get a visa to live here in the good 'ol u s of a
so lame
i really need to start working so you know i can live & pay rent & all that great shit ... so hard to find under the table work in tennessee
ugh
anyway im assed the fuck out from running so im going to go lay down or defeat the purpose of my running & eat a pop tart

dont get this journal wrong - im super happy with life right now - shame theres so many little snags that are fucking with me
i think i might go back to school & maybe try & get a visa that way

plaster played a killer show last night
i had a blast
computer has been down lately
*so sad*
i had a dream a set of me went up last night ... but it was all weird & i had a mohawk
& then there were babies attached to balloons floating up into the sky

p FUCKING s - ty if you read this notice that shots*fired is still in my profile ... hows florida ?

thank you for all of your support everyone the will be very very missed

in other news im kinda sick of pink hair - dark blue/purple anyone?

my cat died

johnny

screw whatever lame journal ive already written today
i have to talk about my favourite set on the site
it always has been & always will be eris : floral
gives me goose bumps everytime
seriously - bad day? look at the floral set
good day? look at floral set
this has been going on since i pretty much joined the site

quinne is hungry
but shes also chubby

*ps* hi matt


mmm oreo

im so homesick it hurts , pms - maybe , but i still want to cry
dont get me wrong i love my life/boyfriend ... ect. but i miss my mom & dad & dog & sister & my cats , my bedroom ... my stuff
MY house
you know? i know its me evolving , & my life changing but big part of me is sitting here with a lump in my throat wanting to hang out with my mom & dad




my hair hates me & i hate it
im so bored
ugh
someone in tennessee hire me
fuck
looking for some big stupid house to rent in la is a pain in the ass
i want to go out & do something
im waiting to get my stupid period . i want to have sex but it hurts for some lame reason
ugh
i want to kill
kill kill kill