i've been loving baking lately. and so have all my friends... well they love my baking anyway.

i get to stay in america. shit yeah!
thats alll... go about your sunday.

new and awesome things...

new peach neck tattoo


new vertical labret


cherry cola hair and my fave man julio

shit yeah i have dark hair for the first time in a couple years!

oh man.. sometimes this is the only thing that makes me feel better.

thursday was my favourite day in a really long time. i took a nap on the beach with casper and got sand in my dreads. i'm gonna be pretty sad when he leaves.




and that night roach made me a sweet eye patch because i got sand in my eye.

i find it interesting when people tag my sets with mean remarks about my weight. i am a sg because i don't fit the hollywood beauty standards and i'm comfortable in my skin wether im 135lbs or 120lbs. but i guess you don't have to be ok with how i look,i just do. and i am. so haters, please step to the left and fuck off.
happy tuesday.

man, i really love my friend casper.

i need to take a shower. or maybe a bubble bath. drink some tea and clean my house. i need today to regroup and kinda just be alone and eat a marinated cheese braid and crackers. ha. so yesterday roach and i went to pop's for the trike race and drinks. i made it through one drink before giving up. i was stoked to see some of my very favourite people. even more stoked to see tuffy in a leotard and cape. we left kinda early since roach had to work early this morning but when i got home i had that cute boy from work come over and watch movies with me a cuddle. yeah, cuddle. its like impossible for me to sleep with anyone lately. you want so much freedom and when you get it you don't know what to do with it. well i don't anyway. i wish i could let go of some things. i'm banking on time helping me through shit. ok shower time then i have to go downtown and take care of some stuff and i think my friend casper is coming to stay with me soon. he says he will be here tonight but who knows. my stomach hurts and all i really want to do is go back into my room and take a nap and wake up a little more chipper. maybe some yerba mate will help.

um and i miss these two like mad.

sometimes i lure roach to my work with promises of food so i don't have to walk home alone on days when beloved isa isn't working. all my co-workers love her and know her by name. it's really quite cute. today it was grilled cheese sandwiches that got her there. it was a good day. the boy i totally have a crush on came into work.. he just started there and we all ate lunch together. adorable, i know. i'm happy to see the sun back in oakland. i love some grey dreary days but it IS just about july and we have all winter for rain and dark skies. i'm about to make some dinner for some homies and watch movies as usual. yup, life is good.
happy almost canada day!