I rue the day that I ever met you,
And deeply regret you getting close to me.
I cannot wait to deeply neglect you,
Deeply forget you, Jesus believe me,
You promised me poems.

that's from a song called poems by tricky.

yay! you know anika too.

never really is a good time
always nothin much to say
pretty good not doin half bad
gettin up most every day

steppin out i tried to fix it
pull my thumb out of that hole
give me the ingriedients ill mix it
how can you move without a goal

never really is a good time
always nothin much to say
pretty good not doin half bad
gettin up most every day

an excuse is all you live for
the abuse is all you crave
im sure you know just what is in store
wait and see if ill behave

never really is a good time
always nothin much to say
pretty good not doin half bad
gettin up most every day

and theres a time just let me know now
when its with you ill be glad
that i was right there just to show you
least its more than what you had

never really is a good time
always nothin much to say
im pretty good not doin half bad
gettin up mostevery day

"thumb"-dinosaur jr.

Spoon in spoon
Stirring my coffee
I thought of you
And turned to the gate
On my way came up with the answers
I scratched my head
And the answers were gone
From hand to hand
Wrist to the elbow
Red blood sand
could Dad be God
Crosses cross hung out like a wet rag
Forgive you? Why?
You hung me out to dry
Maybe I'm crazy
But laughing out loud
Makes the pain pass by
And maybe you're a little crazy
But laughing out loud makes
it all subside
Holding, I'm holding
I'm still falling
Spoon in spoon
Stirring my coffee
I thought of this
And turned to the gate
But on my way
Crack
Lightning and thunder
I hid my head
And the storm slipped away
Well maybe I'm crazy
And laughing out loud
Makes it all pass by
And maybe you're a little crazy
And laughing out loud
Makes it all alright
Laughing out loud
From time to time
Minutes and hours
Some move ahead while
Some lag behind
It's like the balloon that
Rise and then vanish
This drop of hope
That falls from his eyes
Spoon in spoon
Stirring my coffee
I think of this
And turn to go away
But as I walk
There're voices behind me saying
Sinners sin
Come now and play