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this is shit. but i am not shit. thus, this will pass and i will live. some very mean and very immature fucked up things were said to me... this whole breakup is a fucking stupid circus that i've grown too old for. still, it doesn't make waking up any easier. i haven't talked to him. i'm not sure i should. i was , how they say, cool as fuck about all of this. i tried to put myself in his position. he is younger then me, and i tried to remember what i was like. and now realizing what an asshole i was, i am seeing what an asshole he was. and i can only hope he learns what i did. the golden rule. i also truly hope his ego stops taking him over. he's cute, but cute only gets you so far. when you're ugly on the inside, how long your eyelashes are don't matter one bit.
past all the tears, and stomach aches and refusals of food i am overwhelmed by the love and support i am recieving. when you're in it you believe what they say. that you're shit. that you are some kind of unlovable monster. i am not. i am loveable, i am beautiful and i am way too fucking good for this shit.
my parents did not raise me to be a fucking doormat and it's about time i realized it.
JUN 09, 2009 03:24 PM
Put you first dear. Don't let anyone step on you, you make your own destiny. Follow your heart. 
JUN 09, 2009 03:26 PM
Be yourself, stay yourself and have fun. Put yourself first and go out and have fun......follow your dreams and reach for the stars.... 
JUN 09, 2009 03:36 PM
Here's to the realisation that you're better in every way. 
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JUN 09, 2009 03:41 PM
Thats a shitbag situation to be in. 
Two things I've learned in life:
1. It always works out for the best. It's just a matter of when and where.
2. It could be worse: Ninjas with flame throwers could be after you. 
Sometimes thats what gets me through shitbag situations. I wake up and say, yanno, at least I don't have to deal with ninjas with flame throwers. 
Maybe that helps?
And if all else fails I know a voodoo witch. I could get you a voo doo doll made on the cheap.
I really hope I made you smile a little.
JUN 09, 2009 03:45 PM
JUN 09, 2009 03:57 PM
I hope you feel better soon.
all the best
xo
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JUN 09, 2009 04:21 PM
"when you're ugly on the inside, how long your eyelashes are don't matter one bit. " I fucking love that line.
You are the reason that I (And SOOOOO many others) joined this site in the first place. If it wasn't for your gorgeous face and your stunning body, most of us would have passed on by. Add to the mix that you are a truely lovely person,you've just been dealt way too much shit in her life and you deserve a thousand, no, a million times better!
Chin up!
JUN 09, 2009 04:22 PM
JUN 09, 2009 04:23 PM
loveable you are.
stronger and more wise you will be..
JUN 09, 2009 04:26 PM
im sorry, but you do have to come first in life it'll get better, i know your probably sick of hearing it, but it's true, it can only hurt for so longand then your stronger
JUN 09, 2009 04:47 PM
Your maturity and insight on the situation really impresses me and reinforces that you're not only going to be fine, but great
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