sometimes it hurts so good. i really love being single right now. i've been hanging out with this one dude who makes me laugh a lot and thats what i need right now. a cute dude to make me laugh and be in-like with. the idea of a relationship is fucking terrifying still and i'm not into it. i've got a lot on my plate still. ps i started a new job that overworks and under pays me so if anyone knows of anything not terrible job wise in the bay area let me know. then go to awesometown and see what else i've been up to.