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Hey guyyyys!
It's definitely been a while. Too much happening at the same time, and too little motivation to do anything.
I'm sure I'll be back eventually, when I have some more time on my hands. And I'm pretty sure that'll happen. I just needed to drop by for one thing today, and it is to lay something off my chest.
I am breaking up with my partner. I am slowly starting a single life. For those who know me a little, you realize it is a big deal. I've been with my boyfriend since before I even became an SG. We've been together for 7, almost 8 years. So it's kind of a shock and a big, big change. I mean, I haven't been single since I was 17 years old. It's a new step into adulthood I never took before: being by myself. It is something. I am slowly coping with it, accepting it and reconfigurating my life, but the hardest part has yet to come.
So that's really all I needed to say today, it's a big chunk to spit out. I'll be looking for a roommate. And I have decided that it'll have to be a girl. I think what I need right now is a nice friendship, and it's been too long since I had a serious one with a woman. I love guys, and I get along great with them. But I also realize we all need women on our lives. Don't you?
-xxx-
It's definitely been a while. Too much happening at the same time, and too little motivation to do anything.
I'm sure I'll be back eventually, when I have some more time on my hands. And I'm pretty sure that'll happen. I just needed to drop by for one thing today, and it is to lay something off my chest.
I am breaking up with my partner. I am slowly starting a single life. For those who know me a little, you realize it is a big deal. I've been with my boyfriend since before I even became an SG. We've been together for 7, almost 8 years. So it's kind of a shock and a big, big change. I mean, I haven't been single since I was 17 years old. It's a new step into adulthood I never took before: being by myself. It is something. I am slowly coping with it, accepting it and reconfigurating my life, but the hardest part has yet to come.
So that's really all I needed to say today, it's a big chunk to spit out. I'll be looking for a roommate. And I have decided that it'll have to be a girl. I think what I need right now is a nice friendship, and it's been too long since I had a serious one with a woman. I love guys, and I get along great with them. But I also realize we all need women on our lives. Don't you?
-xxx-
This is it, the big 25th! and please, stop telling me about that quarter of a century... don't care about that shit.
I'm going away in the country for a week, so fuck you all! Well, fuck you all for at least that week. Maybe also the next.
Didn't even bother with the visuals, just some nice, dirty little rythms:
Love those peculiar pieces you find when searching a genre... Still not bored of exploring through the pretty varied subgenre of dubstep. I really think you can find at least one song that'll be for you in there. Anyways.
I have to mention Pierre Falardeau's death. He was a great filmmaker, and a brilliant man.
J'ai redécouvert ses films un peu avant qu'il meure, je l'ai relu, écouté... il m'a redonné une flamme, une ardeur... Je lisais déjà beaucoup sur la politique, la société américaine, le contrôle des médias, des marchés, et m'emporte souvent sur le sujet. Ces idées arrivent dans un moment important pour moi, et sa mort fait redoubler ma ferveur. J'avais abandonné et m'était distancé des idées souverainistes après le secondaire, à cause d'un manque de compréhension et d'un découragement. Mais après tant de réflexion, de lecture, de discussions... je regagne tranquillement ma position. Vous m'avez bien comprise.
Son fils a fait un discours génial à ses funérailles. Je suis contente que des choses comme ça se voient encore aujour'hui.
Si on m'avait demandé, je n'aurais jamais pu deviner (ni admettre) en m'inscrivant sur ce site qu'un jour je m'afficherais en tant que souverainiste sur mon blog. Quand on dit qu'on ne sait pas où la vie nous mène...
Fuck st'osti de site anglophone qui sait pas afficher des accents comme du monde.
What unexpected turns did your life take? There MUST be at least one. Especially the older you get...
I'm going away in the country for a week, so fuck you all! Well, fuck you all for at least that week. Maybe also the next.
Didn't even bother with the visuals, just some nice, dirty little rythms:
Love those peculiar pieces you find when searching a genre... Still not bored of exploring through the pretty varied subgenre of dubstep. I really think you can find at least one song that'll be for you in there. Anyways.
I have to mention Pierre Falardeau's death. He was a great filmmaker, and a brilliant man.
J'ai redécouvert ses films un peu avant qu'il meure, je l'ai relu, écouté... il m'a redonné une flamme, une ardeur... Je lisais déjà beaucoup sur la politique, la société américaine, le contrôle des médias, des marchés, et m'emporte souvent sur le sujet. Ces idées arrivent dans un moment important pour moi, et sa mort fait redoubler ma ferveur. J'avais abandonné et m'était distancé des idées souverainistes après le secondaire, à cause d'un manque de compréhension et d'un découragement. Mais après tant de réflexion, de lecture, de discussions... je regagne tranquillement ma position. Vous m'avez bien comprise.
Son fils a fait un discours génial à ses funérailles. Je suis contente que des choses comme ça se voient encore aujour'hui.
Si on m'avait demandé, je n'aurais jamais pu deviner (ni admettre) en m'inscrivant sur ce site qu'un jour je m'afficherais en tant que souverainiste sur mon blog. Quand on dit qu'on ne sait pas où la vie nous mène...
Fuck st'osti de site anglophone qui sait pas afficher des accents comme du monde.
What unexpected turns did your life take? There MUST be at least one. Especially the older you get...
For all of you guys who feel numb, jaded, spaced out, unstable, uncertain or just plain stoned, just like I've been lately:
I linked this for the song mostly, but mind you, I like space too. Anyways, it can be nice with or without. Just pump up the volume, and absorb the sound.
Enjoy.
I linked this for the song mostly, but mind you, I like space too. Anyways, it can be nice with or without. Just pump up the volume, and absorb the sound.
Enjoy.
Now that's some good news right there! I really want to thank everybody for all your awesome comments, you all helped me going live! And I am honestly surprised by how fast it all went... a week is very good, nothing I would've expected! Thanks again. Thanks to Shazzy too, for she helped me bring out my nice side again. We both know how to turn you guys on! 
Now that you have seen my modelling again, I'll bring you back to my great photographer skills... Please come and encourage all those lovely girls that deserve it. You'll be cheering me up at the same time! Don't miss it...
Now that you have seen my modelling again, I'll bring you back to my great photographer skills... Please come and encourage all those lovely girls that deserve it. You'll be cheering me up at the same time! Don't miss it...
Hope you all have a nice evening. I'll try getting back to you as soon as I can, knowing I have so much to do and so many people to thank... be patient.
Hey you guyyyyys!
I'm doing better, I guess. Mostly because I have so much things going on lately!
So I finally got a job as a photographer in a studio. Not super well paid, not really exciting, but fuck, at least it's official photographer work, you know, declared stuff and all. But I'm still keeping my bakery job as well, so this makes 2 part-time jobs, making me work 6 days a week on several weeks. But hey! I had a 6 months vacation, all expenses paid by Mr. Pumpkin, so I can handle it for now.
Also proud to announce I was elected as a member of the board of directors in my coop! I'm glad to know I'll be more involved in the whole process, but it also means I've got a lot more responsibilities.
I also got some photo jobs I need to finish, as I haven't worked on anything for at least a month and a half. Things have been a little complicated at home. Hopefully the worst is behind me. I've got some other projects for the summer too.
Now, for some news you'll actually care about: you're gonna see more of me very soon! I finally decided to model again. And even after more than a year, Shazzy and I still make a great team.
And this time, dear Lise did my makeup. It was about time, since she always does the makeup in my shoots. What can I say, I don't model very often now, and mostly, I don't wear a lot of makeup. But she did a nice job. You can see for yourself!
More to come.
And don't forget my awesome photography job! You remember it, right? Of course you do... let's just pretend you don't for a minute:
I'm doing better, I guess. Mostly because I have so much things going on lately!
So I finally got a job as a photographer in a studio. Not super well paid, not really exciting, but fuck, at least it's official photographer work, you know, declared stuff and all. But I'm still keeping my bakery job as well, so this makes 2 part-time jobs, making me work 6 days a week on several weeks. But hey! I had a 6 months vacation, all expenses paid by Mr. Pumpkin, so I can handle it for now.
Also proud to announce I was elected as a member of the board of directors in my coop! I'm glad to know I'll be more involved in the whole process, but it also means I've got a lot more responsibilities.
I also got some photo jobs I need to finish, as I haven't worked on anything for at least a month and a half. Things have been a little complicated at home. Hopefully the worst is behind me. I've got some other projects for the summer too.
Now, for some news you'll actually care about: you're gonna see more of me very soon! I finally decided to model again. And even after more than a year, Shazzy and I still make a great team.
And this time, dear Lise did my makeup. It was about time, since she always does the makeup in my shoots. What can I say, I don't model very often now, and mostly, I don't wear a lot of makeup. But she did a nice job. You can see for yourself!More to come.
And don't forget my awesome photography job! You remember it, right? Of course you do... let's just pretend you don't for a minute:
That's right! I'm thinking that's enough silliness for the night. I should do something more important. Definitely. After all, I'm a useful member of the society now!
Good nights and good days to yous all.
Fuck everything.
Life is short and you don't have the time to do anything you want. But it's also fucking boring on an unbearably long period of time.
Nothing's worth the effort. Not right now.
Life is short and you don't have the time to do anything you want. But it's also fucking boring on an unbearably long period of time.
Nothing's worth the effort. Not right now.
SO!
That little beauty went out, finally:
Lise- L'Officiel
Yes, I know there are 2 random pictures at the end, and no, I can't do anything about it. Thanks for your concern. Doesn't change the fact it's a fine one.
And sorry for those I confused by saying I shot a set with Lise. It was, in fact, shot for Lise.
For the interested, I just might be shooting something in the next few months... we'll see.
Still, those sets you should go see:
That little beauty went out, finally:
Lise- L'Officiel
Yes, I know there are 2 random pictures at the end, and no, I can't do anything about it. Thanks for your concern. Doesn't change the fact it's a fine one.
And sorry for those I confused by saying I shot a set with Lise. It was, in fact, shot for Lise.
For the interested, I just might be shooting something in the next few months... we'll see.
Still, those sets you should go see:
Now let's see... I want some picture posting here! That's an easy one, but post me a picture of your cat. No wait, post me the silliest picture of your cat. That'll keep me entertained and cheered up when I come around.
Go ahead and entertain me!!!
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LATER
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You know what, forget about your cat then. Post me something funny, involving a mammal of any kind! Although humans counts, I would prefer something else first. Go crazy!
