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AUGUST 27, 2005 @ 04:57 PM | 11 COMMENTS


OMG OMG! I'm back! I wasn't sure I would be able to make it... You can't imagine how many times I wanted to come and share my wonderful life with all of you but couldn't. Why? I just said it, I have a wonderful life. Now I apologize for all of you that don't exactly remember me, and also, fuck you for not remembering me. Now that this is settled, let's talk!!

OK. SO... First, I have to say that my vacations went pretty well, although we left the laurentians mucho sooner than we were supposed to. Some things didn't go as planned, and also, we did so much drugs and drank so much, we didn't have the energy left to travel to the village by bike in the morning. So we said what the hell? Let's get back to the city, where we can get real clean (not all sandy after cleaning up in the river), and travel by bus/walk, and where we can afford to take all drugs we want and be able to sit on our asses all day if we feel like it. So yes, basically, that's what I did for the rest of my vacations. And for the rest of my summer. And uh... right now. Too. Yeah...

Bon, bon, moving on. What's hot, what's new? There is someone pretty cool that recently joined the SG crew, and that is Miss Ges, who is also appearing on my friends list, cause she is my friend, an actual hot friend from Montreal and she finally could join the girls on her 18th birthday... I can't wait to be involved in a set with her (wether it's to take pictures of her or with her...). So come on, don't be shy, and go meet the sexy Ges. But hey, don't forget about me. Please.

BTW... I really just have to say this, cause I'm so cool. Sexwise, lately, it's been very interesting. Cause now I have like two partners, that do include my boyfriend and one of our friends, and everyone is just really pleased by the situation, and everything is cool. And I mean, the guy is like soo hot. I ain't kidding. Let's just say I am pretty fullfilled right now, can't imagine how it could be better. And no, it wouldn't be by getting YOU in my relationships.
Except if it is Ges speaking, but she already knows that. wink

And last but not least, it couldn't be me talking if I didn't sell a product, right, so here it is: For those cool buddies from Montreal, my friend Na will be celebrating his birthday on September 4th by organizing a industrial/hardcore/powernoise/etc. night at the Saphir called the Nossimist. My boyfriend and another friend will also be playing with him. It's only 6$ and you could be there so that headliners Satronica and Tense from NYC make you dance the pain away... (but if you really do that, that means you're a goth and that I hate you). AND Ges will be there too! So, not only will you be going to a kick-ass party and be encouraging my friends, but you could get to meet 2 SGs from Montreal! (wait, maybe I don't want that.) WOW! (For more info, go visit rave.ca) ... Anyways. I think I said it all.

Geez. That was one hell of a journal. I really had to get it out of me, I told you. So, until school starts and I have no life again (that means in like three days), I'll be trippin, and I hope you do to. Take care. I love... some of you. kiss
JULY 31, 2005 @ 08:24 AM | 15 COMMENTS


ok everyone (by everyone I mean maybe one or two interested people...) I'm typing this on the break of my last day of work before vacation time (yey!!!) because as I said before, I'm going for a whole week in the laurentians, and I'm Fucking looking forward to it. So, if you want to tell me something cool, go ahead, but I won't be able to read it before monday (when I come back), and I probably won't feel like going on the internet for the first thing I do back in the civilization, so you'll have to wait...

Anyways happy... August... beginning...?

I love you all.
Oh wait. That's not true.
JULY 19, 2005 @ 01:09 PM | 5 COMMENTS


So last friday me and my loved one went to see Charlie and the chocolate factory, and there were all those emos everywhere it was disgusting (sorry to whom it might offend, but I really hate emos). And they were all there like so dark and sad and they were so proud because they thought they were original by liking Tim Burton movies. Don't get me wrong, I really am a fan of Burton, but honestly, I'll never ever use it as a trademark of originality. Seriously, did you ever meet someone who thought you were weird because you liked a Nightmare before Christmas or even more cliché, Edward Scissorhands? Well, I know I didn't and I even count all the parents I know of, so please back off, you depressed mother fuckers.

Ooh, sorry about that, it had to come out, and it made me feel better. So, moving on, I am soon going on vacation (yey!!!) and won't be here to fullfill your need to hear from me for a week, cause I'll be up in the Laurentian mountains far from you, and enjoying a nice camping trip, cooking steaks on a fire and bathing by the nice river... and, after that, I'll be shooting my next set with dear Shazzy from Montreal. I know, I know, that's the moment we've all been waiting for. So, take it easy, the time will come for you to see again manifestations of my awesome body... I love being humble.

Until then, you just continue to live up your dreams like there was no tomorrow... GOD HELP YOU IF YOU DON'T... mad
JULY 19, 2005 @ 01:08 PM | NO COMMENTS


So last friday me and my loved one went to see Charlie and the chocolate factory, and there were all those emos everywhere it was disgusting (sorry to whom it might offend, but I really hate emos). And they were all there like so dark and sad and they were so proud because they thought they were original by liking Tim Burton movies. Don't get me wrong, I really am a fan of Burton, but honestly, I'll never ever use it as a trademark of originality. Seriously, did you ever meet someone who thought you were weird because you liked a Nightmare before Christmas or even more cliché, Edward Scissorhands? Well, I know I didn't and I even count all the parents I know of, so please back off, you depressed mother fuckers.

Ooh, sorry about that, it had to come out, and it made me feel better. So, moving on, I am soon going on vacation (yey!!!) and won't be here to fullfill your need to hear from me for a week, cause I'll be up in the Laurentian mountains far from you, and enjoying a nice camping trip, cooking steaks on a fire and bathing by the nice river... and, after that, I'll be shooting my next set with dear Shazzy from Montreal. I know, I know, that's the moment we've all been waiting for. So, take it easy, the time will come for you to see again manifestations of my awesome body... I love being humble.

Until then, you just continue to live up your dreams like there was no tomorrow... GOD HELP YOU IF YOU DON'T... mad
JUNE 25, 2005 @ 06:52 PM | 21 COMMENTS


Oh! Oh! I have to announce to everybody that my god Billy Corgan has released a solo album this week and that I have already bought it! And that it is good!! (Is it me, or almost everytime I post something, I look like I'm selling a product?...)

Anyways... and, while I'm in the hot topic, it is also known that when he released his album, he announced to the press that he had intentions of REUNITING THE SMASHING PUMPKINS!!! Isn't that marvelous, friends? Well, of course, if you're not a huge ass fan as I am, it doesn't really make a difference, but to me... The thing is, for people who know a little of the break up story, I know for Jimmy, there isn't going to be a problem, and for D'arcy, he might as well pick Melissa Auf Der Maur, but for James... Anywho, that's just the creepy fan talking...

Peace out! robot surreal
JUNE 7, 2005 @ 01:22 PM | 12 COMMENTS


Soooo... I figured out it would be time for me to make a new post, because the other one is a little old now, considering that I've been back from New York for about 3 weeks or so?

I'm sorry I've got to say this, but here: I didn't do my set in the hotel room. We were way too tired to do anything actually, back to the hotel room, that is. All we did (ok, but it was soooo fun) was walking and walking... We took the subway three or four times in the entire weekend, and mostly because we ran out of time. We walked about the entire Manhattan island (on the long side, of course...) so when we were finally back, we didn't care about the set. And even if I did, my boyfriend was to exhausted anyways.

So enough about that. How are things everyone? For me, things are great, for now. School finishes in about a week or so, and I'll be able to relax a little, clean up my messy room, see a lot of (hopefully) great shows, and do a lot of drugs..

oh! oh! reminds me, I went to see Mindless Self Indulgence the other night! It was fucking awesome!! I love these guys. The show was great, the fans were... well very fanatic, and of course, for who knows MSI, Jimmy was the bomb! He kept doing these weird things like drawing a mustach and spreading butter on his face, and smacking the audience with a fake sword, and once he jumped in the crowd and started kissing everyone. Plus at the end of the show, he was only in boxers and a fishnet shirt ending right under his chest, and he was wearing a bra and a shirt as a scarf (both thrown by the audience). It was so great and they played the best songs. BTW, to potentially interested people, they've released a new album that's called 'You'll rebel to anything' and that is excellent. I strongly recommend it.

Anyways, enough of the chit-chat, let me know what you're all up to this summer!
MAY 20, 2005 @ 06:54 AM | 23 COMMENTS


Hey everyone (and I say everyone because I know people are reading this since I'm a star wink )

This weekend I'm going to NYC for the third time and it's going to be CAH-RAZY!! I'll be thinking about you all... well maybe not all, I admit it. Well, maybe I meant I'll be thinking of none of you, only the people I know. Anyways, I wanted to say I was excited, and you should be too, because I'll probably be doing what will be my next set in my NYC hotelroom. I hope I/U will enjoy!

BTW, I'm sorry, I know there are lots of people I declined, and still to come, there are a lot of people I approved that will be deleted from my friend's list. Don't take it personnal, it's nothing you did. You see, if, after only one set, I always have a few requests each day and I have something like 50 friends or more already, what will it be like after a year? I do not want to picture this. I also realized it's not me at all to have a million friends I don't even remember the name or face. I don't even have time to know you or answer you all, because it would take me my whole life, and sorry, I don't have that. And anyways, what's the point of being friends with someone you won't talk to?

So here's the deal. I know a lot of you guys want to be my friends just because I have a nice ass. The thing is, if you really want to be my friend, you'll have to talk to me first. You know, get me interested in you, prove me that you are someone worth knowing. Then, you can ask me to be friends.

Anyways, I like it more like that, because it makes me feel way more powerful over you, and it makes me look like what I am truly, deep inside myself: a pure and evil bitch! kiss

So, no hard feelings, it's not because I decline you that I'll always do. I love you too. Good luck tongue
APRIL 28, 2005 @ 12:41 PM | 41 COMMENTS


... After seven weeks of strike, we finally got back to school, about two weeks ago. And it sucks. Everybody I know (including me) is terribly unmotivated, because everyone forgot everything about school. The beat of working is slowly shaping back up, but it isn't done enthusiasticly.

We were supposed to finish in about 2-3 weeks, but now, it's more like 2 months, and people lose their summer jobs, cancel their trips, change their plans, and if everything goes well, we should finish the session around the same time high school students do! And for us, who are used to finish at least a month before them, it's really discouraging.

And last but not least, within the time I had nothing to do, no work, no school, no motivation, I had the time to develop some unhealthy habits with my way of life I didn't have before... You know, like sleeping at 5 am when you wake up at 6:30, and since that huge ass party on the first of april, I never took so much drugs in a so small amount of time, which makes an average dose of one pill each two days. And the disturbing part is, I don't even feel that exhausted. I don't complain too much, because I'm the one who's doing it, and I can't blame anybody except me, but maybe I should slow down a little...

Anyways... I'm still a happy girl, even if I bitch around. Bitching around is so fun... I think that the day I will stop bitching will be the day you should really start to worry for me... wink

Peace out niggaz... kiss
APRIL 5, 2005 @ 09:41 AM | 5 COMMENTS


I just got my first real good night of sleep since last thursday night, which is 5 days ago, and here is why:

I had the craziest fucking weekend in... well, ever! Friday night, there was that hardcore and industrial party that was organized by people I know, and in which my boyfriend played for the first time. IT KICKED ASS SO FUCKING BAD! It had been a while since I decided to stay all night in a rave, but this time, I wanted to go all the fucking way, and it was UNBELIEVABLY HARDCORE! They managed to get the best local industrial talent and some of the best hardcore talent in the world. They brought over Lowtek (hardcore/industrial) from Ireland and fuckin' Satronica from NYC, both on Industrial Strength Records and Matt (satronica) on Things to come. Plus there was the best industrial/power noise talent from here: Iszoloscope and Perfection Plastic... basically, the party was so hard and so underground you couldn't not have fun. So, after a night of dancing all the time, we got out around 8:00 AM because we couldn't go on anymore. We stayed the day at my place, trying to sleep but couldn't.

The night came, and we got in a bar with around 10-12 people, and we came back to the hotel room where Garvan and Matt (lowtek and satronica) were staying and drank, did some speed and talked all night, and we had SO MUCH fun. And Garvan didn't stop saying it was the best party ever made. So there you go, anther night without sleeping. We didn't go to bed until sunday around 8-9:00 PM, but even though we finally slept for the first time since thursday night, we woke up so many times and it was hot, and blablabla, and I had this huge backache all day... but finally! I got the best night of sleep ever yesterday night, and now I'm finally in shape to say that it was the best fucking weekend ever!!!
MARCH 28, 2005 @ 01:36 PM | 5 COMMENTS


ok. nevermind. she went away. I just lost a friend. frown
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