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APRIL 28, 2005 @ 12:41 PM | 41 COMMENTS


... After seven weeks of strike, we finally got back to school, about two weeks ago. And it sucks. Everybody I know (including me) is terribly unmotivated, because everyone forgot everything about school. The beat of working is slowly shaping back up, but it isn't done enthusiasticly.

We were supposed to finish in about 2-3 weeks, but now, it's more like 2 months, and people lose their summer jobs, cancel their trips, change their plans, and if everything goes well, we should finish the session around the same time high school students do! And for us, who are used to finish at least a month before them, it's really discouraging.

And last but not least, within the time I had nothing to do, no work, no school, no motivation, I had the time to develop some unhealthy habits with my way of life I didn't have before... You know, like sleeping at 5 am when you wake up at 6:30, and since that huge ass party on the first of april, I never took so much drugs in a so small amount of time, which makes an average dose of one pill each two days. And the disturbing part is, I don't even feel that exhausted. I don't complain too much, because I'm the one who's doing it, and I can't blame anybody except me, but maybe I should slow down a little...

Anyways... I'm still a happy girl, even if I bitch around. Bitching around is so fun... I think that the day I will stop bitching will be the day you should really start to worry for me... wink

Peace out niggaz... kiss
APRIL 5, 2005 @ 09:41 AM | 5 COMMENTS


I just got my first real good night of sleep since last thursday night, which is 5 days ago, and here is why:

I had the craziest fucking weekend in... well, ever! Friday night, there was that hardcore and industrial party that was organized by people I know, and in which my boyfriend played for the first time. IT KICKED ASS SO FUCKING BAD! It had been a while since I decided to stay all night in a rave, but this time, I wanted to go all the fucking way, and it was UNBELIEVABLY HARDCORE! They managed to get the best local industrial talent and some of the best hardcore talent in the world. They brought over Lowtek (hardcore/industrial) from Ireland and fuckin' Satronica from NYC, both on Industrial Strength Records and Matt (satronica) on Things to come. Plus there was the best industrial/power noise talent from here: Iszoloscope and Perfection Plastic... basically, the party was so hard and so underground you couldn't not have fun. So, after a night of dancing all the time, we got out around 8:00 AM because we couldn't go on anymore. We stayed the day at my place, trying to sleep but couldn't.

The night came, and we got in a bar with around 10-12 people, and we came back to the hotel room where Garvan and Matt (lowtek and satronica) were staying and drank, did some speed and talked all night, and we had SO MUCH fun. And Garvan didn't stop saying it was the best party ever made. So there you go, anther night without sleeping. We didn't go to bed until sunday around 8-9:00 PM, but even though we finally slept for the first time since thursday night, we woke up so many times and it was hot, and blablabla, and I had this huge backache all day... but finally! I got the best night of sleep ever yesterday night, and now I'm finally in shape to say that it was the best fucking weekend ever!!!
MARCH 28, 2005 @ 01:36 PM | 5 COMMENTS


ok. nevermind. she went away. I just lost a friend. frown
MARCH 28, 2005 @ 01:34 PM | NO COMMENTS


Is my account busted or what? What happened to my sweet Zahara? She's not listed as a friend of mine on my page (but on my preferences yes) I can't reached her page, and her comments have been ignored!

Did I do something wrong on my page? Help!

And, correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think I did anything that could make her mad at me...

Talk to me sweetie! frown
MARCH 16, 2005 @ 12:46 AM | 6 COMMENTS


I feel like I have to tell everybody that I love them. Yes, just like a fuckin nice little girl who digs cheesiness.

OK. Of course, the only way I could possibly say that is because I'm really high right now. I feel good. I'm listening to music, after a night of walking in the snow for about 3-4 hours, and then going on stupid websites to have a good laugh. And, really, I must say, I AM FUCKING HORNY. You can't imagine the possibilities I've figured out that partly happened with my 2 friends... It's been a while since I've been that wet. Of course, telling you that will make you help me, because you can so much do something about it.

Anyways, I'm starting (no, not really) to look forward to the day my set will be on. My god, how many limbo girls are there in here? BTW, I don't know how to get to see them. Is there a way before my set is on? Please help me out (with an innocent and sexy tone).

Since then, good night and I all fuck you in the ass with love.
MARCH 1, 2005 @ 06:43 PM | 10 COMMENTS


I wish there was a miracle and that all hippies would die. God damn them straight to hell

Because of the stupid college type neo-hippies we are on a student (bullshit) strike because of budget cuts in education and scholarships. They say they are the voice of the poor... but last time I checked, all the poor people I know really don't give a shit.

Hmmm, guess having a candy coated suburban life that gives you the luxury of bitching against injustice while being in comfort gives you the right to halt my studies....

Well, you chose to study in college... get of your ass and work if you truly believe in justice.

"Oh, I wish the government would take me by the hand and give me money" Well guess what? The truth is the government has to make some cuts if you still want our education system to cost so little. Take your life into you own hands and stop telling me what I need.

And to top that off, no school + 0,20 $ in my bank account = a boring week until thursday. And I still don't know when this hippie induced conflict will end.

Whoo.... that feels good, now if only that death miracle part would get set in motion...
FEBRUARY 16, 2005 @ 12:05 PM | 9 COMMENTS


So many girls to see, so many things to do... It's incredible how much time I can spend on this page without getting bored, there's so much stuff! I really enjoy watching the sets of others, all the originality coming out of everyone, it gives me ideas for new sets.

I admire the artistic quality in many of the sets, as a photographer, I really get to enjoy all the compositions, the colors, but especially the lighting and the girls. The way they pose, the way they look at YOU. It's beautiful. That's the kind of art I want to introduce to everyone (well... everyone who is open-minded enough to understand that we are not exploited poor little women who don't really know what they want...). wink

'Til next time, have a nice day and suck as many cocks/cunts as you can! I love you all. miao!!
FEBRUARY 10, 2005 @ 08:34 PM | 10 COMMENTS


I'm so tired, but I'm so excited! I really need to go to bed, but when I learned that I was finally subscribed, I couldn't wait for tomorrow to visit the page! I'm so glad to be on this site with all these beautiful and sexy other girls, I'm looking forward to meeting all of you...

Now that that is said, I can go to sleep and think of all the superficial things I'm going to share with you... shocked

So long and see you next... hmmm... time.
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