man .. been soooo damn busy working all the time. work 40 hours a week at my full-time job, and then on all my days off, and a lot of days, right after i get off the full-time, i go and i work selling italian ices outside wal-mart for my boss' husband's company. i sit in the blistering heat, selling ice to people who complain that it's too expensive. luckily, i've learned quickly that the more of "the goods" i show with what i'm wearing, the better my tips. of course, the women won't make eye contact with me, but i get all the guys to walk over. as long as i have SOME sort of a customer, that's all that matters. on top of those two jobs, i'm working my butt off doing my modeling thing, doing as best as i can to book paying gigs.

life is stressful. i work like crazy and yet i feel i don't have much to show for it. =( depressing.


anyways .. lighter note .. my set, STill, shot by scottsmallin is finally going live on mr on the 29th! only six days away. yay! i can't wait. i hope you guys support me as much as you did with the first set i submitted. i could have gone pink with that one if my photography was a little better. =( but .. this time i've got super clear photos, so .. you guys better load me up with the comments again! =P i want to finally be official! help me out. ^_^


see ya kids!
-pthalo