Tired of living everyday with this sadness, cruel people cruel world tired of feeling clouded and lost not being able to feel love again or being anything i have finally fallen and i don't think i can keep this up i'm sorry i let you all down and to one of the biggest people that really meant something to me Lorelei sg i'm sorry i let you down the biggest

!
hello everyone another day on earth trying to stay away from the bad vibe people just trying to get my life going in a good direction without having to fall there are a few things i wan't to say i have my wishlist up in running and it would mean the world if you check it out since i didnt set it up but o well nothing really important but anyways took some photo's.






sometimes even the aura can spot the real me!


i'm not the worlds best Suicidegirl but i do have a artistic heart and soul!


sometimes even the aura can spot the real me!

i'm not the worlds best Suicidegirl but i do have a artistic heart and soul!
hello everyone another day on earth trying to stay away from the bad vibe people just trying to get my life going in a good direction without having to fall there are a few things i wan't to say i have my wishlist up in running and it would mean the world if you check it out since i didnt set it up but o well nothing really important but anyways took some photo's.








sometimes even the aura can spot the real me!



sometimes even the aura can spot the real me!

No ordinary girl, i'm like a wild horse that cant be stable i don't think nobody
can break me i was ment for the wild.



I appologize for my poor tired looking picture's and poor choice of words
but to be honest i can feel my tired self getting ready to crash but at the sametime
it's a tease cause i can't sleep worth crap!


goodbye daylight this special stone is ment for the night!
So i need a photographer to do one of a kind Awesome set i think it's been to a point where i do something about it.










Starting to get to a point where i might do my own crazy work or own stuff.




Starting to get to a point where i might do my own crazy work or own stuff.

My holiday christmas wine!


As i'm up here i have been away from alot of bad energy and been
trying to find the certain enlightenment for quite sometime all though
life has its struggles i still kick through the wall and try not to let it sink me in.

i am enjoying canada's amazing snow and to really spend the holiday's with that
someone and trust me i have had a connection it's very rare to give a half to that person.

when i first came up here i never felt so alive around a funny person
he's funny smart and just hilarious but to get so many laugh's in 24hrs a
day really ment something even through i kinda push away it's funny
how friends end up feeling the samething for eachother but can't really
let happen so we keep eachother's secrets but i'm glad he got me out of the shit hole
cause i been spending to much time in hell when i should of been spending it with someone
who does give a fuck about me.

as much as it's the holidays ill be spending the time thinking about
things that i wan't patched up or the one's i left behind because of the agonizing pain he or she went through but i can't dwell for to much longer i have to have my own life somewhere but i just wish people can heal and listen, not many people do it till after that person isn't in this world
so drink your cups and spend this day with family and friends and the love of your life and hope you all have a merry merry christmas and a happy new year.

alright peeps PRISM is keeping up with her info and spending time in CANADA hope you all have a very good Christmas!!!!! much love from the Native KAT!!!!

will haven't kept much update i'm not dead been in hiding for a bit i'm
mainly on Facebook hopefully you all can find me there.

sorry so short.

