my sadness has been set aside for the day. it all came about yesterday while i was talking to my mum. she mentionned bringing krisko over today. you see, he will be living with her once i move. i said yes, i can do that. then i looked at my dear fat sucky cat and that was it. oh the tears. i realized just how much i am going to miss my babies when i move. it all snowballed into a multitude of leaving thoughts. all alone, i craddled my kitty and shed a river of tears. i know i have to part with everything, but i am just having trouble handling all the emotion that comes with it. leaving my roommate will be tough. we have lived together for four years, and dated for many of those. i was not looking forward to having him drive me to the airport. i loathe the big emotional [public] goodbye. my parents, being as awesome as they are, offered to send me to the airport in a limo so i would not have to deal with that. huzzah. i think i just need to find a different way to look at things so i don't have to focus on the sadness of leaving. you know, celebrating vs. mourning? gah. i don't know.
last night i worked as event photographer at club atlantis. it is a pretty nice club. though, with it being raised above water, i had fears of it breaking and crashing into the water. the event itself was a reggae, soca, r&b new years event. you could say i was very intimidated. i still do not know why they chose to send me there. within a half hour of getting there, i was manhandled. i was on a balcony area taking enviroment shots when this very drunken huge man came up to me and put his arms around blabbering about something. i was cold in responding. he left. shortly after he returned with his friend. with one on each side of me, they both put their arms around me. i couldn't move from side to side so i scrunged down and out of the grasp and walked very quickly away. i was not impressed. what gives these males a mindset like this? ugh. i left the event very early. 'twas not a happy new year. though my bc time new years was considerably better.
i am sorry for the dull entry. i am lacking any creativity.
f00led made me giggle with his comment in my previous entry. way to go. you get a gold star. thanks to everyone for their hugs. you guys all rock.
current mood: lonely.
current sound: dj food - ninja walk.
last night i worked as event photographer at club atlantis. it is a pretty nice club. though, with it being raised above water, i had fears of it breaking and crashing into the water. the event itself was a reggae, soca, r&b new years event. you could say i was very intimidated. i still do not know why they chose to send me there. within a half hour of getting there, i was manhandled. i was on a balcony area taking enviroment shots when this very drunken huge man came up to me and put his arms around blabbering about something. i was cold in responding. he left. shortly after he returned with his friend. with one on each side of me, they both put their arms around me. i couldn't move from side to side so i scrunged down and out of the grasp and walked very quickly away. i was not impressed. what gives these males a mindset like this? ugh. i left the event very early. 'twas not a happy new year. though my bc time new years was considerably better.
i am sorry for the dull entry. i am lacking any creativity.
f00led made me giggle with his comment in my previous entry. way to go. you get a gold star. thanks to everyone for their hugs. you guys all rock.
current mood: lonely.
current sound: dj food - ninja walk.

Sunnysunny
Russian Federation
November 2003
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