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DECEMBER 30, 2003 @ 02:48 AM


i believe super happy would be appropriate for my mood at this very moment. oh how i love 4:30am phone calls. especially ones that lack sense.

i died 6 times today. twice i leveled down to 12. i was so not impressed. i did, however, purchase a new swanky, shiny great axe. oh the damage it causes! it certainly pleases this little warrior. after hunting the mad sheep in the highlands for a while, we headed towards the dunes for more slaughter. sadly, i was on the slaughter menu. i hate the goblins. haaaate. i would say my day in vana d'iel was a complete waste, except for that wonderful new toy of mine. oh yes.

i didn't do any packing today nor did i do pilates! in fact, i don't think i did anything but play ffxi, except for showering and snacking on something that i cannot recall. i seem to forget eating lately. i believe stress is at fault. i just haven't got an appetite. that, or i forget to eat. you do it too. you know it.

10 more days until i am there. i am excited and scared, obviously. however right now, much more excited than scared because i see so much good in the future, so much possibility. it is very welcoming to know that we are on the same page regarding certain things. perhaps a joint musical endeavour will ensue as well. and this makes zero sense to any of you. pardon me, it is six am after all.

dreammaker uploaded photos from the sg van christmas event in the seattle group. i added three to my pics. there is a wonderful image of myself. so beautiful. hah. there is also one where you can actually see me screaming with happiness on the inside. heh. anyway. bed time.

i miss my big red hotel. hah.

current mood: indescribable.
current sound: kissing jessica stein on the tv.

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d20

d20

San Francisco, CA
September 2003

DEC 30, 2003 02:56 AM

it all makes perfect sense to me, but hey, i was there.

tomorrow we shall find a proper place to level. none of this cowering in a stand of trees while crabs have their way with you business.

i think the order of the day is joint endeavors, don't you?

crispy

crispy

NEWSWIRE

Philadelphia, PA

DEC 30, 2003 03:10 AM

smile

Dixon69

Dixon69

I'm lost
September 2003

DEC 30, 2003 04:27 AM

My work has an annual trip up to Big White (I think we're going up in February this year). I love riding, although, I have learned to wear a helmet... I've had a few too many trees "reach out and touch me" on my tree runs! hehe

All your shpeelin about FFxi is got me fixin. Might have to check it out.

Have an awesome NEW YEARS EVE!!

[Edited on Dec 30, 2003 8:21PM]

_V_

_V_

I'm lost
August 2002

DEC 30, 2003 06:23 AM

wow you do look super happy

m0ngrel

m0ngrel

Los Angeles, CA
OLD SKOOL

DEC 30, 2003 06:51 AM

awesome... super happy axe'ing is the best!!!
bok

lipservicejen

lipservicejen

I'm lost
December 2003

DEC 30, 2003 07:01 AM

ahhh nothin better than phone calls in the middle of the night, for no good reason.
for some reason i am prone to having that happen- i have bad luck for some reason in this department. either that, or the guy i was seeing forgot to mention he already had a girlfriend . . . ahh the luck.
so now, she insists on calling me in the middle of the night "to see if he's there" . . . even though i got rid of him months ago?!
i wonder if she's really this insecure?!
i wonder if he's really always this big of an asshole?

anyway- good luck on your move! miao!! kiss

Akro

Akro

USA
September 2003

DEC 30, 2003 08:14 AM

I refuse to buy ffxi because what it has done to you. Maybe one day you will return to us. Maybe....

If I don't get to you before it, Happy Friggin' New Years!!!

Nonchalance

Nonchalance

United Kingdom
January 2003

DEC 30, 2003 09:56 AM

Hah, nice pictures of the night, you are definitely a gemini, extolling your own beauty! wink Heres a few pics of a night i went to recently that could be twinned with your event!

Bang

This is me in Orange and my 'Bez-alike' brother.
Cheeky Monkeys

Oh, you bear a slight (very slight) resemblance to one of my ex's, the pic was taken at the same night:
UK Posh-alike (maybe)

[Edited on Dec 30, 2003 9:58AM]

lipservicejen

lipservicejen

I'm lost
December 2003

DEC 30, 2003 11:36 AM

the worst part about these calls . . they have been going on since febuary!! i was clueless when i started dating him-he told her about me, but not me about her . . . so she did the honors herself at about 3:30 a.m.- not to mention i had to be up for work in3 hours! i'm sorta still friends w/the guy, for some unknown reason (err probably 'cause he's mad hot . . i'm always a suka for a sleaved out boy!), and she still makes the calls.
but your right on one thing- the calls normally come from a
x-boyfriend/girlfriend . . . and more likely one you are not interested in hearing from at all.
the only calls i want in the middle of the night are
BOOTY CALLS, and only from someone previously given that option! whatever

ninjagrrrL

ninjagrrrL

Canada
December 2003

DEC 30, 2003 11:54 AM

heh.. i wish i could 'forget' to eat!!

Lane

Lane

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

DEC 30, 2003 12:18 PM

can I just say I think you're the hippest chick ever?

you remind me of one of my best friends from back in the day... her name was Nadia, she was from Switzerland... she was soooo damn cool, and I miss her.

kiss kiss

fenris23

fenris23

Vancouver, BC
February 2003

DEC 30, 2003 01:16 PM

Yeah that all made sense to me. FUN.

_V_

_V_

I'm lost
August 2002

DEC 30, 2003 02:45 PM

i work on moving pictures

Adore

Adore

SUICIDEGIRL

Florida, USA

DEC 30, 2003 05:02 PM

a favorite? blush biggrin

SilenceNoir

SilenceNoir

Canada
June 2003

DEC 30, 2003 08:01 PM

I hope you have a wonderful new year dear Posh girl.

kiss

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