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JANUARY 6, 2010 @ 11:26 PM


2010 is already off to an interesting start. On the 1st, I made a list of things I wanted to accomplish this year. Ideally, I'm going to cross off a solid bunch of them, and then add some more things. The year of personal growth! I'm on a entirely new path I've never before visited.. or should I say driven on?! Today I successfully acquired a learner's permit for a motorcycle as well as a car. Yes, that's right. I am almost 30 and have never had an actual license. The one of most importance is that of the motorcycle. A scooter will soon enter my life. I'm not sure what kind I want just yet however I do know what type of helmet! So going for the 60s vintage shorty + goggles look. Badass? Too nerdy?



I also applied for CA ID.. for the sole purpose of getting my 215 card. This is what San Francisco's done for me. And that's also on my 2010 list. Medicinal marijuana for the win. Does magical things for my anxiety and headaches. Looking forward to having a wide strain selection to choose from. Legally (if you don't think about the federal government at least).

Things went weird with that beautiful boy from NYE. The night was amazing, closing off our individually crappy years, and then he just started ignoring me. Eventually he IMd me to say that he'd explain everything the next day. But do I really want to hear it? I've had the worst luck with guys this past year. Just really shitty dudes that don't respect me at all, and only think/care about their own feelings, and quite frankly I'm over it. I deserve so much more than that, and it really sucks to have to question what's wrong with you and what's makes you so easy to just dispose of without warning. I'm troubled on how to handle situation since I do care for him, as a friend primarily, with a bit of extra. Blah. I'm a sad panda over it.

Moving on to happier things...

MY NEW JOB IS AWESOME!! Overwhelming given the amount of hats I currently wear at said job, but goodness, I'm going to be extra challenged and pick up many new skills. Not to mention, they've offered me the opportunity to do some design work!

Unrelated to everything. Does anyone else watch Greek? It's streaming on Hulu right now and I can't stop watching it. I'm in love with Cappie. Especially with his 3rd season hair. Meeeowww.

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Sean

Sean

STAFF

Los Angeles, CA

JAN 06, 2010 11:36 PM

Thats the coolest helmet I have ever seen! Who makes it?

R3X

R3X

USA
April 2008

JAN 06, 2010 11:43 PM

totally random, but your blog made my brain think it: YOU in a PANDA COSTUME.

Scotty

Scotty

SUICIDEGIRL

Australia

JAN 06, 2010 11:44 PM

Congrats on the licence. You'll have alot more freedom smile

HoneyBadger

HoneyBadger

USA
July 2006

JAN 06, 2010 11:49 PM

The helmet is awesome, often referred to as a pudding bowl helmet. It is stylin for scootering.

ericwine

ericwine

Charlotte Hall, MD
January 2007

JAN 06, 2010 11:53 PM

Like Sean, I think that helmet's pretty cool! A scooter (or motorcycle) might make more sense than a car in the city anyway, since you can park in tight spaces, squeeze through traffic and use less gas!.
I never cease to be amazed that decent guys aren't flocking to you. Do they not know you're awesome? confused
Glad you're liking the new job. smile

McKenzie

McKenzie

SUICIDEGIRL

USA

JAN 06, 2010 11:54 PM

I havent had my lience, just a permit that expired... my id expires on my birthday so I had to get a new one at the dmv yesturday.

Dwam

Dwam

SUICIDEGIRL

France

JAN 07, 2010 12:13 AM

Ha ! I have an helmet with goggles like that (bought straight from china ebay...) it's awesome !

Remy

Remy

USA
October 2003

JAN 07, 2010 01:46 AM

omg I love that helmet. It looks like something from a 60's spy movie. Which is to say, totally vintage. It would be both badass and nerdy. Good luck with the boy...or you know, future boys.

Besos

SILVERPOET

SILVERPOET

Midland City, AL
September 2007

JAN 07, 2010 02:03 AM

I hope things work out with the guy in question, you deserve the best. biggrinkisslove

jayenh

jayenh

Fairbanks, AK
March 2004

JAN 07, 2010 02:05 AM

I'm with Sean on the helmet. Kinda Speed Racer/neo steampunk.

a_n_t_h_o_n_y

a_n_t_h_o_n_y

Fresno, CA
May 2008

JAN 07, 2010 02:15 AM

totally need to find a vintage scooter too!!! but that helmet is the best!!

Barny

Barny

United Kingdom
December 2003

JAN 07, 2010 04:25 AM

haha badass helmet. is there such a thing as too nerdy?!

congrats on getting stuff done! i'm doing the same, are you using any online sites?
i gave up on 43 things but really like teuxdeux.com for simplicity

Good luck with 215 card, wish i lived in CA. Pot does amazing things for my creativey, productivity and anxiety too!

that sucks about NYE boy. FUCKING IGNORING TWATS. (sorry) why would you ignore someone though?
its like they think we can't deal with the truth and its a massive rejection! fail. just saying " sorry dude ur nice but its not working" would be alot better!

congrats bout job and heres to 2010! smile


mydogfarted

mydogfarted

Oakland, NJ
June 2003

JAN 07, 2010 05:24 AM

I'm all about full faced helmets. I've had a few crashes, both on the street and on the racetrack, that caused a lot of damage to the front of my helmet. I may not be the prettiest man on the face of the earth, but road rash scars on my cheeks or nose are not going to improve anything.

Sumayah

Sumayah

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

JAN 07, 2010 05:25 AM

that helmet is so badass ARRR!!!

Exzador

Exzador

Milford, CT
July 2008

JAN 07, 2010 05:44 AM

nerdy IS badass

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