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these past few days have been exeptional. i really cannot fathom how it all came to be. those days alone were not nearly enough. i wish we could have deleted thursday. alas, that was not an option. sadly, there was no monster trucking during my trip. i even brought the wifebeaters., however, i was in the company of the mighty buttmaster, which i suppose made up for the lack of monster truck. sigh.
i am installing final fantasy xi at the moment. d20 will be taking me under his wing and showing me the world of vana'diel. what a darling he is. i believe it is quite possible that we have ascended into new heights of our geekiness. in all honesty, i can picture us being in the same room, with two computers, playing ffxi whilst chatting inside the game.
oh yes, i am moving. it is official. bc will have me in just over a month's time. this is quite the move for me. i was very afraid to tell my mum today. i feared she would guilt trip me into staying. alas, she understands my need for personal growth and independence in another city. my father and sister both support me as well. i believe our christmas event saturday shall be quite interesting.
speaking of christmas, i am calling the whole thing off. i just don't want to participate in it. the main reason is that i have adopted a 'me first' attitude with good reason of course. i don't want to spend my money on materialistic possessions for people that i rarely see when i could apply that money towards something of greater importance, my move out west. yes. i will see.
*edit for a vent: i am getting pissed off. i hate childish little girls that believe the boys they toyed with 2.5 months ago deserve something for them. i hate being referred to as a suicide girl slut because they are not wanted anymore. i also hate when they start cyber stalking me and writing about me in their livejournal. i hate when so called friends gossip constantly, and feel the need to tell me of things that matter nothing to me, that i don't need to know. grow the hell up, and you, don't talk to me until you quit this shit. i have no place in my life for dramatic nonsense.
current mood: disconsolate.
current soung: meowing kitties.
DEC 18, 2003 09:41 PM
DEC 18, 2003 09:44 PM
superficial
I'm lost
OLD SKOOL
DEC 18, 2003 10:05 PM
you know, i'm feeling very much the same way about life right now. we should start a campaign to end christmas as it has become... i'm sick of buying things for other people to show them how much they mean to me. if i keep them in my life, that should be a good enough clue that i like/respect/whatever them...
i'm also planning moving and have only hinted at it to my mom... i'm only headed a couple hours south, toward nyc, though. when, is wholly based on how much money i can avoid spending now... which has proven rather difficult for me.
i wish you the best in life. good luck with everything! 
DEC 18, 2003 10:26 PM
Aanya
HOPEFUL
Canada
DEC 18, 2003 10:47 PM
Well we are home now, your Final fantasy will commence soon...it's really wierd not having you here...probably a bit wierder for someone else too..heehee.....I cant wait for the next month and a half to FLY by...because they will! Who knows, maybe I will be in on the final fantasy bit by then and then we can go gardening (ooohh our lovely vegetable patch!!) and then go into the house to meet d20 in the world of Final fantasy...it could happen! But our garden patch..>WILL HAPPEN and we will reep all the rewards to ourselves!
DEC 18, 2003 11:09 PM
topbanana66
Canada
April 2003
DEC 19, 2003 12:11 AM
The future's yours to see - Whatever will be, will be (when you move to B.C.) Take care, Sweetie!
DEC 19, 2003 12:58 AM
DEC 19, 2003 01:05 AM
Well i'm guessing that Vancouver was pretty wicked awesome then eh? What's the scenery like there? I've seen a few pics and it looks absolutley gorgeous there--made prettier i'm sure by your presence 
haha.
I heard there's bad crim there though...so who knows. I think it's a place i'd like to live in some day however. Just seems like something exotic.
DEC 19, 2003 01:13 AM
Ahh .. I'm sorry for your sadness. I do wish you the best of luck on your move though. Geekiness is good. enjoy that feeling instead of being sad about it. (Easier said than done, Iknow.)
I understand your view on Xmas, however I have to say, I have a different outlook on it. Enjoy what you can of the holidays and revel in your time with your familia.
peace
ferret
I'm lost
OLD SKOOL
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