it’s very comforting to know that i am not the only feeling so down about this. there are so many others shedding tears alongside. what some fail to understand is that the sadness doesn’t necessarily stem from the loss of the individual, but the situation overall. however, i shouldn’t have to explain why i feel depressed about it.

i have felt very lethargic today. i woke late and sat around until i knew i was going to be late. after procrastinating leaving my house for a good while, i met up with shaylee 45 minutes. we were shooting with an 8x10 camera. that thing was huge. it went well i think. a huge headache overwhelmed me half way through. i found ibuprofen in my back before leaving so i was happy.

after we finished i walked to the eaton center and bought a coffee. i thought that may help my headache. from there i decided i should indulge in some consumerism to ease my mind. i headed to mac. i bought another eyeshadow; swimming. i love it. oh and apparently all their christmas stuff comes out tomorrow.

i headed home after that. i decided i needed groceries. that didn’t work out well. i sort of wandered aimlessly with my basket. that’s not good. that leads to unnecessary purchases. i bought a bunch of cat food. heh. and tinfoil. and then soup and also macaroons.

i got in and played with my new eyeshadows. then i took picture being the vain picture whore that i am. i don’t care. my eyes look neat so i wanted a picture. i was also having a good hair day. yes.

i have work to do now. yippee.

ohh. i am no longer going to montreal on the 13th. it's been changed to the 4th. i hope i am flying on both the 31st and the 4th.