someone broke into my apt during the day yesterday
stole my roommates laptop

scary!!!

im hoping my dog either scared them away or my room was too messy to vandalize.

p.s. speaking of stolen items..like 2 weeks ago my third ipod was stolen. grr. i just bought my final ipod. welcome home #4. dont get too attached to me

have a good fireworks
xoxo

2 things i realized tonight (i already knew both, but id like to share with you)
i do what i want
if you dont like it then fuck off

i love drinking with maryann and lizzitallz

xo

except when it comes to 1 boy. hes like a drug

tonight i realized:i do what i want
and if you dont like it fuck off

ps
i like drinking with maryann and talllizzy

they also do what they want
xo

this weekend ive been:
shoved
called a cunt
plus other names with the word fucking attached to it
afraid
screamed out
had to ban someone from house due to broken glass and
broken hands
avoid call after call after text and aim

all this from someone who tells me they love me
i love him but...

to make matters worse, someone else who i dated:
we decided(and that means me) that we should be friends
cant drink and think at the same time
no matter what i do i have to explain in full detail like oh 4xs

tonight i realized(while having a panic attack)
i date boys as of recently who dont listen to a thing i say
its what they want..and if i dont give in...its crazy time
phone calls
texts
accusations
name calling
pushing
threats
ultimatums
stalking

that sums up my last yr of dating...thanks boys
thanks for helping me decide id rather stay home with my dog..who just wants to cuddle under a blanket.
ill be spending my summer nights wasted watching back to back law and orders and under aged and engaged

like i said before too bad i love someone who treats me in not a nice way


oh yeah i got a new tattoo like 2 weeks ago. its a cover up on my back. pictures soon once i show valentina how to work the camera
♥
xo

i like long weekends










kitty!!


im not sure what was going on here..


and this my favorite dress
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i work too much, after this weekend i realized how much i miss my friends.

im sleepy..xo

tonight bailey and i went to tasca for sangria and tapas..and i peed my pants. i got new tattoos on my legs and i was trying not to have them touch the toliet and i ended up peeing all over my panties..oops. best part is, i still tried to finish my sangria after that.

we didnt tell the cab driver that i had peed my pants

ths isnt my first pants peeing story

it wont be my last.

i love my new tattoos. its a cover up for un uneven one. ill post tomorrow. im sorta drunk
xoxo

my friend matt took some photos of me and this was the result. he's super good!

im enjoying lounging on the couch in my underwear.
listening to the rain.
with my dog
im too lazy to upload new pictures so heres an old one


and i miss this lady

she doesnt it know it yet but im going to be in san fran sometime this summer
xo

its so hard to like someone completely so wrong for you

i love my part time job. tonight some random dude gave me $60 for being hot..after working both my jobs this weekend i should be able to buy both a new tattoo and a camera. i like having boobs

i want a new camera, but i want new tattoos more. im going to nyc on tuesday to see adam hays at red rocket tattoo. i have an awesome cover up that he did it for me at the boston convention. and i have another tattoo planned but its a secret..i need to do some research first.

i'll probably buy a new camera too. i like spending money. i like stuff.

easter chocolate is killing me

i need to do laundry
xo