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APRIL 6, 2009 @ 02:22 PM | 48 COMMENTS


Remember 2 years ago when I was selling calendars for my cervical cancer?

I find life so ironic and funny sometimes, but truthfully I'm thankful to karma and consider it a friend. As long as I keep putting the good stuff out there. smile

By getting pregnant with Levi, the changes that it caused in my cervix, with the whole dilating and such... even though he ended up being a c-section.. the changes in my cervix are enough that hopefully my cervix will start regenerating healthy cells instead of cancerous ones. Isn't that amazing?! Who knew that such an unplanned pregnancy could be such a blessing in so many ways.

Speaking of blessings, I can't help but post new pictures of Levi. I can't believe he's a week old already. He slept 3 hours at a time last night, oh sweet sleep. It's also amazing that I consider 3 hour blocks of sleep to be "long". But I do feel so well rested. Maybe it's partly due to the glorious 77 degree weather we're having smile


Pondering worldly concepts...


...and makin' poo!!!


Studying jungle animal art cards is super tiring...


Stinky face!


To me.. there's nothing sexier than my baby daddy holding Levi.


I am very supportive of this hobby.


I believe Levi is wearing this gift from a special SG member from New Zealand!


Haha. I love this photo!



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As for me, I'm recovering nicely. Although I forget I had a major surgery, and try to do too much. I can't help it.. looking at my baby makes me forget my pain. It's incredible.

Alright, I can't think of anything else to say that doesn't revolve around my baby, so I suppose it's time to end my blog update. Babies aren't the reason you joined the site anyway smile

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
MARCH 30, 2009 @ 08:54 PM | 126 COMMENTS


He's here!







He's perfect. I'm so in love. And we are so happy. Our baby is the most amazing person we've ever met. And for those haters who said that my body was going to be a train wreck afterwards... there are no stretch marks, I have hips now, and bigger boobs. Haha! Kharma laughs at you!

Levi Taylor Hucke was born at 9:16pm on March 27th. Weighing 9.9lbs (half the weight I gained in the entire pregnancy) and measuring 20". Full head of black hair, brown eyes and absolute perfection. Took to the nipple like a pro. He'll be stealing your girlfriends by next week.

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
MARCH 26, 2009 @ 09:59 AM | 65 COMMENTS


This is my last post as an expectant mother.

Tomorrow, and for the rest of my life, I will be a mother.

My arms are not as strong as they will be tomorrow, my eyes have not seen something as beautiful as they will see tomorrow, my heart has never loved something so strongly like it will tomorrow, and my body will have a totally different function tomorrow than it did today.

Ben and I have grown more in love than ever through this process of pregnancy, and he has changed into an almost unidentifyable person. We still both have our challenges, but we never fail to be each others' best friends. Truly, we do everything together. I can't think of anyone I'd rather have a child with. He has made me proud in his transformation, and it feels like I'm dating a completely different person at times.

Tonight at 7pm, we will be going to the hospital to be induced. Levi still has not dropped in to my pelvis, and although we are overdue (40 weeks and 4 days), my body remains the same and shows no signs of labor beginning. If my water were to break, it could cause an emergency c-section because of the rush from so high up, Levi could squish his cord. So we are taking a precautionary measure by going in to the hospital. I will spend the night there tonight with Ben... and hopefully by tomorrow morning things will be rolling, or we will at least know how to proceed.

However it transfigures... Levi should be here by Friday evening or Saturday morning.


We are both nervous, scared, excited, confused, emotional, strong and may break down at any given moment. But no matter what, we've got each others' backs.. and soon, Levi's too.


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On a side note.. I've noticed that Fynne and I have had maternity sets in Member Review for about a month now with a good amount of comments. While I was laying awake last night not being able to sleep, I was thinking about the SG site, itself as a whole.. and kept asking myself... "Do maternity sets have a place on SG?" and my only conclusion of an answer to this question was..."Isn't SG a fetish site?" Girls with tattoos, piercings, goth, emo, blood, latex, dyed hair, punk rock... aren't these all categories of fetish in some way shape or form? And if SG is truly a site dedicated to the empowerment of females and their ability to promote their own ideas of "sexy".. then there's no reason that maternity sets shouldn't go live.

Anyway, that's just how I feel. It's not every day you come across a beautiful pregnant belly, and I think that it's a beautiful thing that should be celebrated on this site instead of looked at like a "controversy".

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Thank you to all the friends who have sent gifts, cards and words of encouragement, advice and hope my way over the last 9 months. You really don't know how honored I am to receive them. I'm just another human in this world, and you have pulled together to get me out of what could have been a hard time. I've said it a million times, but I am so thankful for the SG Pregnant group. Those girls rock my world every day.

I will be MIA for a few days, but will be back with photos.

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
MARCH 18, 2009 @ 05:15 PM | 49 COMMENTS


They say the 9th month is the hardest.

I'd say the last week is the hardest. For those of you who have not experienced this... let me paint a picture for you:

We are living in a constant state of anxiety from wondering if those crampy feelings I have are the beginning. Every time I pee I think I'm going to lose my mucus plug. Every time we hit a bump in the road in a car I think my water is going to break. Every time I close my eyes I dream I'm in labor.

So you can imagine how frusterating it is when people ask... "Is the baby here yet?".. because we are constantly asking ourselves that question, so the second someone else asks us, the hair sticks up on the back of our necks and we try to sweetly reply..."no not yet".

My thoughts and days are completely consumed with thoughts and words about the baby. I'm sure it will be even more so when he's out. Emotionally I'm exhausted already. I'm just so impatient. I want to see him. I want the process to get going. I want to go through labor. I want to feel my contractions. I want to do anything possible to see my baby.

Trying to keep myself busy with things, or sleep even. It's so hard. We're so ready for him. It's like preparing for the biggest moment in your life. Or meeting the love of your life.

I guess we'll just keep waiting.

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita
MARCH 9, 2009 @ 06:43 PM | 45 COMMENTS


More photographia!


Miss London Lunoux took these too.


There are more photos in this series (of other girls). It's a photographic commentary on women who kill their babies. Not the most cliche belly shot smile, but I adore her work and I was honored to help.


One more post for this image, because it's my favorite.



Please give Heir to the Throne an "I loved it!" or some feedback of sorts. That would be nice to see a pregnant set go live, since there hasn't been one in years! Boo! Plus, I'd like to see _Graves stay as a photographer.

Also, my due date is upon me. March 23rd. My cervix is effacing already, and so it really could be any time between now and 3 weeks. We are sooooooooo excited to meet Levi and hold him. He's been kicking so much and keeping me up at night. I will be delighted to do ANYTHING comfortablly once again, but will also miss my time being a pregnant girl.

You probably won't hear from me until after the birth. So thank you all for your kindness, love and support. Not just now, but over the last 3-4 years that I have been on the site. I truly appreciate you all who have sent gifts, and love. It's not been easy, but we are thankful to have what we've got.

besos y pesos,
<3 Mommy Pistolita

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Prints for sale! Each order gets a free 8x10!
Our baby registry!! We can still use giftcards!
MARCH 5, 2009 @ 10:43 AM | 67 COMMENTS


Tomorrow, while I'm at my 38 week baby appointment, you can be looking at this!

"Heir to the Throne" hits Member Review tomorrow. smile

Levi has dropped, and I'm feeling all sorts of ligaments stretching on the inside. He's head down, so it could be any time really. Since it's my first he will probably be later than sooner. But either way, his due date is March 23rd. Only 18 short days left. Eeeee!


Shot by London last week.

I also want to congratulate Annisa on her baby girl!!! She just had her, and we are so proud of her strength!

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita



nullPrints! Super cheap! Signed & mailed to you. Each order gets free 8x10!

Levi's baby registry. Diapers, formula, batteries & giftcards still needed!
MARCH 1, 2009 @ 02:02 PM | 38 COMMENTS


37 weeks tomorrow!


Remember when I looked like this?


I don't. Haha smile

Soon, so soon.

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita

There isn't a whole lot left, but gift cards have been a life saver!!!

Cheap Prints Available of Pre-Preggo Pistolita!
FEBRUARY 27, 2009 @ 08:58 PM | 20 COMMENTS


Ben Hucke Interview - Vital BMX

My baby daddy rocks a Haro!!

I'm proud of him. He got a major raise from his sponsor, and he told me he knows it's "because partying was holding him back". I've waited over a year to see him turn into the man he's becoming. This is a major step forward.

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FEBRUARY 24, 2009 @ 10:50 AM | 15 COMMENTS


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