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Is it possible to be too addicted to SG? I think so. And especially when you're a girl who's as giddy as a school boy getting his first blowjob waiting through each step of the process..
Im officially on the limbo page, which is pretty cool. I'm hoping that will draw some friends my way. Because in all reality, yes, it is a fucking beauty contest. And you all are just waiting to see me naked. Well.. some of you have already.
ANYWAY. I think I'm going to throw up.
Im officially on the limbo page, which is pretty cool. I'm hoping that will draw some friends my way. Because in all reality, yes, it is a fucking beauty contest. And you all are just waiting to see me naked. Well.. some of you have already.
ANYWAY. I think I'm going to throw up.
Things that I need to remember from now on:
1.) take your medication EVERYDAY
2.) you need to let go of gender roles in life.
3.) when things start to get complicated, stop thinking. You are just making it more complicated.
4.) alone time is necessary for all living things to grow.
5.) It is possible to be happy.
6.) Nothing fails you, as long as you don't fail yourself.
7.) If nothing is ok, everything is ok.
8.) You can only think for yourself.
9.) others are not your reality. YOU are your reality.
10.) Sometimes, you feel insane, and like something is out of wack. And there is something happening. You are about to get your period. It's ok. Take a deep breath.
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1.) take your medication EVERYDAY
2.) you need to let go of gender roles in life.
3.) when things start to get complicated, stop thinking. You are just making it more complicated.
4.) alone time is necessary for all living things to grow.
5.) It is possible to be happy.
6.) Nothing fails you, as long as you don't fail yourself.
7.) If nothing is ok, everything is ok.
8.) You can only think for yourself.
9.) others are not your reality. YOU are your reality.
10.) Sometimes, you feel insane, and like something is out of wack. And there is something happening. You are about to get your period. It's ok. Take a deep breath.
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So, today I went "Insert Commercial Holiday Here" shopping.. and I must say... I hit up all the major shopping places in downtown p-town, and I caught the BUG. The holiday BUG!!! I was all chipper and red cheeked.. happy and spending money like I had it.
It was amazing. I was in love with EVERYTHING. Like on holiday extacy or something. It is just ridiculous.
Well, I can't go back to Montucky for christmas this year, so I'm going to be spending it either by myself, or with my boyfriend's family. I can't really seem to decide which is better. I mean, I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to be imposing on a family's holiday special time. You know.. when everyone wakes up and is opening presents.. and then there's me... sitting on the couch. THEN.. if I go.. do I have to get them a gift? We've only been dating a few months, and I'm not really feeling like I know what they are like, let alone what they'd want for a christmas gift. Jesus. Holidays are just getting ridiculous.
Bah Humbug.
It was amazing. I was in love with EVERYTHING. Like on holiday extacy or something. It is just ridiculous.
Well, I can't go back to Montucky for christmas this year, so I'm going to be spending it either by myself, or with my boyfriend's family. I can't really seem to decide which is better. I mean, I don't want to be alone, but I don't want to be imposing on a family's holiday special time. You know.. when everyone wakes up and is opening presents.. and then there's me... sitting on the couch. THEN.. if I go.. do I have to get them a gift? We've only been dating a few months, and I'm not really feeling like I know what they are like, let alone what they'd want for a christmas gift. Jesus. Holidays are just getting ridiculous.
Bah Humbug.
HOLY FUCK. I WENT FUCKING PINK MOTHER FUCKERS! NOW LOVE ME.
or not. Whatev. But I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
or not. Whatev. But I love youuuuuuuuuuuuu.
