SuicideGirl: Pistolita
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Pistolita puts the "ego" in Oregon and the "tan" in Montana

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APRIL 20, 2006 @ 07:08 PM

I'm back darlings. It has almost been a week since I've logged in to Suicide Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls. I can say that I missed it for sure.


Salem... darling. I did go through NE Mississippi, but I didn't get your little post in time to look you up. My bad. Lets still be friends.


Well, I can say I actually enjoyed my trip. I surely enjoyed the weather. It was nice to get into a fucking hot car for and take a beautiful drive for two days in a row.... Anyway, I learned a lot about my company, and what it does, and who does what, and how my job effects the rest of the cycle. I met some awesome southern friends, and can say I returned home to a much higher respect level at work. The possibility of moving to Memphis to do my job, is no longer intangeble. I was the snowflake that started the avalanche, and it could very well be a possibility. I haven't decided if I'm going to manifest it or not. If for some reason I do get asked to move to Memphis, or NE Mississippi, would I really take it? Would I risk losing my boyfriend, and my townhouse, just to be a business woman, and be strong and independent for the first time?

A part of me thinks it would be ballsy, sexy, and an incredible growing experience to just pick up and move for work. To be financially independent, out on my own, and re-locating for a job at 22 sounds fabulous. I want to be that woman.

The other part is kind of a whiner, and doesn't want to leave everything I have here. I know I'd have to end it with my bf. He's here and happy.. and long distance stuff sucks balls.

I don't know. I don't know. I have no idea what I would say if they asked me. But I don't have to worry about it.. because they haven't asked.






ok borinnnng.....I got a lot of work done on my tattoo. I want to get it finished by Ohio time. Pics coming soon...


The egg party was fabulous. Thank you. kiss


oh and........... I love you!



buh bye!


bang bang,
<3 Pistolita


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Comments
plissken77

plissken77

Los Angeles, CA
August 2004

APR 20, 2006 07:18 PM

we cant have posts from you without pics!!

jamer31

jamer31

Placentia, CA
October 2002

APR 20, 2006 07:21 PM

It really is a hard decision. I am considering moving out of California to Kentucky for a few years. I'd say do it. I know a lot of people that relocated for a career and love it. My bro moved to portland a few years ago to work for PSU and a friend relocates like every few years. She moved from So Cal to San Fransico to New York and will be moving to Boston before the end of the year. She married then drug her boyfriend along though. ooo aaa

McKenzie

McKenzie

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

APR 20, 2006 07:46 PM

i got my hell city ticket and merch in the mail today! smile

BoxOfficePoison

BoxOfficePoison

New York, NY
June 2003

APR 20, 2006 07:56 PM

I left the friends and everyone behind in NYC to make oodles of cash.

I think I regret it now.

Salem

Salem

SUICIDEGIRL

Mississippi, USA

APR 20, 2006 08:05 PM

aw man thats too bad...I couldve took ya to some sketchy redneck bars. Rowdy stuff. smile

That is a HUGE descision to make. If you would be making the bulk of your combined income by moving (if you live together) I would say to make the move and ask him to come with out.

Otherwise, I would make the move anyways smile Maybe if just to prove to yourself that you can do it.

Definately one to sleep on.

Sugar

Sugar

SUICIDEGIRL

Sweden

APR 20, 2006 08:44 PM

My god, the pictures of you on the beach in your last journal - they are soooo pretty! love

litebrite

litebrite

Washington, DC
July 2005

APR 20, 2006 08:52 PM

If they are offering enough cash, and you don't hate what you would be doing, and it doesn't kill other more important life dreams, you should probably do it.

But you probably already know in your heart what would be best for you. Trust whatever it is you find there.

Alternately, I can be hired to provide you w/ all the advices you need, in detail. And a tarot reading is just $5 extra.

smile

SHAWN_

SHAWN_

Portland, OR
February 2003

APR 20, 2006 09:22 PM

I understand. I thinking of taking a postion that would make me move.

johnnystorm

johnnystorm

Chicago, IL
December 2004

APR 20, 2006 10:00 PM

good luck with your decision wink

BridgeTwnPeddler

BridgeTwnPeddler

Portland, OR
January 2003

APR 22, 2006 08:54 AM

The move might be a good thing. Your young, could be a great opportunity and if the love does not work out there will be other loves..

if the love with this guy is that strong he will come with or still be a part of your life if you choose to comeback.

I was looking at a job in Nashville. Job did not come through but I was starting to get a bit excited by going and living in a area so different than Portland.

DarthVayne

DarthVayne

Reno, NV
September 2004

APR 23, 2006 10:33 AM

A tough desicion to make, The only thing about these kind of desicions is the regret factor. You could stay and a few years down the road wish you had taken that job, or take the job and realize later you left behind the love of your life... I do not envy you if you have to make that desicion.

Cant wait for the pics of that Tattoo, hell just pics of you in general. Those shots on the beach were GORGEOUS!

Stay Beautiful! (inside and Out!)

--Courage Without Conviction is Apathy at Best--

(the Artist formerly known as EverythingStatic)

--DarthVayne--

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