I went to an outdoor party near Devon this weekend and it was amazing! The DJ's played on 2 stages, one in the trees and one on the beach. The music was fantastic and we danced from sunset to sunrise and longer. Then we went to Sylvan lake on the way home to relax and soak up the sun, SPF 30 in hand. I can honestly say that the weekend was sublime, in no way could it have been better! I didn't even get a single mosquito bite!

For the first time in a while I am completely happy! I've discovered that giving everything to one person is dangerous. I used to retreat from everyone, reserving all of my love for one person. I thought that was the only way to be happy. I thought that was the only way to love. Now, I see that I must give myself to everyone.

Applying for jobs at the moment. Planning on getting a tub at Cowboys for Stampede. So if there are any Cowboys employees who see this, put in a good word for me!


Here's my application photo

So we had our annual artsy fashion show at school this weekend and I got to show off my tatas to the whole school and more! I was wearing the brass corset etched with dragons that I made last semester with a cute little skirt that I also made, then I got my friend to airbrush bronze body paint onto my boobs and apendages. I was wearing this awesome geisha inspired wig with electric blue makeup sweeping across my eyes! Soooo much fun! I'll post pics as soon as I get my hands on them!

I love getting my heart broken! There's nothing like clearing out a little space in my chest so that I can put more things in there. Maybe I'll fill it with all the hope I have for myself and what I will do with my life, because really, all I want to do is be happy and if that means there will be no boy, then fuck him.

I've been so lazy lately. I think it's the fact that I have satellite tv and my internet connection sucks so I never get anything done. Now that I have no job I love just relaxing, all the time. It's nice to have time for myself, now if I could just get my ass off the couch and do something constructive, life would be perfect. I guess everybody needs a little span of time where they don't do anything, otherwise we begin to crave it to the point where we can think of nothing else. This way, when I finally get bored enough that I have to do something I won't want to stop

I quit my lame-ass job at Home Depot!!! It was an excersize in not letting myself get stuck in a hole. I swear that everyday I went to work was a day closer to being completely brainwashed into thinking that was the point of my existence. Now that I am free I plan to spend many-a-day on the couch acting something like a potatoe, just because I can! Hahahah.

So I've been babysitting me dog while dad is out of town. It's like having children and I hate it. At least this lets me know that I'm not ready yet. Not only does that suck, but he still has dial-up internet, which takes a million years to do anything, especially to view photosets. Ugh!

I am sorry to say that I have retired my nipple piercing. It will be sorely missed.

So the shoot is done! The photoshopping is complete! Now I just need to add the SG logos and it'll be money in the bank for me!!! If they accept the pictures, that is, but I'm quite proud of them. Mwahhahah, female exploitation at its best.